Feeding equation

(52)

Why do gaps exist?Perhaps the ultimate reason for its existence is that it will be broken.

I feel that the gap between me and Wu Si seems to be getting weaker and weaker.

"Those policemen are really fucking inhumane. They interrogated me for 48 hours. What's the difference between that and extorting a confession by torture?!" Wu Si told me about the treatment he received at the police station, even swearing when he got angry.What he said was very humane, it's really rare to see such a jumping Wu Si, I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"It's funny?" His menacing words came through the receiver, and the voice was not cute at all, which made me shut up.

To be honest, I just hate his character.He is defiant, domineering and powerful, as if he is the only one in this world.I really can't imagine what it would be like if Wu Si was born in a poor and disadvantaged family.

Maybe he will be beaten to death!

I thought so unscrupulously.

Lie back on the hospital bed again, pulling the quilt up to her waist indiscriminately.Just now, because he and Yue Sen snatched the phone too much, the wound caused by it was a little painful.But fortunately, there are as many injuries, large and small, on my whole body as there are fingers on a palm, which properly distracted my attention.

I just consulted when the doctor came for an examination, and the unspeakable laceration on the body was quite serious.If the length of the iron rod submerged in the body is extended, it may kill me.

But I kind of wish he'd killed me.Zhang Yude, who was beaten into a hornet's nest by Wu Si, might as well kill me more ruthlessly.

In fact, to be honest, the injury this time, the physical injury is far less serious than the spiritual one.Just like now, Wu Si is clearly asking me something, but I dodge intentionally or unintentionally.

I don't know what kind of face and posture I should use to face Wu Si now.To put it bluntly, I simply couldn't face Wu Si directly.When I think of the naked eyes he looked at me at that time, my heart hurts like being pierced into the flesh by thousands of needles.

"Hello? Haixi, are you listening?" Wu Si's words came just right, interrupting my thinking.

The mobile phone close to the ear vibrated slightly because of his voice, and his words clearly passed through the earpiece close to the ear.The tickling voice seemed to be whispering to me in his own ear.And his voice seemed to be due to the fatigue of the interrogation, and the rich hoarseness filled almost every line in his words.Inexplicably sexy, and even a little bewitching.

I was taken aback, and swallowed slightly.For some reason, his face became hot.

"Is it alright with you? Aren't you still at the police station?" I wanted to ask him if it was important to listen to the phone in the police station, but the words fell into pieces when they reached his mouth.

Fortunately, Wu Si understood.

"Even now, I can sue the police station for illegal arrest. My lawyer is already negotiating, and those policemen won't do anything to me." Wu Si said indifferently.I figured he must have been pissed off being interrogated by those guys at the police station.Although it is not a day or two for the police to focus on the Red Gang, Wu Si, who has always hidden the black industry in his hands very well, has not actually dealt with the police directly.If he hadn't beaten Zhang Yude into a hornet's nest under the noses of those policemen, I'm afraid he would stay with those policemen for the rest of his life.pity.

I thought for a while about what to say after this sentence, but racked my brains and still couldn't think of it, and finally I only answered with a perfunctory "Oh".

The atmosphere suddenly froze, and in the gap of silence between each other, the two who couldn't see each other could only prove that the other was still there through the slight breathing sound from the mobile phone.As a matter of fact, there seems to be nothing to talk about between me and Wu Si other than disputes and obedience.After all, he and I are not from the same world. If possible, I don't want to have too much contact with him.

I suppressed my expression, deliberately ignoring the disappointment that rose from my heart.Although Wu Si saved me, I am very grateful, but after all, he also hurt me badly.There was a moment when I thought I was a special existence to him.Then I thought about how special I was, the son of an undercover agent, the half-brother of his brother.Maybe he just hates me from the bottom of his heart, as he said, I'm just a dog of the Wu family, his Wu Si's dog, and he rescued me, maybe he was just fulfilling his duty as an owner.

I bit my lower lip and said nothing, and so did Wu Si on the other end of the phone.We were silent with each other for 2 minutes. At the 3rd minute, Wu Si finally couldn't stand it anymore and called my name.

