small perfect

Chapter 49 Confession

On the way home, Lu Yueze held Yuan Qingyuan firmly in his arms all the time, not paying any attention to the strange eyes around him. He chatted with Yuan Qingyuan while walking, and even if someone took pictures of them with his mobile phone, he still kept his "anything goes." Rumors spread everywhere, but I stand still."

But Yuan Qingyuan changed his usual reserve and awkwardness, and allowed him to hug himself in such an exaggerated posture in front of the public.

You can't just hold on to it all the time. If you get tired after holding it for a long time, others will also suffer.

Yuan Qingyuan felt that his previous self was too timid, unable to break through the rules and regulations of the world.Life is actually very simple, why complicate it, maybe it's time to make a change.

He asked Lu Yueze, "Tell me, if you really have a baby, will it look like you or me?" Although he was not sure, he still couldn't help but fantasize a little.

Lu Yueze smiled and said, "Anything is fine."

Yuan Qingyuan: "I think it's better to be like you.

Lu Yueze: "Why?"

Yuan Qingyuan: "Yuan Yi looks so much like me, so of course Erbao must look like you."

Lu Yueze couldn't help laughing, "Well, that's fine."

"What name should I give him?" Yuan Qingyuan pondered seriously, and after a while, his eyes glowed with joy, "Mingzhi? Lu Mingzhi. Indifferent to Mingzhi, quiet and far-reaching."

"It's really like your style." Lu Yueze looked at him dotingly, "Who said to keep a normal mind before? You seem to be calmer than me."

This sentence is quite correct, Yuan Qingyuan smiled to himself, and for some reason, after thinking about it, he became looking forward to it.

Some people say that pregnancy is a wonderful journey, and only by being a happy traveler can you reach the other shore of happiness.

It's a pity that when Yuan Yi was pregnant, Yuan Qingyuan was at a low point in his life. Every day he was either thinking wildly or crying for no reason. He was very depressed throughout the pregnancy.

For him, it was a great pity that he could not experience the process of a small life from conception to birth with his heart.

He even wondered if Yuan Yi's readership disorder was caused by his depressed mood during pregnancy?

So from the beginning to the end, he felt that he owed Yuan Yi, as if no amount of compensation would be enough.

"How should we tell Yuan Yi about all this?" He suddenly asked.

Now what he cares most about is Yuan Yi's thoughts.He was afraid that Yuan Yi would not be able to accept it if he told the truth.Not to mention let alone, if there is a baby, Yuan Yi is the person most entitled to know the truth.

Lu Yueze pondered for a moment and said: "Say it directly, Yuan Yi probably won't be able to bear it, let's take it step by step. I want to have a good communication with him during this period, first of all, let him adapt to my existence, and then he will be able to accept it a little."

Yuan Qingyuan nodded in agreement, "Well, to be honest, he is the last person I want to hurt. After I gave birth to him, I have been leaving him in my hometown and ignoring him in the name of earning money to support him, but I I really ignored his feelings, I didn’t even know that he was being bullied, when I went to the county to pick him up, I really felt that my father was a failure.”

Hearing this, Lu Yueze felt sour. He felt sorry for Yuan Yi, and even more for Yuan Qingyuan.If possible, he hopes to turn back time and send him to the day when they first met, he will become enthusiastic and proactive, he will give the other party a sense of security, and he will do better...

But if it is only if after all, since it has become a fact, we can only try our best to make up for it.

When the two returned home, Yuan Yi had just returned from get off work.

The three of them rarely had such an opportunity to get together alone. Even if they didn't speak, just looking at Yuan Yi's fleshy face made the two fathers feel warm in their hearts.

Yuan Yi seemed to be in a good mood today, and took the initiative to take over the important task of cooking, busying himself in the kitchen by himself, with ditties floating out from time to time.

The two sitting on the sofa listened carefully to the songs he was humming, and they turned out to be about love and love.

The two fathers, you looked at me, and I looked at you, and at the same time, a thought popped up in your mind-this kid won't fall in love, right?

Lu Yueze shook Yuan Qingyuan's hand, gave him a calm look, then got up and walked to the kitchen, and said to Yuan Yi, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

"No, you can watch TV." Yuan Yi responded cheerfully while chopping vegetables.

