eurekapd Chapter 1109 Xingyu's wish: to have a child
Chapter 1109 Xingyu's wish: to have a child
Time is like a ruthless carving knife, quietly changing many things.
Even though Gu Yunqian had given so much, Su Xingya's desire to leave was like wild weeds growing wildly in spring, spreading uncontrollably in her heart and was difficult to contain.
What exactly is the problem? !
When she looked at Gu Yunqian, the dependence and attachment that once sparkled like stars in her eyes were dimming little by little, and were replaced by an increasingly firm and resolute light, as if she had made up her mind and no one could pull her back.
This time, no matter how hard Gu Yunqian tried to come up with any excuses to delay, it would be like a mantis trying to stop a chariot.
From the beginning, he was alone and devoted himself to the development of the film and television city with full enthusiasm. Faced with the difficulties of lack of funds and scarce connections, he gritted his teeth and waded through the mud step by step;
Later, we learned to be good at dancing with long sleeves, integrating resources from all sides, and working with industry elites to achieve win-win cooperation, so that the blueprint of the film and television city gradually became fuller;
From struggling hard in the domestic market, carving out a path in the fierce competition from local peers, to gradually expanding overseas and making the brand famous.
Gu Yunqian racked his brains, tried every possible means, and looked for every excuse he could think of.
He tried to impress Su Xingya with his seemingly brilliant career achievements, and took her to various project sites, pointing out the rising buildings and the bustling filming scenes, describing the bright future that the two of them would create together, with a gleam of longing in his eyes;
He also tried to melt the increasingly cold ice in her heart with his gentle companionship and careful care day after day, like a spring breeze and rain.
But the woman in front of him was like a snowy mountain that never melted all year round. No matter how hard he tried, he could not touch her at all.
I don’t know how long it took, but the air in the living room seemed to be frozen by a mysterious force, becoming sticky and oppressive, making it hard to breathe.
Gu Yunqian seemed to come back to his senses from a long and painful meditation. He finally turned his head and made eye contact with Su Xingya.
This time, his eyes were completely different from the past. The eyes that always showed doting and affection now seemed to be covered by a thick layer of frost, revealing a bit of coldness and determination, as if there was a volcano about to erupt, or as if endless struggle and pain were hidden at the bottom of a deep lake.
His chest heaved violently, as if there were thousands of troops fighting fiercely in his heart. After a while, he seemed to have used up all his strength and slammed the computer shut. With a "click", the crisp sound was like a thunderclap in the silent night, breaking the suffocating silence, and seemed to announce the collapse of the last line of defense in his heart.
Su Xingya stood aside, taking it all in, and frowned subconsciously. Her eyes, as lively as a deer's, keenly sensed something unusual.
The moment Gu Yunqian stood up, her feet seemed to be nailed to the ground. She instinctively took a half step back. Her body trembled slightly, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and cold sweat broke out on her palms without her noticing.
For some reason, this time she felt an unprecedented sense of oppression from Gu Yunqian, as if an invisible big hand was slowly tightening towards her, and a dangerous breath was blowing in her face, making her panic.
Before Su Xingya could recover from her shock, Gu Yunqian's voice rang out in the living room the next second, like a spell floating faintly from the dark abyss: "Let's have a child!"
That sentence was like a blockbuster bomb dropped into the calm lake, causing thousands of waves and echoing throughout the living room. Su Xingya widened her eyes and looked at Gu Yunqian in disbelief, as if she had heard the most absurd proposal in the world, and she was completely stunned.
When Su Xingya came to her senses, her lips trembled slightly. When she was about to open her mouth to confirm, Gu Yunqian brought up the old matters with an indifferent look in his eyes.
His voice was low and hoarse, like an old bellows struggling to pull, and he said slowly: "Xingya, look at how much I have given for you over the past few years. From rescuing you and training you, to when you decided to come out of retirement, I have always been by your side, protecting you from the wind and rain. I fully support everything you want to do, even if I have taken advantage of you."
He paused slightly, a barely perceptible flash of pain in his eyes, like a fleeting meteor in the night sky, "Can't you see the effort and affection I put into you?"
Finally, Gu Yunqian paused, as if he was carrying a heavy burden, and he used up all his strength to say something that made Su Xingya feel like she was falling into an ice cave: "If you must leave me, then leave a child behind as your final reward to me!"
Su Xingya felt as if she couldn't breathe, and her chest seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible, cold hand. The feeling of suffocation instantly overwhelmed her. Her face turned pale, and she stared at Gu Yunqian's eyes for a long time. She felt that she was entangled in a thick and indissoluble feeling of dark suffocation, unable to break free.
At this moment, Gu Yunqian felt as if his heart was pierced by thousands of arrows when he saw Su Xingya's painful appearance.
Why would he want to use a child to tie her down? Over the past few years, he had imagined their beautiful future countless times, a child would be the natural fruit of love, not like now, a tool for him to keep her.
He hated himself for having no other options and resorting to such despicable acts of seeking repayment for a favor, and even began to use a child to kidnap a woman's life.
His hands were clenched into fists at his sides, his knuckles turned white from the force, his nails almost dug into his palms, and his face showed an expression of pain and self-blame, looking helpless and as if he was trapped in a desperate situation and could not find any way out.
Gu Yunqian doesn’t like himself like this, but compared to losing the most important thing, it seems that everything else doesn’t matter!
In this suffocating silence, Su Xingya's eyes suddenly flashed with a hint of determination.
The next second, she was like a frightened bird that suddenly became brave. She rushed towards Gu Yunqian and hugged his waist with her hands in panic. Her movements were fast, urgent and chaotic, as if she was afraid of losing something in the next moment.
Her body was pressed tightly against Gu Yunqian, her head buried in his chest, her shoulders trembling slightly, as if she was crying or venting something.
Gu Yunqian was obviously stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Su Xingya to do such a thing, and his brain went blank for a moment.
But soon, like a ignited flame, he instinctively took control. His arms were like two powerful chains, quickly and tightly hugging Su Xingya, wishing he could squeeze her whole body into his arms, as if this could fill the bottomless void in his heart.
Then, like a person who was extremely thirsty for warmth, he suddenly lowered his head, his lips eagerly searching for Su Xingya's. Once he touched her, he sucked her lips and tongue tightly like a leech, greedily absorbing her breath. The kiss was passionate and crazy, with a complex emotion of despair and hope, and he couldn't stop at all...