so called lover

Chapter 29 Doubtful

I left the hotel like a walking dead, wandering aimlessly.

Looking at the endless stream of cars, the crowd passing by me arm in arm, in twos and threes, the bustling city has nothing to do with me in an instant.

My destination is gone, I don't know where to go.

I was dangling by the river, and the night wind made my eyes dry and uncomfortable. I have such a low tear point, and usually a little grievance and pain can make me cry like rain, but now I can’t cry.

Obviously having suffered such a great grievance, such a great sadness, my heart was so stuffy like something, but I just couldn't cry, so depressed and depressed, as if I was waiting for another blow from a big hammer, and then it finally came back. Willingly sour and swollen, finally burst with a bang.

What am I expecting?

The facts are in front of me, what am I still waiting for? !

I still hope that Jiang Yi will appear in front of me immediately, hold my face, kiss my cheek as gently as countless yesterday, and tell me that everything I see is not true...

But I just... saw it, and I was so cheap to prove it.

The moment I saw with my own eyes that love was stained with dust, I should have known that it was over for us, Jiang Yi and I, it was over.

Maybe we never started, it was my own wishful thinking that Jiang Yi liked this ordinary me.

I personally broke the beautiful bubble Jiang Yi made for me.

I should go home.

Go home, I don't want to embarrass myself here, I don't belong to this city, and Jiang Yi never... doesn't belong to me.

I sat on the big rock by the river embankment, thinking a lot back and forth, just trying to convince myself of the stubborn trust.

But I am very entangled, I am afraid, my own thoughts are out of my control.

I...I still want to see him, and my heart, liver, spleen and lungs are all pulled together.

"what--"

The river roared loudly when I was overturned, and I hugged my head with my hands helplessly. I didn't know what to do, who could save me, I was going crazy.

By coincidence, I wandered around and turned back to the hotel entrance.

In the dark, maybe there is something pulling me forward, maybe I should come back and pack up, buy the nearest ticket and go home.

I took back my room card at the front desk. The lady at the front desk saw that my face was not good, so she asked if I needed to call a doctor. I shook my head and got on the elevator in silence.

I lowered my head down, and I felt dizzy and weak in limbs only after getting out of the elevator.

It suddenly occurred to me that Que Yan had said that I had a fever during the meal, but it wasn't too uncomfortable, so he didn't take it seriously.

I shook my head vigorously, took out my room card and opened the door, my eyes were pulled in by a hand before I could get used to the strong light in the room from the dim corridor.

"where did you go?!"

Jiang Yi's furious face suddenly appeared with a roar, and I trembled reflexively.

I originally planned to take the luggage and go home quietly, but I didn't expect that after the two Jiang Yi had pampered that woman, I was still in the mood to pamper me.

Should I be glad that I am still within Jiang Yi's choice?

"I asked where have you been?!"

Jiang Yi tugged at my upper arm, it hurt so much that I wanted to throw myself on the ground and cry.

I stared intently at his face, paying close attention to every detail. How did he act so realistically with his expression of worrying about me?Where did he get his confidence when he questioned me like that?

He took a step forward to shorten the distance between us, rubbed my lips roughly with his fingertips, I backed away, and he took his hand away and kissed me brutally.

I desperately pushed him away to protest, this kind of kiss was too brutal, almost predatory, he clasped my hands, suddenly picked me up, and strode towards the bedroom where I caught up with sleep today.

The strong anxiety made me struggle and twist involuntarily, "Let me go! Let me go..."

Without saying a word, Jiang Yi threw me onto the bed. Even though the bed was covered with soft bedding, I was still knocked out.

I closed my eyes tightly, and when I opened them when my mind was not too drowsy, Jiang Yi had already stripped himself naked, and my upper body was also stripped naked.Jiang Yi straddled my waist and scanned me up and down several times with scrutiny.

He clamped my jaw fiercely with one hand, and I cried out in pain.

