you are my star

Chapter 85

Zhan Yuqing saved 50 yuan for Lang Yiheng before going abroad, but Lang Yiheng didn't shirk this time and just accepted it.There is still a breakup fee after breaking up. Lang Yiheng knows that his mother will completely abandon him.

Gu Chengchuan recovered a little bit from the pain of Gu Chengjin's suicide, and went out to look for a job again.Lang Yiheng's condition has improved a lot recently, so he moved back to his room to sleep with Gu Chengchuan.

Gu Chengchuan drank too much again, he pressed Lang Yiheng on the bed, put his legs on his shoulders, and punched him inside his body with all his strength.Lang Yiheng's body was folded, and his head hit the head of the bed all at once, and his lower part was also numb from the impact. After the pleasure, there were waves of dull pain. He kicked on Gu Chengchuan's shoulders to ask him to go out. Gu Chengchuan was so drunk. He didn't care about Lang Yiheng when he came up, and grabbed Lang Yiheng's ankles and folded his two calves to his chest, and began to exert force from his lower body.

Lang Yiheng was in so much pain that he couldn't bear it, and he cried while shaking his head. Seeing him like this, Gu Chengchuan's body swelled up again, which made Lang Yiheng feel like he was going to break down.

They had never had such intense sex before.

After struggling for an entire hour, Gu Chengchuan withdrew from Lang Yiheng's body.Lang Yiheng had no strength at first, but the more he thought about it while lying on the bed, the more aggrieved he became, he stretched out his feet to kick Gu Chengchuan, kicked his back and kicked his legs.Gu Chengchuan has never seen Lang Yiheng like this before. He is used to Lang Yiheng's cuteness, and now he feels annoyed when he makes such a fuss. He is already annoyed after drinking, and he doesn't want to coax Lang Yiheng. He kicked him into a temper. Turning over from the bed, he dragged Lang Yiheng by one ankle to the side of the bed, touched under his body twice, and stabbed him in again.

Lang Yiheng yelled "ahah" twice, and then started crying again.

Afterwards, Gu Chengchuan felt a little distressed, hugged Lang Yiheng tightly into his arms, and leaned against the bedside to smoke.

Lang Yiheng half sat up from Gu Chengchuan's arms, stretched out his hand and grabbed Gu Chengchuan's cigarette and put it in his mouth. Gu Chengchuan watched him puff out smoke rings skillfully, and asked him in shock, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Lang Yiheng took another puff, opened his mouth and exhaled a smoke ring, then looked up at Gu Chengchuan, "The owner of the bar where he worked taught me, I don't want him to sleep with me, he said you smoke a pack of cigarettes or drink I won’t force you to play beer. I don’t want to sleep with him, but I still want to work with him. He gives me the most money, so I compromise. I’m not stupid, and I will definitely drink too much. What to do, so I smoked a whole pack of cigarettes in front of him in his private room that night, and then I learned. I kept coughing at the first few cigarettes, and then I started retching, I wanted to throw up, I had a headache, I Would he die? He didn't answer me, just looked at me and smiled, I scolded him perverted, he said he was perverted, he just likes to see me degenerate." Lang Yiheng began to cry again as he spoke, He said, "Am I self-deprecating? I was forced, damn it, it's not a good thing."

Gu Chengchuan's hands holding Lang Yiheng began to shake. He felt that Lang Yiheng had told him on purpose. He felt that he was being tortured now. Every word Lang Yiheng said was a Lingchi knife.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaoheng, it's my brother who's sorry for you." Gu Chengchuan's voice trembled, and he hugged Lang Yiheng tightly in his arms.

"Brother Chuan." Lang Yiheng wiped away his tears, called Gu Chengchuan, and then said to him, "I am very envious of Brother Zhao now. He and Mr. Yu are really, really good. There is a person who treats you with all his heart, and his death is worth it." Halfway through speaking, he looked up at Gu Chengchuan and asked him, "Are you still the person who is willing to treat me with all his heart?"

Gu Chengchuan pressed Lang Yiheng's head into his arms again, and said to him, "Yes, I am."

"You're not!" Lang Yiheng thought of what Yang Qiao said to him that day, and he looked up at Gu Chengchuan aggrievedly, "Yang Qiao said you sold me for money, if you feel sorry for me, why would you sell me? You Let me sleep with Yang Qiao, do you know that I can't fall asleep when I think of him hugging and kissing me, you are such a bastard!" As soon as he finished speaking, the tears that had just stopped came out of his eyes and rolled down again.

When Gu Chengchuan heard Lang Yiheng say this, how could he not feel distressed, he felt so distressed, so he grabbed Lang Yiheng's hand and hit himself in the face, saying, "I'm an asshole, I'm an asshole, I'm sorry for you."

Lang Yiheng tried his best to pull back, but he couldn't move, so he clenched his fists to prevent himself from hitting Gu Chengchuan's face, but he was still reluctant to hit him.