Lu Yueze pretended to be casual and asked: "What happy things did you encounter today? I think you have been smiling."

"Ah? Is there?" Yuan Yi rubbed his face, but he didn't know what he thought of, and laughed with a "puchi", "Maybe, I'm really happy recently."

"Oh?" Lu Yueze raised his eyebrows, "Can you tell me why you are so happy?"

Yuan Yi pondered for a while, then grinned and said, "I won't tell you."

"..." Lu Yueze choked, he was not very good at chatting, and he couldn't cope with someone like Yuan Yi who played cards out of common sense.

He was thinking about how to continue the conversation, but a special ringtone interrupted his thoughts suddenly.

He raised his eyelids, only to see Yuan Yi wiped his hands and quickly took out his cell phone from his pocket.After the call was connected, undisguised joy shone in those big eyes.

Out of respect for the child, Lu Yueze walked out of the kitchen lightly. Although he was eager to know everything about Yuan Yi, he was unwilling to pry into the other party's privacy through bad means.He really couldn't do something like eavesdropping on a child talking on the phone.

However, he was certain of one thing, the reason why Yuan Yi was happy had something to do with Zhong Man.Because he accidentally saw Zhong Man's mugshot on the screen when Yuan Yi's cell phone called.

If one person can easily affect another person's emotions, then it is conceivable that Yuan Yi cares about Zhong Man.

Lu Yueze remembered that in the ktv that day, Zhong Man helped Yuan Yi get dressed, and Yuan Yi looked obedient and docile throughout the whole process. Maybe he had already had a secret love at that time.

In order to confirm his conjecture, Lu Yueze began to observe Yuan Yilai silently.

After that phone call, Yuan Yi seemed to be in a happier mood. He kept smiling while eating, and his appetite was particularly good. He ate three bowls of rice in a row.And he looks normal, but in fact he is unusual everywhere.For example, every time Yuan Qingyuan spoke to him, he would hesitate for a few seconds before reacting, as if he had forgotten everything around him and was completely immersed in his own small world.

After the meal, Yuan Yi took the initiative to clean the dishes.

While he was washing the dishes, the two fathers discussed quietly and decided to have a heart-to-heart talk with him, but unexpectedly he got dressed and was ready to go out after finishing his work.

Yuan Qingyuan stopped him immediately, "It's late at night, what are you doing?"

Yuan replied while putting on his shoes, "I'll be back after going out to play for a while."

Yuan Qingyuan asked, "Where are you going?"

Yuan Yi was evasive, "Just take a stroll, oops, I'll come whenever I go."

Yuan Qingyuan felt a little sad that his son actually had his own little secret, so he stopped talking to him all the time.

Seeing that Yuan Yi was about to step out of the house, he raised his eyebrows, looked at Lu Yueze, and sighed faintly.

Lu Yueze patted him lightly on the shoulder as a sign of comfort, then grabbed the coat that was on the sofa, and strode after Yuan Yi, "Wait, I'm going home too, let's go together, and I'll take you by the way." One ride."

……

The lights were shining brightly, and Lu Yueze was driving on the spacious road.

He glanced at Yuan Yi who was sitting in the passenger seat, feeling a little surprised.He originally thought that Yuan Yi would not agree to his request, but he didn't expect the other party to obediently follow him into the car.

He lit a cigarette and exhaled slowly, "Where are you going?"

"My friend and I have an appointment to go to the bar. After walking down this street, turn left twice and we will be there." Yuan Yi glanced at him, then moved his eyes to the cigarette in his hand, frowning slightly, "Uncle Lu, I found that you are quite addicted to smoking. Don't smoke while driving. It feels very unsafe. Besides, smoking too much is not good for your health."

Lu Yueze didn't speak up, but cooperatively extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and then asked, "Are you going to that kind of noisy bar?"

Yuan Yi shook his head, "No, it's just a bar where you can listen to music and chat."

Lu Yueze gave a "hmm" and said lightly, "It's best not to drink."

"Okay, I won't drink."

