go astray with spring

Chapter 1

In this cold winter, the cold wind seems to bring ice blades, and it will blow away a layer of warmth from anyone who meets it.The sun subsided from his arrogance, and hid in the East China Sea early, not daring to come out to have fun.The streets and alleys are quite deserted, and the joys and sorrows of the world seem to disappear out of thin air in the face of this cold.

In Xingmin Alley, by the corner of the back door of the Zhang Mansion, a thin young man huddled there, and had fainted for a long time.His hair was disheveled, covering the blood on his forehead, but it couldn't cover his beautiful face.The padded jacket on his body was broken by Zhang's board, exposing several holes, which just encouraged Feng Xue's bullying.

It has been five days and five nights since he was kicked out of the mansion five days ago, and he is still waiting for the young master to come back, but there is no news at all.Ximei, the maid in the kitchen, had delivered food two days ago, but someone was talking too much, so she reported it to the young mistress and got beaten up quite a bit.

Lying here, he often wakes up, and only hears from the maids, knowing that she is bedridden now, and he is afraid that his life in the mansion will be difficult in the future.Thinking of this, he sighed to himself, how could he hurt others in the end.

At this moment, I can't protect myself, but I have a lot of leisure time, thinking a lot.I have been hungry for three days, and I have long been ignorant, but the cold is really more severe than the sword.He remembered that when he was a child, his family was very poor, not to mention grass roots and tree bark, even insects in the ground were caught and eaten.If so, at least there is a thatched hut, and the whole family huddled in it. In the cold winter, even if it is very cold, some firewood can still be made to keep warm.

At that time, my father worked hard selling firewood, and the family was often reluctant to burn it. Most of the time, they boiled it, so the children in their family were resistant to freezing.It's a pity that God refused to bless the family. Several members of the family fell ill and couldn't survive.

When he was seven years old, his mother hugged him and cried for a whole day, her reluctance made him feel unbearable, and she spoke words of comfort.Dad pushed his mother away and took his hand, insisting on sending him to Zhang's mansion, saying that it is a good place with food and clothing.

As soon as he entered the door, he met the young master, who was pampered and handsome, clearly about the same age as himself, how could he be born so different.He didn't care about being ashamed of himself, he just wanted to eat and dress well, serve people well, and not be kicked out.Fortunately, he is smart and liked by the young master, but he got a job as a book boy.

At that time, he was thinking that the job of a book boy was really the best in the world.The young master's endless snacks fell into his stomach.The master was teaching, and he eavesdropped openly from the side, as long as he cared about the young master and didn't mess around.

During the years when he was studying with the young master in the private school, he also stole a few words, and gradually he even memorized the articles.He imitated the young master's handwriting so vividly that he could not see any flaws in helping to copy the punished poems and books.

The young master went to Beijing for the exam for the first time, so he took him to the capital alone, admiring the moon and snow along the way, but he didn't find it too difficult.At that time, the two of them faced each other day and night, perhaps because they were getting older and knew about human affairs, every time they took the young master to take a bath, he felt strange.

The two lived in the hotel together, and he shared a room with the young master, so it was convenient to serve him.At first, the young master slept on the bed, and he lay on the floor, and then it was cold in the north, and the young master saw that he was freezing badly, so he wanted to sleep on the same bed.

For some reason, the young master always loved to hug him to sleep, and one day in the middle of the night he put his hand there unconsciously.Shy and embarrassed, he turned around slowly, unexpectedly his body was extremely honest.He had no choice but to get up secretly at night, go out and settle it, and then come back.He wanted to move when he didn't want to, but was hugged even tighter, only to hear the young master sniggering in his ear: "Don't go out, just stay here."

He was served by the young master for a whole night, and his face was already red. Afterwards, the two of them became more and more rude when they were alone. They often bathed together, but they only tasted it and did not dare to exceed the rules.

When he arrived at the inn in the capital, they were all scholars who had gone to Beijing to rush for the exam. Only then did he know that many bookboys were frequent guests of the host's bedside.

The young master was busy reviewing the book, so he was only asked to wait on him, but he didn't make any moves.One night, just as they fell asleep, they heard the sound of the bed next door.He was a little at a loss, but he didn't want the young master to whisper in his ear: "Don't be afraid, if you don't want to, I won't touch you."

He didn't dare to speak, he still couldn't open his mouth to say something he wanted, and he only responded.The young master suddenly let out a long sigh, as if he was very disappointed, and then he was speechless all night.

After that, the young master behaved as before, no longer asked him to wait for the bath, but also ordered to prepare two quilts.He felt lost in his heart, he just didn't know what to do, in fact, when he did those ridiculous things with the young master, he was happy in his heart.He didn't really panic until after the test, when the scholars at the inn invited the young master to visit the famous Drunken Red Mansion in the capital.

The young master was sitting at the table, with his hands propped up, and he tilted his head to look at him: "I heard that the girls in the drunk red building are all very beautiful, why don't we go and have a look?"

"Young master, before leaving, the master ordered you not to have sex with prostitutes, saying...it will delay your homework." He was so panicked that he didn't dare to meet the young master's eyes.

"Is this what you mean?" The young master pulled the man over as he spoke, and sat down on his lap: "Oh, look at you, let me tell you the truth. This time, I will definitely take the exam." No, there is no need to wait for the rankings to be released in the next few days, let's go back tomorrow."

"Why are you so sure? Young master, are we really not going to wait until the list is released?"

"When I was writing papers in the examination room, you always sneaked out from nowhere, which disturbed me at all."

"I-I didn't..."