Gu Chengchuan went to that bar the next day and beat up the boss. Gu Chengchuan entered the police station, and Lang Yiheng lost his part-time job.

There were not many classes in the second half of the junior year, and Lang Yiheng went to work in Yu Chong's studio again. Yu Chong looked at Lang Yiheng's haggard face and thinning figure, and asked him with concern, "Yiheng, why is your condition not good recently? Comfortable?"

Lang Yiheng looked at Yu Chong and shook his head, then took out a beautiful small box from his backpack, and said to him, "Mr. Yu, this is a pastry I made by myself. I may not be able to make it well. Give it to Zhao Brother Sisi, let’s have a taste, if you like it, I will often make some for you.”

Yu Chong took it over, thanked Lang Yiheng, then reached out and rubbed his head.

Lang Yiheng felt Yu Chong's big warm hand caressing the top of his head, tears were about to flow out again, but he suppressed them before raising his head.

After quitting working in bars, Lang Yiheng came back early every day. He waited for Gu Chengchuan to come back and have dinner together. After dinner, the two leaned on the sofa to watch TV, just like when they first got together.

Lang Yiheng still suffers from frequent insomnia, but it's not serious. He secretly takes medicine in the toilet, and then goes back to sleep after taking it. Gu Chengchuan never noticed it.Lang Yiheng didn't want to take antidepressants anymore. He felt that although he was in a bad state recently, it wasn't too bad. When he really couldn't sleep, he would pester Gu Chengchuan to make love. When he was tired, he fell asleep .

Lang Yiheng dreamed about his mother again, and his family sat on the plane and looked at him. Lang Yiheng watched them fly into the sky, flying farther and farther, and he heard Xia Yishu say to himself again, you just have a bad life.Lang Yiheng foolishly chased the plane on the ground, yelling, Mom, mom.Zhan Yuqing only glanced at him lightly, then turned her head away.

Lang Yiheng suddenly sat up from the bed, sweat all over his body.

There was no Gu Chengchuan beside him, and Lang Yiheng didn't know where he had gone. He was sweating and sticky, and wanted to take a bath.

The light in the bathroom was dimmed, and although the door was closed, Lang Yiheng still heard Gu Chengchuan talking, he said, how could you get pregnant in just one night?Don't lie to me Yanyan.

Lang Yiheng stood there dumbfounded, a sudden chill hit him, and the sweat on his body was frozen dry.

That night, they had a fierce quarrel. Lang Yiheng smashed everything in the house. He stepped on the broken glass with bare feet. Gu Chengchuan hugged him distressedly. How could Lang Yiheng let him hug him? Looking at Gu Chengchuan's face while telling him to roll, he cursed, "Don't touch me! You're so dirty!"

Gu Chengchuan had no choice but to carry Lang Yiheng to the bed, hold down his struggling arms and legs, and hug him tightly.

After Yan Yan finished calling Gu Chengchuan, she sat on the bed in a daze. She knew better than anyone that this child did not belong to Gu Chengchuan, because although she was drunk that night, nothing happened between her and Gu Chengchuan.

That man made Yan Yan pregnant, but he didn't care about her. Yan Yan went to the hospital alone to have an abortion. For some reason, she suddenly thought of Gu Chengchuan. This child was the only bargaining chip she had with Lang Yiheng. She wanted Be selfish once.

Lang Yiheng didn't talk to Gu Chengchuan at first, and didn't let him touch him. He shut himself in the room after eating every day, locked the door, and wouldn't open it no matter how Gu Chengchuan knocked.

Gu Chengchuan started to drink again, but the more he drank, the more worried he became. He became so emboldened that he kicked down the door of Lang Yiheng's room. He pressed Lang Yiheng under him and kept kissing him on the face.

Lang Yiheng felt disgusted, he hated that Gu Chengchuan touched other people's bodies and then touched himself, so he beat and scolded Gu Chengchuan.Gu Chengchuan was so angry that he grabbed Lang Yiheng's hair and forced him to give him mouth. Lang Yiheng refused, and opened his mouth to bite him. Gu Chengchuan was drunk and didn't lock the door. He accidentally urinated Lang Yiheng's face.

Lang Yiheng was so choked that he kept coughing, crying while coughing, Gu Chengchuan was also stupid, knelt on the bed and said sorry to Lang Yiheng while smacking his mouth.

Lang Yiheng stared blankly at the stain on the bed, and listened to Gu Chengchuan apologizing to himself beside him. He couldn't figure out why he and Gu Chengchuan became like this?Lang Yiheng's lips moved, but finally he opened his mouth and said, "Gu Chengchuan, let's break up."

Hearing what Lang Yiheng said, Gu Chengchuan was stunned for a while, then nodded.He knew that he was sorry for Lang Yiheng, and he did something wrong to him, no matter what, he didn't deserve to be forgiven.