"I'll ask you again, where did you go?!"

Jiang Yi's hands are really strong, and he also knows that he will hurt me. He usually holds back his strength when playing with me in City B, but he doesn't care about it today. The skin in my mouth is probably broken by teeth A smell of son's rust spread.

I frowned in pain, I couldn't tell whether it was physical tears or real tears, the tears flowed down my face as if I didn't want money, Jiang Yi paused and let go.

He looked at me with a complicated expression, as if he was thinking about something.

My mouth was no longer just rusty, it was hot from the second he took his hand away, and I gasped.

Jiang Yi's hand let go of my mouth, but he didn't stop his sinful steps.

He put his hand into my trousers, walked around my cock, and ended up in a rather dangerous position.

I suddenly widened my eyes.

"No! Jiang Yi, don't do this..."

"Say, where have you been?"

I looked at the ceiling helplessly with tears in my eyes, and answered his question with sobs: "I went out to eat."

Jiang Yi was dissatisfied with my answer and slapped my ass a few times as a threat. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth so as not to cry out. Tears filled my eyes. Why did I do this?I just want to curl up to avoid such treatment, why should it be like this?It's obviously not me who is wrong!

"Where else have you been?"

"Going to the river..."

My answer made Jiang Yi's face darken again, and his heart became more uneasy and flustered.

"What are you going for?"

"Go for a walk, there's nothing to do, Jiang Yi... Woohoo, don't, it hurts! Ah——"

Jiang Yi slapped my butt again, I could hear the sound of skin cracking, my eyes went dark, the humiliation and pain almost made me faint.

"Don't move."

Jiang Yi stopped his movements. I was anxious and afraid, but I didn't dare to move. I was afraid that something unexpected would happen to him, and I would be the one to suffer.

... A lunatic is a lunatic, and he knows how to bully people, you bastard!

If I had known... I would have listened to my father and stopped coming to City A. In one night, so many things happened.

Dad blames uncle, I miss you so much, I really want to go home.

He turned me over on my back, pulled down my pants, and touched my buttocks. I cried and crawled forward, and he held my waist and pulled me back.

"It hurts, it hurts! Woooooo..." I was crying out of breath, clutching the pillow case, what the hell...

"The skin is broken, and there is some blood."

Me: "Woooooo..."

I'm going home I'm going home I'm going home! !

Jiang Yi got up from me, gave another warning not to move, and then left the bedroom.

I was so aggrieved that I couldn't stop crying, but I didn't dare to move a step.I was thinking in my heart that when Jiang Yi fell asleep, I would sneak out.

Jiang Yi came in with a pipe, went to bed, and licked my butt again. I was so scared that I almost jumped up. Jiang Yi quickly pinned me down again, and slapped my butt twice, very lightly, yes The warning is also comforting, which touched the familiar warmth in my memory, and I didn't move anymore.

"Don't move, apply medicine, it hurts a little, be good."

"Don't rub it, don't rub it, that's it... It hurts! Huh..."

"Do you still dare to run around?"

"Don't dare, I won't run..."

It's no wonder if you don't run... you monster... woo~(>_<)~

"Put your butt up a little bit and press it on my leg."

I tilted my butt up a little as I said, Jiang Yi stretched his legs and put it under my belly, patted my butt to signal me to put it down, and I obediently obeyed.

After applying the medicine, he casually threw it on the table aside, and then continued to rub it on my buttocks. This is one of his favorite things to do, and I don’t feel very comfortable. My whole buttocks are sore and numb. Numb and sometimes hot and painful.

I continued to cry, but Jiang Yi came back and touched my face indiscriminately, then stroked my hair one by one, "Don't cry."

"I hurt, I can't cry..."

"If I can't find you next time, just stay on the bed and wait for me to clean you up!"

"You rascal!"

"Tell me!"

I buried my face in the pillow and cried louder.

Jiang Yi is a bad guy! !

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