Chapter 84
Chapter 84
Seeing Tu Muyuan busy in the kitchen, He Jian lay motionless on the sofa, lazily half-opening his eyes, with a thoughtful expression on his face.
Maybe he knew why Tu Muyuan kept that matter from him, but if he really wanted to say it, he seemed a little confused.
In any case, the two were nominated for Best Actor at the same time. This really puts both of them in the position of competitors. Who will win this award?It seems that it is not appropriate for anyone to take it, after all, they were separated for this matter some time ago.
He Jianjian felt uncomfortable when he thought about it, he turned over and got up, took the laptop that Tu Muyuan had put on the sofa, originally he just wanted to play a song and listen to it, but there was no exit page, which stunned him for a moment Living.
...Tu Muyuan, he is learning Korean.
Just now he was still worrying about the awards, but when he saw his efforts to stabilize the relationship between the two, He Jian suddenly didn't care much about anything.
He put on the earphones and listened to the standard but emotionless Korean example sentences and pronunciation on the computer. He was both uncomfortable and moved, and he was indescribably sweetened by Tu Muyuan's behavior.
"One room, you can eat."
Tu Muyuan put the noodles on the dining table, He Jianjian glanced back after hearing the sound, and hurriedly took off his earphones and went over.
When he was sitting at the table and was about to move his chopsticks, Tu Muyuan also sat across from him with a bowl of noodles. He Jian looked at him and asked casually:
"What? Didn't you have dinner tonight?"
Tu Muyuan had just picked up the noodles and stirred the seasoning, when He Jianjian asked him this and shook his head.
"No, I've eaten it, I'm afraid you won't enjoy it alone."
He Jian smiled, he lowered his head and sucked the noodles, and after swallowing it into his stomach, he felt his body warm up.
"Tu Muyuan, let me ask you, what do you think of my going to Korea?"
After taking a few bites, He Jiantian mentioned this matter. Tu Muyuan's eyes froze on the table for a few seconds, and his eyes were complicated for a moment.
"Chen Deqi said that if you go to South Korea to develop, Color will stand up faster. You are a very powerful artist, and you are also our trump card in Muxi."
"Old Tu, don't be contradictory, okay? Didn't you come to Korea to get me back?"
He Jianjian grabbed Tu Muyuan's wrist, looked into his eyes seriously, and continued:
"I know you want to respect my choice, but if I go like this, we will really be in a long-distance relationship."
This topic was still a bit heavy, Tu Muyuan let He Jian hold his hand without any reaction, while He Jian waited patiently for him to speak, the atmosphere in the whole room couldn't move.
"It's okay, I'll go find you."
After a while, Tu Muyuan looked up at He Jian and said this sentence.
There may be various realistic distances between them, but there is always only one real distance, and that is the degree of yearning and longing for the other person.
As long as you think enough, there will always be various ways to meet each other.
"You can tell me not to go."
At this time, He Jian really hoped that Tu Muyuan would keep him, as if he had returned home from school, and wanted to stay at home during the summer vacation, and be a pampered child by his parents' side.Once you have to pack your things and go back to school, no matter how much you are disliked by your parents, you will still feel a lot of sadness when you have to leave.
Even if you can see a wider world as soon as you leave home, and you can meet your playmates and friends again, but when you see your family members behind you watching the scene of your departure, there is still something in your heart that is reluctant to let go.
"If you persuade me more, maybe I won't go there."
He Jianjian didn't know what he was talking about, he was very emotional now, he didn't want to separate from Tu Muyuan, and he didn't want to care about Korean affairs anymore, he didn't even want to care about the award ceremony of the film festival.
There was a hole in his heart that kept clamoring. Even though Tu Muyuan was by his side, he still felt that it wasn't enough.
"One, people do something either to gain happiness or to avoid pain. If you still can't let go of that, it means that you must have your own reasons in your heart. If I force you, it will make you more uncomfortable."
"Why do you want to join the men's group? Maybe you prefer singing and dancing to acting?" Tu Muyuan held He Jian's hand with his backhand, and met his eyes gently.
He Jian swallowed his saliva with difficulty, wanted to nod, but then shook his head again.
"I used to work hard for music, and I also regarded it as a dream, but then acting became my profession, and I couldn't help but respect and accept it, maybe because it's been too long, now acting has become my biggest passion. hobbies."
"It's not that I don't like music anymore. My musical dream back then is always my regret. I don't say which one I prefer. I just think, if possible, I want to complete them all."
After Tu Muyuan listened carefully, he nodded.
"Just let go and do it. No matter what, I will support you behind you."
"Tu Muyuan, but I can't bear to part with you..." He Jianjian looked up at him, and the look in his eyes was worrying.
"But it's like this a lot of times, there will always be differences of one kind or another, but if you don't do this, you will definitely not be able to meet that better self, and you will not be able to accomplish the things you want to do."
Tu Muyuan talked frankly with He Jian about his thoughts on this topic, and He Jian felt much better. Although he was still reluctant to part with Tu Muyuan, at least he knew what he should do there.
He's sure to bring ECHO back to the top before returning to acting.
Even though he had the idea of letting Tu Muyuan go to accompany him, He Jian still felt that he couldn't be so selfish.Tu Muyuan has roots in China, and he has no ambition to develop there. There is really no need to wrong another person's life for the sake of one person.
