You are messing around again [e-sports]

Chapter 62 Feeling Confused

Shen Yanming didn't feel at all that copying a public welfare song to He Changkong would have any impact on the other party, because the lyrics were very touching, and he was a little embarrassed when delivering the letter.After the delivery, he didn't mind about it anymore. He went back to his room and lay down on the bed to browse Weibo, set up a small account to praise some of their hot comments under the official blog, and replied "Slightly" to those tr fans who came to make trouble. slightly".

After playing for a while, the words on the screen of the mobile phone began to become ghost images.

In a daze, he seemed to be sitting at the dining table again. This time, there was no Sunday opposite, and the surrounding was empty, and there was no one else.He and He Changkong sat facing each other, with a glass of Coke between them, Shen Yanming went to take a sip first, and He Changkong came over immediately.

Shen Yanming thought to himself, if brother Kong wants to drink too, why not wait for him to finish it?However, before he had time to put down the Coke, He Changkong went around behind him with one hand to support the back of his head.

He Changkong moved closer, the target was not the straw, but his lips.

He stroked his lower lip lightly.

Soon the Coke was knocked over and spilled all over the table. Shen Yanming raised his hand in a gesture of surrender, so He Changkong's right hand intertwined with him, clasping his fingers tightly.He Changkong's whole body was pressed over, and the Coke flowed to the edge of the table and dripped to the floor, making a tick-tock sound.He Changkong kissed him, and the sound of water filled his lips.

……

Shen Yanming woke up with a start.

There was indeed a ticking sound, but it wasn't the glass of Coke dripping that didn't actually exist, it was coming from outside the window.The autumn rain was pattering, and he didn't close the window before going to bed, so the sound of the rain woke him up.

If he hadn't been woken up by the sound of the rain, He Changkong in his dream seemed to be about to...

Shen Yanming was still a little dazed, he subconsciously raised his hand to touch his lower lip.

When his consciousness was fully recovered, he cursed out loud: "My god, what kind of dream is this!!!"

He frowned and tapped his head, resigned himself to his fate and got up from the bed.

Take a shower and change out your dirty panties!

His thoughts were confused, and he went into the bathroom in the middle of the night. He originally wanted to take a cold shower to wake up, but now that the weather is cold, he still has intensive games to play, and he didn't dare to joke about his body. It's troublesome if you have a cold.

So, with the addition of hot water and tiredness, he unknowingly returned to the dream just now.It's so fucking weird. After so many years of soloing, I don't even know what it's like to kiss. How can I dream so concretely?

But soon Shen Yanming didn't dare to replay the dream just now, because he found that he was thinking about He Changkong's face, and his little brother looked up again.

are you crazy! ! !

Shen Yanming came out of the bathroom angrily, turned on the music player software on his phone, and started playing "The Great Compassion Mantra" to himself.

After such a toss and don't know what time it was before I fell asleep, the direct consequence was that I couldn't get up on time the next day.

Usually, Shen Yanming would hear the alarm clock, and even wake up before the time set by the alarm clock, then brush his teeth, wash his face and play with his mobile phone, waiting for He Changkong, who came back from exercising, to come and call him.

Shen Yanming was still awake when He Changkong knocked on the door today.

They had agreed before that if He Changkong wanted to call for someone in the morning, he could come in if there was no response when he knocked on the door.He Changkong knocked several times but got no response, so he simply opened the door and went in.

When he was outside the door, he could vaguely hear some vague voices inside. After entering, he could hear clearly that the bgm flowing in the room was "The Great Compassion Mantra".

Shen Yanming was still asleep on the bed, wrapped in a quilt and curled up like a silkworm baby, showing a little bit of his face and messy sleeping hair.

He Changkong poked Shen Yanming on the cheek: "Xiao Luan got up."

Shen Yanming opened his eyes in bewilderment, and shrank back after seeing the person clearly, the red glow quickly stained his face.

He Changkong didn't understand, so he said, "So red? Are you sick?"

As he spoke, he tried to reach out to feel the temperature of his forehead.

Shen Yanming reacted greatly: "Don't come here!"

He Changkong was stunned for a moment, his hands barely stopped in mid-air, he couldn't move up and down, a little embarrassed.

After Shen Yanming yelled, he also felt that he was being impolite, so he scratched the hair of the chicken nest that he hadn't combed: "No, I was having a nightmare... When I opened my eyes and saw you just now, I couldn't react."

He Changkong also accepted his argument, so it made sense to sleep with Buddhist scriptures.

Didn't expect Shen Yanming to be afraid of ghosts?He Changkong leaned forward again, reached out and rubbed Shen Yanming's head: "Don't be afraid, it's all fake."

Shen Yanming gave a vague "um" and felt his face getting hotter.

This day, Shen Yanming was a little absent-minded. It was okay during practice, but as soon as he was drawn away from the game, his attention couldn't help but drift elsewhere.

It's all due to the dizziness and the wrong cup of Coke that I took yesterday. If it wasn't for the wrong cup of Coke, maybe I wouldn't have this dream.

It was all the fault of the rain, if it hadn't woken him up, he might not have known that he had dreamed.

Maybe I shouldn't blame these things, but I should blame myself most.

Shen Yanming really wanted to talk to someone. Pudding said he was going to see a doctor but he hadn't left yet. Today he was still wandering around in the training room to give advice. Several times, Shen Yanming decided to stop Pudding and find a quiet corner to confide in, but he was about to speak He couldn't say it.

Do straight people have gay dreams?

Can a straight person be called a straight person if he has a gay dream and doesn’t feel sick?

In fact, there is no need to ask, the answer is obvious, no, no.

Shen Yanming's soul was in a state of out-of-body state after one row, and he didn't return to his original soul until the next one, and continued to wander after the fight, repeating the cycle.

He Changkong, who had been leading him all the time, finally couldn't bear to ask, "What's wrong with you today?"

Shen Yanming didn't dare to look directly at He Changkong, his eyes flickered: "No...just, the dream I had was too terrifying."

Nor is it a lie.

It's really scary.The two lifetimes add up to 24 years, kissing a man in a dream and receiving that.

It is really a burden that life cannot bear.

He Changkong frowned, he couldn't imagine what kind of dream could leave such a big psychological shadow on a boy who was laughing and joking all day, so he also asked directly.

Shen Yanming had a bitter face, and said to his brother, don't ask, don't ask, but he still wanted to answer: "Dream about a monster that can swallow people."

It's a gay monster.

Of course he also knew it was disgusting to say so, dreaming of monsters?What kind of three-year-old baby is this?

He Changkong: "..."

He Changkong had an intuition that this was not the truth, but seeing that Shen Yanming didn't want to talk about it, he didn't ask any more, but said, "If you really feel uncomfortable, do something else to relax."

Shen Yanming nodded like pounding garlic.

In the evening, I heard that my aunt made crayfish, but the big guys didn’t go to the cafeteria for supper. After all, they were planning to do something, so it’s not easy for others to know.There was a coach in the training room before, and the manager came to see it occasionally, and they kept it up until night.After the training was over, they returned to their small villa, and after ordering takeaway, they gathered together at the table and sat apart with Meng Yan as the center.

In fact, Shen Yanming didn't want to sit at this table.

He saw that the table was covered with shadows.

Because in the dream, He Changkong carried him to the table and continued to kiss him.

This Nima.

Other dreams may not be remembered for a long time after waking up. Why is this dream so clear?

However, Shen Yanming didn't have time to continue to think deeply, because Meng Yan had already taken out his mobile phone—he seemed to have taken out some rare treasures, and after clicking on the dating software interface before, he announced in a serious manner: "There are some preliminary results, come here have a look."

On the interface is the chat history between him and a man.

Meng Yan added: "Damn it, I flirted with him until midnight yesterday, and I almost made myself sick to death."

Because of the general scope and the gossip clues provided by Pudding's cousin, they managed to find Moonlight's account on this software last night.Based on the fact that he likes Zhuo Minxing, it is inferred that pudding's cousin bravely sacrificed himself and took some literary photos without showing his face.

Then He Changkong gave him a better screen name.