"Haixi..." The voice was devoid of any emotion, and I really couldn't imagine his expression on the other end of the phone.And at this moment, I was surrounded by an atmosphere of inexplicable sadness. At this moment, I felt that I was a fool.Unnecessary moving, sometimes, maybe there is no need at all.

I am no different.Even, special to disgusting.

"Thank you." After holding back for a long time, he finally said it out.Although I am extremely reluctant to say these two words.

Maybe he shouldn't have saved me, maybe tomorrow, I will become a shame and a laughing stock of the Red Gang again.

Wu Si on the other end of the phone was obviously surprised by my sudden thank you, paused, and then said again: "You know how to say thank you? It's really rare!" I don't know if it was sarcasm or what, but it was harsh to my ears anyway.

I frowned and didn't speak, and it took a while before I spoke again, saying: "Wu Si, why did you save me?" You should hate me, if I die, it will probably be more in line with your wishes.

It's just that I don't dare to say the second half of the sentence.It's not the first time I've seen Wu Si's ups and downs.After all, Hessie is still in his hands, so I still have some scruples.

Hearing my question, Wu Si suddenly smiled heartily.

"Haixin, are you really hurting your brain? How dare you ask such a foolish question!"

"But I don't think I'm a fool at all." I muttered, looking down at the white pillowcase under my chin.After all, it was a private intensive care unit, even if it was just a corner under the door, it was cleaned spotlessly.

Yes.I can't quite understand Wu Si's act of risking his life to save him. Even if he wanted to kill Zhang Yude, he didn't have to do it himself at all.Not to mention kneeling to Zhang Yude for me, being arrested and taken to the police station for me.

"I thought you would take it for granted that I would rescue you. After all, Zhang Yude kidnapped you to force me out." Wu Si said indifferently, but my heart suddenly tightened.

"I don't think it's reasonable for you to kneel to him." Although he didn't want to say it, his mouth moved faster than his brain.

I felt the sound of Wu Si breathing in, and at this moment, his tone became serious and harsh.

"Forget about that, otherwise, I'll be rude to you!" Sure enough, he was still angry.I just said what I shouldn't have said.

I resignedly shut my mouth and said no more.Although I am not afraid of how "unceremonious" he is to me in this broken body, but after all, it is better to have one more thing than one thing less, and Hai Qian is still in his hands.

"You really shouldn't have saved me..." I couldn't help but said this sentence anyway.Although I was sure in my heart that I would anger Wu Si, but in the torment of pain, I still got carried away.

"If I'm dead, there won't be so many troubles. You hate me, the Red Gang hates me, and I'm being played by Zhang Yude under everyone's eyes. Such an insult... I really don't feel like I'm dead!" Saying these words angrily, my eyes felt a little wet.It suddenly occurred to me that I was crying like a tearful person under the eyes of everyone at that time.Shamed and angry, life would be better than death.

I am a man with the backbone and self-esteem of a man!Men don't flick their tears easily, but what am I? !

Ugly to the fullest, like a dirty doll? !

I curled the corners of my mouth in self-deprecating, inferiority complex, which made me bury myself in the thick pillow like an ostrich in the empty ward.

But Wu Si obviously had a deeper understanding than me. Hearing what I said, he suddenly gave a very cold warning.

"Indeed, sometimes I really want you to die!" This sentence is really hurtful, but it is also in line with his style, and then he said the next sentence, which surprised me.

"However, if you dare to seek death, I don't guarantee that you will do anything!" Another warning, but this warning is a bit unreliable.I'm already dead, and it doesn't matter what you do!

"What do you mean?"

"It means literally. If you want to try, you can naturally try it!"

This sentence has the determination to do what it says, and I can hear it.So he immediately had a conditioned reflex and consciously thought of Hai Qian.

"What do you want to do to Hessie again?!" I blurted out almost the moment his words fell.

This time, Wu Si sneered happily.

"Rape first and then kill..."

"Damn you!" I yelled loudly, and this yell attracted Yue Sen from outside the door.

The author has something to say: