who's still not angry

Chapter 18

As for why she jumped off the building, Jin Cheng actually couldn't remember what was the last straw that crushed her when she woke up again, but the feeling of 30 seconds before jumping off the building will never be forgotten, the feeling of saying no The desperation and discomfort she felt, and the taste of dying, are scars that cannot be erased no matter how much self-comfort and deception can be done.

The scars are from the bottom of my heart, on the surface she is still as clean as new, as if she came to this world for the first time in the past, including for Xu Xiaorong in front of her.

"I didn't say anything in my sleep, did I?" Jin Cheng was still very careful, for fear that she would shout something terrible in her dreams, and it would be bad if she leaked something.

Xu Xiaorong was a little confused when asked: "Talk in your sleep? You didn't talk in your sleep. Do you have a habit of talking in your sleep?"

Jin Cheng shook her head, do you have the habit of talking in your sleep?This should not be the case, anyway, Cheng Sisi has never mentioned this issue to her, and no roommate mentioned it when she was in school, "I don't have this habit."

"That's it." Xu Xiaorong said.

Jin Cheng: "No, I'm just asking, I'm afraid that if I have a nightmare, something will go wrong in reality and scare you."

"No, you just yelled." Xu Xiaorong said.

Jin Cheng nodded, she heard it herself just now, she knew it well, it was because of this that she was worried about talking in her sleep!

Xu Xiaorong drank the remaining water in the water glass, put the glass aside, and asked, "Do you often have nightmares? Why haven't I heard you talk about it before?"

Of course I didn't mention it, but Jin Cheng's nightmares only started when she was in college. On average, she has one nightmare every time she sleeps, which is very frequent.

"Because I didn't have it before, I didn't say it later because I didn't have a chance, but now... I'm used to it." Jin Cheng wiped the back of her neck with paper, took the hair rope on the top of her head and coiled all her hair on top of her head.

His body was covered with sweat, and Jin Cheng still felt uncomfortable after wiping it off. He wanted to take a shower when he got up, but was stopped by Xu Xiaorong: "It's early in the morning, you go to take a bath again, won't you sleep after washing? You can wash it tomorrow morning."

Jin Cheng thought that she was extremely tired back then, and the smell of sweat all over her body could not resist the exhaustion of her body, but since she was able to relax a little, she loved being clean.

It takes a process to go from being forced to be sloppy to loving cleanliness, but it is not a process to change from being clean to being casual!

No, I would rather not sleep than get up and take a shower.

Xu Xiaorong had no choice. The unquestionably tough attitude he had when leading the recruits could not be applied to Jin Cheng, so he had to let her go. When he felt uncomfortable, he lay down on the frosted glass in the bathroom and shouted, "Do you need me to help you rub your back? Speak up, don't be shy."

Jin Cheng: "..."

Time is indeed a very miraculous thing. Back then, Xu Xiaorong and Xu Xuejie were the ones who would blush when entering the bathroom with Jin Cheng!After a few years, she became such an active young lady, which really made Jin Cheng uncomfortable.

Jin Cheng looked at the body reflected in the glass, it was okay, it was still so bumpy, the skin was firm and elastic, fair and smooth, and there were no shameful flaws at all!Then...let her in.

wrong!Obviously just want to wash away the sweat smell!What kind of back rubbing, can't scream, don't scream, so as not to cause some uncontrollable plot.

Xu Xiaorong stuck to the glass and didn't leave. He just heard the call from Jincheng, but he fell silent again before hearing the desired dialogue. Looking at the blurred scene, he couldn't help becoming impatient.

"Are you okay?" Xu Xiaorong asked a second time.

Jin Cheng dried her body without saying a word, and came out wrapped in a bathrobe, "I'm fine."

Xu Xiaorong didn't expect that the bathroom door would be opened so quickly, and she almost lost her footing and crashed in. Jin Cheng obviously reacted faster than her, and turned away slightly.

"Then can you still sleep?" Xu Xiaorong scratched her head in embarrassment, turning her head so that Jin Cheng would not look at her face.

Jin Cheng was very helpless, but she couldn't just give an answer, "Try it, it should be possible, it's not difficult."

In the next 3 minutes, the two lay back in their previous positions, looking side by side at the chandelier hanging from the ceiling, but their expressions were completely different.

Although they have resumed their relationship as lovers, they are actually psychologically wary of each other. It is not a wall but at least a piece of reinforced glass, which is the case for Jin Cheng.

Xu Xiaorong was moved quietly by his own hand, and pretended to be careless, gently held Jin Cheng's hand, and after making sure that there was no movement to break free, he clenched it tightly.

"These years, I miss you so much." Xu Xiaorong said.

Jin Cheng closed her eyes, and the coolness slipped down from her eyes, she said, "Well... I've been thinking about you."

She is telling the truth, she has been thinking about Xu Xiaorong since she left, this is the person she identified when she was young and ignorant, and it was also the knot that she couldn't think about at that time, it was obsession or tribulation, it was an unspeakable past.

Xu Xiaorong turned over, lifted the quilt and got in, and put her head on Jin Cheng's chest, there was a burst of sobbing from under the quilt.

Jin Cheng's limbs stiffened in an instant, she didn't dare to move at all, and even her breathing became cautious.

Perhaps Xu Xiaorong had cried enough, or maybe he realized that he had lost his composure, so he put another hand around Jin Cheng's waist, and hugged her whole body.

"I love you, Orange."

When Jincheng University was a part-time tutor, he taught some teenagers and had some experience in coaxing children. It just so happens that Xu Xiaorong looks like a wronged child again. She suddenly became motherly, and she put her hand on it. On the back, he patted and coaxed, "I'm here, I'm here, it's okay, Ang, it's okay."

Xu Xiaorong stretched her neck and probed her head, looking at Jin Cheng with tears in her eyes, she was very upset, what's more, she didn't expect that human face to stick to her own face in the next moment, lips to lips, so soft!

The hand that had been loosened and moved to his waist was just about to pick up the button when the doorbell rang.

Jin Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, she had obviously done it with this person countless times, but now that the scene reappeared, she actually resisted a little.

"Probably Sisi is here." Jin Cheng tilted her body up with all her strength, because there was another person on her body, her waist was very hard.

Xu Xiaorong: "..." Sure enough, the red envelopes are missing!This will kill time!All the good things got mixed up!

"I'll go and open the door." Jin Cheng pushed away Xu Xiaorong who was stunned, and lifted the quilt out of bed.

Xu Xiaorong: "I'll go, you lie down." Could it be that the two sisters have telepathy?The pinch is too accurate!No, I feel aggrieved... I have to find a way to get rid of it!

Xu Xiaorong put on her slippers and dragged her to open the door. Cheng Sisi stood at the door trembling with tears in her eyes. When she saw someone, she rushed in and closed the door with her backhand. The speed was so fast that even Xu Xiaorong didn't see clearly.

Jin Cheng wanted to get up when she heard the movement, but before she could sit up straight, a figure threw her back on the bed.

"Oh my god, I'm going to be scared to death, Big Chengzi, I'll tell you that I'm really scared and you won't believe me!"