In the end, Meng Yan started to attack the opponent, saying that he is a college student from a certain school in Haicheng, he is a little lonely, he is not good at playing games and no one takes him, his brother seems to be very good at playing games, can he take him with him, Beep or something.

Meng Yan said again: "Don't say that this person is very impatient, I just pretended to be a little white flower and chatted all night, and he started talking about those colorful things later."

Pudding retched, and then commented: "It's really hot eyes, how on earth did you continue talking with him?"

Meng Yan looked unlovable: "Isn't it that you don't want to do this job! I can only do this kind of dirty work! If it wasn't for saving the innocent lady who was deceived, what the hell would I do?" I don’t pretend to be gay here, but I pretend to be zero.”

Shen Yanming asked: "But just chatting like this is not enough hammer, right? If you post it, fans can say it's from p, and they won't admit that the one you're talking to is moonlight."

Meng Yan: "That's right, so I have to chat with him for a while, and ask him out after he relaxes his vigilance, and then we will record the video secretly..."

Shen Yanming gave a thumbs up.

Meng Yan also gave himself a thumbs up: "Please call me, the strongest fishing law enforcement detective nightmare."

pudding: "The most beautiful 0 actor."

Meng Yan stood up and made a gesture to fight Pudding.

When the takeaway arrived, Meng Yan had finished talking about the staged results, so everyone stopped talking about it, focused on eating, and occasionally chatted about games.After eating, we went back to our houses.

Shen Yanming also downloaded the software.In fact, the software itself is just a same-sex dating platform. There are people who are rushing to make appointments, and some are just ordinary gay people who want to make friends and chat. There are also some normal emotional exchange areas in the social section.

Shen Yanming struggled again and again, carefully registered an account, and posted a post in it.

[Tree Hole] I am confused about my sexual orientation, so I would like to ask you for advice.

[Mr. Xiaoniao feeling confused]: Hello everyone, I am a straight man.

In order to prevent writing too many words on the first floor from being blocked, he simply said hello.But after this post was posted, the people below immediately talked about him.

- you're a straight man can you come here

-I like straight men the most (⊙v⊙)

- are you 0 or 1

- Where's the host? ? ?Run away after posting the topic?

……

Shen Yanming edited for a long time, and finally sent out the second paragraph.Of course, in order to protect privacy, he put on a cover and talked about it.

[Xiaotiaojun feeling confused]: I have always been a straight man before.But I have a senior who I admire very much. The senior is really awesome. He is handsome, good at studying, and doing other things well. Anyway, there should be no dissatisfaction with him in our school. I think I was also rejected by him. To be conquered by his strength is to admire him and worship him.Later, I had the opportunity to meet the senior and became friends with the senior. I found that he not only had good grades, but also cared for a junior like me. He protected me, spoke for me, and helped me win... er, a competition spot And scholarships and stuff?Then when I was unstable, he would comfort me without saying anything.

[Mr. Xiaotiao who feels confused]: This is not the point. In fact, I used to think that it is normal for everyone to be good brothers.I have a problem myself, I slept with him one day and woke up to find us cuddling, after that day I was awkward with him.But I didn't think too much about it at the time, but I dreamed that I kissed my senior last night, and then I just did that, men understand it, so I won't say much.I get along with him today, and I dare not even look at him!When I saw him, I thought he was kissing me in my dream!I'm really broken, I'm a straight man.Alas, I feel embarrassed and suffocated when I type this passage, so embarrassing that I dig out a fairy castle.Brothers, help me!

- Show affection and get out of the building

- Do you like him, you have no idea? ? ?

- Is your senior the same kind of person? Does he treat others like this?

-What an innocent baby, don't worry about your seniors, why don't you be with me hehe

……

There were also a few replies that were carefully analyzed for him, but before he had time to read them carefully, he received a message from He Changkong.He cut the page to leave the gay forum, and clicked on He Changkong's message.

[kong_]: If you are afraid of having nightmares at night, you can turn on the lights first.

[kong_]: Actually, there is nothing to be afraid of. If you are really afraid, you can come to my side.

Shen Yanming: "qoq..."