Yuan Yi agreed, and at this time the mobile phone in his pocket rang again, and Lu Yueze knew that the call was from Zhong Man just by hearing the special ringtone, because Yuan Yi was illiterate, as long as he was familiar with people, he would call them specially. A ringtone is set.

Hearing Yuan Yi's "hmm, haha" before hanging up the phone, Lu Yueze asked, "Are your friends urging you?"

Yuan Yi smirked, "Yes."

"Do I know your friend?"

In order to continue the conversation, Lu Yueze just asked casually, but Yuan Yi answered honestly: "You know, Zhong Man."

Lu Yueze was greatly surprised. When he was at home, Yuan Yi refused to answer no matter what Yuan Qingyuan asked, but he did not hide anything from him as an "outsider". This kind of behavior is really strange.

Probably guessing the doubts in Lu Yueze's heart, Yuan Yi scratched his head embarrassingly, "Uncle Lu, my dad doesn't like Zhong Man, I'm afraid he won't be happy if I say it." Having said that, Yuan Yi's eyes darkened Darkly, he said vigorously, "Zhong Man is a very nice person. Although he is our boss, he has no boss airs at all. If anyone in the restaurant encounters difficulties, as long as he can help, he is absolutely obliged. .If my dad is willing to try to understand him, he should like him."

Knowing Yuan Yi's thoughts, Lu Yueze could understand him.Maybe he cared too much about Yuan Qingyuan's feelings, there were many things he would rather keep in his heart than tell Yuan Qingyuan.Just like when he was bullied at school, he was afraid of Yuan Qingyuan's worry, so he chose to bear it silently.

Lu Yueze cast his eyes on the rearview mirror of the car, Yuan Yi's appearance was reflected in his eyes, and there was a stubborn seriousness on that childish face that had not completely faded away.He suddenly felt distressed. This child looks stupid, but he is actually more sensible and stronger than anyone else.

"Maybe your dad has some misunderstandings about Zhong Man. I can help you convince your dad." Lu Yueze spoke slowly, with a calm and powerful voice, just like him, who always brings a mature, steady and trustworthy look to people. Feel.

Yuan Yi was overjoyed, "Really?"

"Well, but no matter what you encounter in the future, don't be bored in your heart. Your father loves you. Instead of thinking about it alone, you might as well tell him the most honest thoughts. He is not an unreasonable person , I think, he will understand you."

Yuan Yi nodded suddenly, "I see."

While the two were talking, Lu Yueze had already driven the car to the destination.

The night is blurry, the neon lights on the street are flickering, those colorful lights are flickering, and a figure is looming in the dark background.

Yuan Yi recognized the other person from a long distance away. As soon as the car stopped, he quickly opened the door and ran towards that person.

And at the same time he got off the car, Lu Yueze also walked down.

Seeing his son running towards another man like a cheerful bird without even saying hello, Lu Yueze felt a little uncomfortable.

He habitually took out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and then strangled it out decisively, he didn't want to smoke in front of Yuan Yi.

Going straight to those two people, Zhong Man was the first to spot him.

Zhong Man called "Uncle Lu" with a slightly surprised look on his face, as if to say, why are you here?

Lu Yueze put on a dull face, "Give me your mobile phone number."

"Mine?" Zhong Man was taken aback again, not understanding what his intention was, but still reported a series of numbers.

While saving his mobile phone number, Lu Yueze ordered, "Remember to send Yuan Yi home later, don't play too late."

After finishing speaking, he shifted his gaze to Yuan Yi again, his eyes softened significantly, "Don't spend the night outside."

"Oh." Yuan Yi nodded blankly, not quite understanding his behavior.

"Be good, you know?" Lu Yueze stretched out his hand to rub his head, and only withdrew his hand when he heard his answer.

"Okay, I'm leaving."

"Uncle Lu, goodbye."

……

Looking at the back of Lu Yueze going away, Yuan Yi was a little puzzled by Monk Zhang Er, "Why is Uncle Lu so weird today?"

"Yeah, why does he want my phone number?" Zhong Man echoed, "Don't you think he acted like your dad just now, he is not allowed to play too late for a while, and he can't spend the night outside for a while. It's so wide."

After hearing this, Yuan Yi thought about it carefully, and felt that Lu Yueze really looked like a parent who couldn't stop worrying.