Reborn Model Worker and Movie King

Chapter 82

The next morning, He Jian woke up on Tu Muyuan's lap, and he sat in that position all night, seemingly without sleep all night.

He Jian's heart ached so much that he lay on Tu Muyuan's body rubbing his legs and coaxing him, but in the end it was Yi Huaxian who forcibly dragged him away.

"Old Tu, why don't you stay and sit next to me to watch Wenjian later?"

"No, I'll go back first and wait for you to come back."

He Jianjian wanted to say something, but Yi Huaxian patted his arm, and reminded him with a headache, "He was so tired last night, why don't you let him go home and rest!"

"Oh, yes, yes, brother Gui, quickly take Tu Muyuan back to sleep, and don't let him go to other places."

He Jian kept explaining things like an old woman, and finally set off after talking a lot. On the way, Yi Huaxian had to be scratched by him constantly.

"Why don't you move me away? He let me sleep all night like that, how sore my legs are?"

"Everything is my fault, hurry up and wash up, ancestor, don't look like this on the surface, in fact, he is holding you and refuses to let go, don't worry about him."

"That's what he does, but you have to persuade..."

Yi Huaxian got pissed off by him, with a look on his face that if you say one more word, I will die with you, He Jian's heart trembled, and he immediately shut his mouth obediently.

After being pushed to the meeting place, He Yijian entered the backstage to wash up briefly, and then began to do styling and makeup. After a while, someone came over with breakfast. While eating steamed stuffed buns, Shen Shidong came in.

Along with Shen Shidong is his daughter Shen Zhenhong. This girl is obviously here to join in the fun. She is dressed in eye-catching colors, which are very fashionable. She has a pair of buns and some glitter on her eyelids, making her look shiny. of.

"Brother Yiyi! I will sit next to you and watch together later!"

"No."

"Why not?"

"Your father said no."

As soon as Shen Shidong saw Shen Zhenhong sticking to He Jian, he was full of evil spirits, and He Jian was not without eyesight, so naturally he couldn't wade into this muddy water.

"Shen Zhenhong, go out first, don't mess around here."

Shen Shidong waved at her, as if chasing flies away, Shen Zhenhong looked dissatisfied, but she really didn't dare to be presumptuous in front of her father, so she could only twist the hem of her clothes, turned around and went out with a snort.

Seeing that there was no one in the room, Shen Shidong leaned on the table, took out a cigarette from his pocket, bowed his head and lit it.

"You are really weird. I heard that you are going to join a boy group in Korea?"

"ECHO."

"If I were in your position, I would feel ashamed if anyone asked me to go out and dance around in public."

Shen Shidong directly ignored the name He Jian said, and turned on her tongue, He Jian rolled her eyes, too lazy to argue with him.

"Run out and jump around with your appearance, I would be ashamed if I were you."

"Can you be more respectful to the audience? They just want to watch you film a scene, who the hell wants to see you dance with a bunch of sissies?"

Shen Shidong's words successfully aroused He Jian's anger, he slapped the table and stood up and stared at Shen Shidong with the look of wanting to quarrel.

"What do you mean? Who are you calling a sissy? Damn, keep your mouth clean. Do you care what I do? Who are you speaking to? Me or the audience? Who are you choking on? Woolen cloth?"

Seeing that the situation was not going well, Yi Huaxian immediately put down what she was doing, rushed over and hugged He Jian's waist and pulled him back.

Shen Shidong has never been able to speak, and now He Jian was irritated, although he didn't expect it, but he didn't show any signs of giving in, no matter the tone or expression, it was completely the same as before.

"Let me tell you, you are the one who is choking, you are a fucking old man, can you stop making trouble like a little girl? I have no problem with you going to Korea to film, but why did you dance in the past? Most of the male and female colleagues around me think of pussies when they mention Korean boy groups, what’s the matter? I’m not the only one who has this impression!”

"none of your business!"

He Jian was already red-eyed, he wanted to fight Shen Shidong, and Shen Shidong rolled up his sleeves when he saw him like this.

"Let me tell you the truth, there is no class in the entertainment industry. Boy group idols are the least popular. This is not my own prejudice, but the trend of the entire industry. Look at those who fly solo People who have entered the showbiz without acting skills, want to join the music scene, and their singing is not very good, what does it look like? Why do you have to be a trafficker to make people look down on you?"

These words are ugly, but this is also Shen Shidong's way of persuading, Yi Huaxian has been comforting He Jian in various ways, He Jian used the remaining rationality to think about these words, The mood has stabilized a little.