Gu Chengchuan moved out of Lang Yiheng's house, and Lang Yiheng became himself again. Although he was a little uncomfortable, he still tried his best to adapt. After all, from birth to now, he has been fighting against the world alone. Come and go, and in the end it's just me.

Lang Yiheng took time to go to the hospital. Mental problems were a big problem, and he didn't dare to delay.He saw Yan Yan in the corridor of the hospital. Yan Yan's stomach was already showing signs of pregnancy. She told Lang Yiheng that she was sorry, and that she would go back to her hometown with Gu Chengchuan in a while.Lang Yiheng didn't say anything, walked around Yanyan and left.

Having nothing to do at home on Sunday, Lang Yiheng learned how to make a few pastries, thinking of bringing them to Mr. Yu next time, so that he can take them home for Brother Zhao and Sisi to have a taste, because the pastries he made last time, They all said it was delicious.

Someone knocked on the door outside, Lang Yiheng shook his hands casually and went to open the door. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Yang Qiao standing outside.

Lang Yiheng subconsciously wanted to close the door, but Yang Qiao kicked Lang Yiheng down, fearing that he would fight back, so he picked up the stool at hand and threw it at Lang Yiheng.Lang Yiheng was beaten so badly that he didn't have the strength to fight back.

Yang Qiao kicked the door shut, grabbed Lang Yiheng's arm and dragged him into the bedroom, panting and said, "The first time I saw you, I thought you were so fucking good-looking, it's really cheap, Gu Chengchuan Kid, I just thought that if I could sleep with you one night, death would be worth it."

Lang Yiheng was dragged into the bedroom by Yang Qiao, and the moment he was dragged to bed, he thought desperately, if he was destined to be unable to escape, then let's die together.

The whole room was filled with a strong smell of blood, Yang Qiao had never seen so much blood.

The fruit knife was stuck in Lang Yiheng's stomach impartially, and the blood kept coming out, staining the white clothes on his body and the white sheets under him red.

Trembling all over, Yang Qiao went to take out his mobile phone, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't move, don't move, I'll call you an ambulance."

Before Yang Qiao's call was dialed, Lang Yiheng's cell phone rang. The cell phone was beside the bed, and Lang Yiheng answered it. Yang Qiao held his breath nervously and forgot all his movements.

"Xiaoheng, are you at home? Well, I left something with you and I might have to go back to get it. Is it convenient now?" Gu Chengchuan's voice came from the opposite side, mixed with the whistling of the wind, which was somewhat inaudible.

"Convenience." Lang Yiheng said.

"Oh, okay, I'll go to the dessert shop next to the station and buy you some mung bean cakes. Don't you like them the most? I just happened to bring them to you along the way."

"it is good."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and then I heard Gu Chengchuan say again, "Xiaoheng, I may have to go back to my hometown in two days, I don't know when I will be back, this time I wanted to stay with you for a while, is that okay?"

Lang Yiheng suddenly thought of seeing Yan Yan in the hospital a few days ago, and she said that she would follow Gu Chengchuan back to his hometown.Are they leaving so soon?Lang Yiheng suddenly felt an unbearable pain in his heart, he felt that the knife was not stuck in his stomach, but in his heart.

After a while, Lang Yiheng said calmly, "Yes." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Lang Yiheng held the handle of the knife, the blood stained his slender and fair fingers red, he moved his body with difficulty, then looked at Yang Qiao and smiled, he said, "No need, I don't want to live anymore. "

Yang Qiao was terrified by Lang Yiheng's laughter. He felt that Lang Yiheng was crazy, so he took out his mobile phone and said to him, "I didn't intend to kill you. It was you who stabbed yourself first, and you accidentally stabbed yourself. You don't want to slander me." , you don't want to slander me..."

Lang Yiheng was still smiling, he struggled to get up to get something from the bedside table, but when he moved, the blood from the wound gurgled out.

"Don't move, I'll get you what you want." Yang Qiao stepped forward and held Lang Yiheng down, because he knew that if the blood continued to flow like this, Lang Yiheng would really die.

"There is a painting at the bottom of the middle drawer, please take it out for me..." Lang Yiheng said weakly, and leaned back on the bed after speaking.

"Okay, okay." Yang Qiao responded and rummaged in the drawer. There was a painting at the bottom. Yang Qiao took it out and found that the painting was Gu Chengchuan. Lang Yiheng painted it very well. Gu Chengchuan The lines of the corners of the raised mouth are clearly visible.

Yang Qiao handed the painting to Lang Yiheng, and Lang Yiheng took a deep look at the person in the painting, and then stuck the painting on his chest.He looked at Yang Qiao and said, "It takes at least an hour from the dessert shop to my house, and the living people will definitely not be able to see it... It's good to look at the painting..." He stuck the painting to his chest , and went on to say, "This is my only thought."

After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, dripping silently on the bed sheet.

The author has something to say: Xiao Heng is not dead~ It will end tomorrow, just in time for the end of 2018~