The young master rubbed his face, and said: "San Yue, I thought I could just bear it, but it's not good for you to be in front of me all the time. Since you don't want to follow me, after I go back, I will tell Dad, Return your deed of selling your life to you. From now on, you will leave Zhang's mansion. I think you can read a few words, so..."

He suddenly hugged the young master tightly, only buried his face in his shoulder, and said: "...I didn't refuse." As soon as he finished speaking, he felt his body lighten, and he was hugged horizontally.

At that time, he didn't care about anything, he just stared at the young master's peach blossom eyes, and the pain seemed to disappear.

After the announcement of the rankings, the young master really lost his name to Sun Shan, but he didn't feel annoyed, and just dragged him to have fun along the way.Back at the mansion, the master didn't blame him at all, after learning about this, he thought it was him who seduced the young master and made him not interested in studying, so he often punished him.

At the beginning of this year, when he and the young master were messing around in the study, he accidentally broke a vase and was beaten to death by the master.When he woke up again, he heard that the young master was engaged to someone.

He was sent to the outer courtyard to do some cleaning errands, and he could only stare at the young master's room in a daze every day.He can't see the young master all the time, it seems that he has been avoiding himself.

The young master married the young mistress and came in, so he didn't have a good day, and beating and scolding were commonplace.He didn't dare to file a complaint, and he also knew the young master's attitude of indifference, and he had already stated his position.But this time, being kicked out of Zhang's residence, he really couldn't give up, and still wanted to see him again.I don't know why, it's probably because of the reluctance in my heart.What are you reluctant to do?He couldn't tell either.

His consciousness was not clear, and he only sighed in his heart, the hunger and cold mentioned in the book, is it what it is now?It has been 12 years since he entered the mansion, and he has long forgotten what it was like.If he couldn't endure this night, he would just die here.

The sky didn't do what people wanted, the long night finally passed, and it didn't take his life away, but at dawn, it sent him to a dead end.In other words, the dead end was always there, but he closed his eyes and refused to open them.

"You shameless bastard, don't pretend to be dead here. Young master, but you are a child molester. I used to think that you are still young and clever. Now that you are married to young mistress, why would you look at you again? He these days Tian was a guest at our uncle's house to admire the plum blossoms, so I didn't have time to pay attention to you. This letter was brought by someone he entrusted. Didn't you say that you want to see him once you die? Then come and see clearly what the young master wrote! If you don't wake up, I will tear it up."

Young Mistress Zhang's dowry maid, Cuiyu, leaned against the back door with her hips crossed, looking at the people on the ground with disdain.She scolded him for a long time, but there was no movement, so she had no choice but to send a servant to pour ginger soup on him, so as not to seriously cause death and cause bad luck.

The young man struggled to get up, took the letter to read, it was indeed written in familiar handwriting, there was only a short sentence on it: Chen Sanyue plus five taels of silver, rewarded to Wu Chang, regardless of life or death.

What a life or death!The simple four words cut off the friendship that he had been with day and night for 12 years. He knew that his life was worthless, so he just didn't give up and wanted to see him again.It's not that he doesn't know that the young master is ruthless, but there is always a trace of obsession, which turns out to be delusional in the end.

This Wu Chang was a rough man who delivered night fragrance in the city every morning and evening. He was ugly and his family was poor.The young master rewarded him to this kind of people, it would be better to sell him to others.This person used to have evil eyes from time to time, staring at him indiscriminately, it can be seen that he has malicious intentions.

But why do you want to reward this five taels of silver again?Could it be that the young master still hopes that he and this Wu Chang can live a good life?He resented and laughed, the most respectable housekeeper in Zhang's house only paid three liang of money a month.Unexpectedly, this humble life was worth some money, so he simply closed his eyes and waited to die.

If he does not die, he will eventually fall into Wu Chang's hands in the future, and he will live a dirty life all day long.The so-called night incense is an object that needs to be emptied after the clean buckets of every household are full.This is the most stinky job in daily life, and Wu Chang, who has been with Yexiang all the year round, is a first-class stinky person, and it is perfect to be paired with him, a dirty person who has been a child molester for many years.

However, he no longer hopes for a better life, he just hopes to get rid of this miserable life experience as soon as possible and return to reincarnation.At that time, Wu Chang will wrap up the corpse and earn money for nothing, which is also considered a good deed.

The white snow from the sky fell on his face little by little, melting into his skin, slowly freezing the half-cold heart.Fortunately, Wu Chang's house also had cups and bowls. While he was out looking for a doctor, Chen Sanyue kicked over the table, rolled down from the bed, picked up the broken porcelain pieces and stabbed his hands viciously.He didn't feel any pain, but fortunately, his life was at stake, so his wish should come true.

He slowly closed his eyes, and the white breath he exhaled finally disappeared.

After Zhang Zichu finished reading the ending of Chapter 1 of the novel "Banchun", he closed it without hesitation. Today was really unlucky. He just searched his name and found a novel.I thought it was a good story, but it turned out to be such a cheating plot.He couldn't bear his curiosity, so he stayed up all night to watch it, but he didn't expect the follow-up to unfold, Shou was reborn as General Gong, and Scum Gong became Shou, tortured to death.

He just wanted to roll his eyes at this kind of bloody routine, thinking that if he hadn't been too nerdy, he wouldn't have been an older single dog for so many years.Seeing that it was almost dawn, he couldn't stand it any longer, and didn't want to look down, so he searched for spoilers.He lay down on the bed and fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow. At this moment, all the novels displayed on the computer suddenly disappeared.