He shook off Yi Huaxian's hand, turned his back and covered his mouth to calm down for a while. The cigarette held by Shen Shidong's fingertips had not been played for too long, and it had burned into a white column of ashes.

"I just want to do one thing, can't I do it? Why can't I do it?"

After a long time, He Jian turned around and looked at Shen Shidong, he didn't blink for a long time, Shen Shidong looked at him, finally couldn't help but lower his head and blink first.

"Everyone is telling me what to do, and I always thought I knew what I wanted, and I was always chasing something that seemed to be taken for granted, but in fact there was no way to match my heart. Something that resonates."

"When I was young, my parents told me that I had to memorize this sheet music, that I had to learn how to play the piano, that I had to master English, that I had to win, that these things would make me better and make others like me. wrong."

He Jianjian moved his eyelashes, his Adam's apple twitched a few times, and his eye sockets were bloodshot.

"Later I found out that Tu Muyuan liked me very much, but when I decided to accept this man, I was just tortured to death by a woman. He liked me so much and always comforted me. Is he a matter of course? I always thought I should, but the truth is, it took me a long time to let myself be gay and fall in love with him."

"From the beginning to the end, I never had any thoughts of my own. I just followed the changes in the environment and the eyes of the people around me. It was the same every time. After finally getting used to it, soon someone around me would say that you should enter the next stage. I’m at the stage, don’t continue to stagnate, I don’t want to, I really don’t want to, but if I don’t do that, I will become very strange in the eyes of others, and no one wants to like me.”

Yi Huaxian looked at He Jian, the man's eyes were filled with tears, and it was the first time she heard these words.

"Now all the things I should do and the things I want are actually just what others expect me to want. What can I do? Do I want to continue to live in the eyes of others in this life? You always It is reasonable to just tell me how to do it blindly, but who of you can be responsible for the bitterness and joy I have tasted? Shouldn’t it be up to me how I want to live? Why? My whole life has always been Do you want to leave it to others to decide?"

……

After He Jian finished speaking, he held back his tears and choked up his sobs for a long time, while Shen Shidong threw away the cigarette butt that burned his hand, stretched out his hand and rubbed his chin, avoiding He Jian's sight with his sideways eyes.

But after a while, he frowned, looked at He Jian crying like a child with trembling shoulders, walked over unbearably, and hugged him.

"Okay, okay, you can do whatever you like. Is it necessary to talk so much? I'm not your father. What's the use of telling me? Go home and tell your own father. .”

Shen Shidong seems to be very unaccustomed to this kind of intimate contact with people, let alone the gentleness that she inadvertently reveals.

After hearing what he said, Yi Huaxian hurriedly gestured beside him, pointed at a room, and kept saying, "He's an orphan, an orphan."

Shen Shidong was completely at a loss. He felt that he had said something wrong, and now he was doing something that didn't fit his image. He was so embarrassed that he died, and he didn't know what to do next.

"It's okay, I'm just too excited."

He Jian wiped his tears while talking, turned his back to him, and gently wiped away the tears from his eyes.

"Xiao Yi, ask the makeup artist to come over and touch up the makeup. It's time to go on stage later."

Yi Huaxian was amazed that He Jian managed her emotions so quickly, even she was still in the atmosphere just now and didn't go out, but He Jian had already arranged rationally so that she would not delay things.

She hurriedly nodded and ran out, Shen Shidong sighed helplessly as he watched He Jian kept raising his head to withdraw his tears.

"In the past few months since you've been in Korea, Tu Muyuan hasn't looked like a man."

"What do you mean?"

He Jian quickly turned his head, meeting his red eye circles, Shen Shidong snorted softly.

"Do you know why Gazing into the Abyss isn't filming yet?"

"...It can't be because of Tu Muyuan, he has always been the most dedicated."

"He locked himself in your former dormitory all day long, sat on the floor smoking and drinking while wearing your clothes, and didn't even want to climb up on the bed when he was sleeping.

He Jian was stunned for a moment, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything, and suddenly felt very sad from the bottom of his heart.

At first I thought he was the only one like this, but I didn't expect Tu Muyuan to be quite in sync with him in this respect...

However, when he was there, there was actually someone to comfort him in the end, but Tu Muyuan had no one to comfort him.

Although He Jianjian kept saying that he had no friends, but after removing that layer of filter, He Jianjian suddenly discovered that Tu Muyuan had no friends either.

From the beginning until now, he has only been friends with himself. He has never heard him talk about other people from Tu Muyuan, whether it is friends or family members, even his two older brothers, Tu Muyuan seldom mentions it.

Maybe he is also a very lonely person.

Tu Muyuan... He Jian suddenly felt very sad when he thought of him.