eurekapd Chapter 1007 Take responsibility for yourself
Chapter 1007 Take responsibility for yourself
Tang Xin said, closing the door for her and asking her to change clothes. Although they were all women, Guan Ningning was easily shy and was embarrassed to change clothes in front of them.
Guan Ningning changed her clothes, tied her long hair into a ponytail and tied it back. She put on some powder to cover up her face that was not only haggard but also swollen after a hangover, and then went downstairs.
Chu Qinglin saw her coming out of the unit door, opened the door and got out of the car, and walked towards her.
Two people stood by the bushes downstairs.
Guan Ningning looked at him and could see that he was a little haggard, with a little bloodshot eyes, probably because he was busy at work and stayed up late.
They have broken up, and she has no right to care about him, and he should not need her care.
Guan Ningning swallowed her concerned words as soon as they reached her lips. With a faint smile on her face and eyes, she said without any emotion in her voice: "What do you want to say to me?"
Chu Qinglin stared at her and could see that she was in good condition. He took a deep breath and couldn't help but ask: "When you were with me, did you really have me in your heart?"
"What?" Guan Ningning didn't understand why he said this and was stunned for a moment.
Chu Qinglin did not ask a second time. He knew that Guan Ningning heard it and stood there silently waiting for her answer.
Guan Ningning came back to her senses and nodded heavily, "Yes."
Chu Qinglin curled his lips and sneered, with a look of disbelief.
Guan Ningning was not angry or embarrassed because of his sneer. She did not regret being with him, and she really meant it.
Combined with what Chu Qinglin said before, Guan Ningning actually understood what he was concerned about.
She lowered her eyes, twitched her lips, and explained: "Maybe you don't believe it, but I am serious about dating you. The reason why I haven't gotten closer to you is really my problem. You know, you know Xu Jingan is my ex, so he probably doesn’t know why I’m with him and why I’m separated, right?”
After a pause, Guan Ningning raised her head. The curve of her mouth had not completely disappeared. She met Chu Qinglin's gaze and continued, "You should not be interested in details, and I won't waste your time. Let's make a long story short. I have been pregnant with a child. It belongs to Xu Jingan. He and I were not in an equal relationship. We had no intention of having that child. Later, we had a miscarriage due to an accident. I thought that the past was in the past, but I seemed to be afraid of intimacy. It wasn’t because I didn’t have you in my heart. I am willing to get closer to you, but I am sorry that my problems have brought you a bad relationship experience. You are so good, and you will meet a better girl who is worthy of you in the future. I wish you happiness."
After saying that, Guan Ningning turned and left.
Chu Qinglin froze on the spot, his mind was in a mess, but before he could figure it out, he subconsciously took a big step forward, stepped forward and grabbed Guan Ningning's arm.
Guan Ningning was pulled, her steps stopped, she turned to look at Chu Qinglin, her expression returned to coldness, "Mr. Chu, is there anything else?"
Chu Qinglin opened his mouth, as if he had thousands of words to say, but for a while he couldn't say a single word.
Someone who lived in this building came in, and it happened to be Guan Ningning's upstairs neighbor who had a corgi dog.
Seeing Guan Ningning and Chu Qinglin, the other party smiled at them, "Miss Guan, what a coincidence, are you going out on a date with your boyfriend?"
"Good afternoon." Guan Ningning greeted the other party with a smile.
When the elevator arrived, Chu Qinglin and Guan Ningning were the only two people left in the lobby. Guan Ningning was embarrassed for a moment and broke away from Chu Qinglin's hand holding her arm. "Do you have anything else to say?"
Chu Qinglin said: "Since you have feelings for me, why are you still so calm after the breakup? There was no quarrel, no crying, no collapse. Isn't this a sign of not caring and a lack of love?"
"Not arguing, crying, or breaking down doesn't mean that I don't love you. It just means that I have experienced life and death and broke up. To put it another step back, if I come to you to cry, argue, and stalk you, you will let go. Will the stereotype continue to stick with me, even against my family?”
Chu Qinglin choked.
Guan Ningning added, "I treat every relationship with my heart and love with my heart, but love is not the whole of my life. Even if there is no love or lover, my life will continue. Although I don't know whether it will be bad or better. But this is my life. I have to be responsible for my own life and manage myself well. Does Mr. Chu have anything else to say? If there is nothing else to say, can I leave? "
Chu Qinglin said nothing more.
Guan Ningning pressed the elevator button.
The elevator arrived soon. She immediately stepped into the elevator, hurriedly pressed the door button and then pressed the number button for the floor she lived on. She had said so much calmly and eloquently just now, but now her hands were shaking as she pressed the buttons. Got her.
She was far less calm and calm than she had appeared just now.
Standing in the elevator, Guan Ningning took a deep breath to calm her heartbeat and breathing.
"Ding" the elevator arrived.
Guan Ningning was about to go out. When she looked up, she saw Li Man and Tang Xin standing at the door of the elevator. Tang Xin was holding an umbrella in his hand, and Li Man was holding her cell phone. She was stunned for a moment.
Li Man and Tang Xin were startled for a moment when they saw her, then looked up and down, from head to toe, and then looked at her carefully.
Tang Xin was the first to speak, "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, what's wrong?" Guan Ningning walked out of the elevator confused, "What are you doing?"
"We thought Chu Qinglin was here to trouble you again." Li Man breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay."
"No, he didn't trouble me." Guan Ningning smiled at them, "Thank you, my good sisters!"
"It's okay if he doesn't," Tang Xin said, "If he dares to cause trouble for you, we won't be polite to him."
"Go home." Guan Ningning hurriedly pulled them home.
Tang Xin was curious, "Why did he come to you? To get back together?"
Guan Ningning shook her head, "No. He just asked me something."
Thinking of Chu Qinglin's question, Guan Ningning couldn't help but feel a little lost. She seemed to be talking to herself: "Should a man initiate a breakup?"
She proposed to break up with Xu Jing'an, but Xu Jing'an became entangled with her.
She proposed to break up with Chu Qinglin, but Chu Qinglin suspected that she had never been sincere.
"Of course not." Tang Xin emphasized sternly, "How could you have such an idea? I tell you, no matter who said what or what happened, you should never have such an idea! If it's not suitable, break up, woman You have the right to choose, so why should you passively wait for a man to choose?"
Guan Ningning looked at her serious look and raised her lips, "I know, don't worry, I just said that casually."
Li Man frowned, "Because you took the initiative to break up, did Chu Qinglin embarrass you?"
"He didn't make things difficult for me. He just felt that I didn't cry, argue, or break down. He felt that I never loved him, so he was unaffected by the breakup."