This has nothing to do with love, it is about a person's self and future.
The time in China passed quickly, He Jian rested at home for half a week, and the awards ceremony was one day later, so tonight Yi Huaxian began to urge He Jian to leave for Taiwan.
He Yiyi lingered in the bedroom for a long time, looking at Tu Muyuan all the time before leaving home.
"Old Tu, do you have anything to say?"
Tu Muyuan sat on the sofa without moving, he was holding a magazine in his hand, the lights were not turned on in the room, it was already dark.
The surrounding furniture had already faded from the golden orange color of dusk, and the blue sky outside the window turned black and purple.
He didn't speak all the time, and He Jian looked at his back, his eyes gradually changed.
"Aren't you going to go?"
After understanding the meaning of his words, Tu Muyuan was stunned.
"I would be very happy if I got the award."
He Jian hesitated for a while after saying this, and soon he also said the rest.
"But I'd be happier if you took it."
Tu Muyuan never looked back, but He Jian knew that he had listened to the words.
He turned and left the house, closed the door, and about two hours later, Chen Deqi came.
Tu Muyuan went to open the door for her and let her come in and sit down. In the room, only the entrance was lit, and the living room was almost completely dark.
Chen Deqi was no stranger to this scene. During the time when He Jian went to Korea, Tu Muyuan lived alone, unable to even eat, let alone such trivial things as not turning on the lights at night.
"Mu Yuan, although I respect your decision no matter what, I still hope you can go there."
Tu Muyuan was silent for a while, then asked:
"Who is more likely to win the prize between the two of us?"
Chen Deqi hesitated for a while, then said:
"Your literary film was favored by the older generation of artists, and the word of mouth and reputation were very good. If there was no such dark horse, this award would probably be yours, but now his Swordsmanship is already on the market." It has caused a sensation in the world, and the possibility of you is too great, and I can't guess."
Tu Muyuan looked at the magazine. It contained news about fashion information. The text was a long time ago, but the hard photo on the cover showed He Jian's profile.
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On the night of the award ceremony, He Jianjian waited and waited but did not see Tu Muyuan coming. He was already anxious when he entered the venue and wanted to call Tu Muyuan, but his phone was turned off again.
Yi Huaxian was left to do the contact work, and He Jian was fidgeting in the venue until half of the time, when it was about to announce the best actor of this year, He Jian finally received Yi Huaxian's invitation. information.
Tu Muyuan came over.
Almost relieved, He Jian quickly half-raised his body and looked around at the arranged seats, and finally saw someone in the half-empty seat.
Just come.
It was only now that He Jian had the energy to focus his attention on the stage, and he patiently waited for the announcement of the two awards. When it came to the best actor award, He Jian didn't blink his eyes.
If he was asked to toss a coin to guess heads and tails now, and the words and flowers represent the two of them respectively, he would definitely not need to look at it, because it was Tu Muyuan who came to his heart.
It was the first time that He Jian felt that the host's teasing was so annoying. His patience had never been consumed so quickly. When he finally called out that name, his heart almost jumped out of his throat.
...It was Tu Muyuan.
It's Tu Muyuan!
He Jian suppressed the buzzing in his head for a few seconds, and then began to applaud him sincerely.
He originally thought that he would be a little bit lost, or that there were some traces of hidden emotions. After all, he also put in a lot of effort when filming Asking Sword, but now, these efforts have not allowed him to get the title that all actors will The expected prize.
However, that person was Tu Muyuan.
He Jian finally understood one thing. In love, pain is relative. No matter how sad it is, as long as the loved one is happy, then everything will start to shine because of his joy.
Tu Muyuan obviously still didn't believe that he would win this award in the end. After the show, he held onto He Jian and refused to let go.
The two stayed in the corridor where no one passed by for a long time, no matter how much He Jian tried to persuade Tu Muyuan, he refused to speak, the trophy was thrown on the ground, and he only hugged He Jian.
"The reporters are waiting impatiently, let's go out for an interview first, huh?"
"It's okay. You definitely don't know how happy I am now. I'm much happier than you. Look at you, and you still put the trophy there. What do you want?"
"I'm going to South Korea to develop soon. It's too wasteful to get this award now. When my contract in South Korea is over, I will come back to transform at that time. There are still many opportunities."
He Jianjian had already said a lot of similar things, but when it came to going to Korea, Tu Muyuan finally had a reaction.
"I said before that I will go back immediately after the awards are presented. When are you going to leave?"
At this moment, He Jian saw the reluctance and panic in Tu Muyuan's eyes. He hammered Tu Muyuan's shoulder, but it didn't move, and he leaned against the wall instead.
She was originally hugged by Tu Muyuan, but now she separated with great difficulty, and was immediately slammed by him again.
"Probably leave the day after tomorrow."
He Jian picked his fingers, looked down at his hands, Tu Muyuan burst into tears immediately, he put his head on He Jian's shoulder with a look of reluctance, crying heartbreakingly.
Although he didn't want to be so sad, seeing that Tu Muyuan finally broke the mask of always ignoring his own thoughts and only focusing on comforting him, He Jian was relieved a little.
Maybe this is life, full of ups and downs, no matter how smooth life is, there will always be a day when anyone will have to taste all of these.
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