Chapter 48
Chapter 48
The atmosphere in the Xu family has been relatively tense recently. The happiest member of the family is only Shilin Xiaobao. He is now a baby during the day and a snake at night. He lives comfortably and does not understand the worries of the adults at all. They all hugged their own feet and gnawed.
Compared with Xu's side, Fahai's side is not so peaceful.
Ever since he came back from Xu Xian's home with an injury, he has always felt that something was wrong. After the centipede beat him, he felt that he was not normal, as if something in his body had been broken free.
One day, he was meditating in his meditation room again, and suddenly the words that Han Wen said to him at that time flashed through his mind. After a while, the hand knocking on the wooden fish also stopped.
Realizing that he was distracted again, Fa Hai immediately threw away the things in his mind, and tried hard to restore his inner peace. He waited in silence for about half a stick of incense before continuing with his daily homework.
But some things are difficult to close once they have opened an opening. So Hai has been chanting Buddhist scriptures to suppress certain emotions in his heart, but the effect is not great.After only a short period of peace, his heart once again set off waves, and the people who came and went were always confused with the Hanwen family.
'Hehe, the person you love is with someone else and is very afraid of you, isn't that a bad mood? '
Fa Hai was trying to recite the scriptures to calm himself down, but unexpectedly, he was startled by a voice and opened his eyes suddenly.
"Who!"
He raised his head and looked around him vigilantly, clenched his magic staff tightly in one hand, and was about to find out the person hiding in his room, but he checked the room several times, but there was no smell of strangers.
'You can't catch me because I'm inside you. '
The voice sounded again, and Fa Hai immediately entered into a state of preparation, "Who are you?"
After searching for a long time, he suddenly found that the voice seemed to be coming from his own body, and he couldn't help but turn pale with fright.
'You don't have to know who I am, I'm you, you're me, we're two people that should be one. '
Fahai snorted coldly after hearing this: "Monster, come out of my body quickly! Otherwise, don't blame me for being ruthless!"
His threat was not taken seriously by the individual, the man let out a sharp and arrogant laugh in Fahai's head, Fahai's meninges were stimulated and he fell down covering his head, suppressing the pain and roaring.
"evildoer!"
"Hahahahaha, it's good that I'm a monster, but you, a monk, should have pure six senses, but now you have thoughts that you shouldn't have. How can you explain this?" '
"Shut up!" Fa Hai roared, and uttered a few spells in his mouth to force the monster down, breaking out in a cold sweat.
The two young monks guarding the door outside heard the movement and knocked on the door: "Master, what's wrong with you?"
Fa Hai calmed down, and then said to the outside world: "It's okay, you don't need to come in."
The little novice who was guarding the gate sat back obediently and continued to meditate.
Fahai wiped the sweat from his forehead, breathing with some difficulty, this monster is very powerful, he took a lot of effort to make it disappear temporarily, but he could feel that the thing was still there.
His hunch was correct, something had indeed broken the seal in his body, and that seal was probably that monster.However, he really has no memory of when this monster was sealed in the body by whom, or when he was entangled.
Fahai held the Buddhist beads and carefully recalled the past, but every time he encountered Hanwen, he stopped abruptly. Before that, there was a fault in his memory. Obviously, it was in the memory of the fault that he provoked this monster. , but he still can't remember it alive.
Thinking of the Chinese language, Fa Hai's heart fell silent again, as if the monster's words were still in his ears.
He... Maybe he really had some thoughts about Chinese that he shouldn't have, so the monster said that he is not worthy of being a monk with pure six senses, he is right, he really shouldn't sit under the Buddha statue.
When he was young, he was just a little sweeping novice who was abandoned by his family in a temple. He was weak and had no spiritual roots, so he was not valued by anyone. So he guessed that maybe he was squeezed out of the temple by other seniors to go out for so-called training, and then he was attacked and possessed by this monster somewhere, and then he stumbled around for alms, and was picked up by Hanwen.
At that time, when he opened his eyes from the bed, what he saw was Han Wen's little face, seeing him smiling kindly to himself, and gently telling himself that he would have a big future in the future... That was the most he felt at that time Kindness, so in the next few days he gradually developed a good impression of him.
Later, although he left there because he had to become stronger, no matter where he went, he would always think of him from time to time. Sometimes when he lost confidence in himself, he would recall what he said to himself I always didn't want to disappoint him, so I gritted my teeth and persisted.
At that time, I thought he was a benefactor, but who knew that thinking about it in my heart became an obsession, and I can't forget it, I can't love it, and I can't let it go.
In fact, he often thinks, if Han Wen hadn't married a wife and had children, and hadn't fallen in love with the white snake, what would he... what would he do?
Fa Hai was in a daze for a while, and accidentally tore apart the string of Buddhist beads in his hand, and the beads rolled all over the ground. He stared blankly at these on the ground, as if it wasn't the beads that rolled all over the ground, but his The Buddha's heart has long been loose.
"The disciple is guilty." Fa Hai slowly closed his eyes and murmured. He clasped his hands together and put them piously in front of him, facing the golden Buddha statue. past."
Fa Hai lowered his head and closed his eyes facing the Buddha statue, and suddenly two lines of tears fell from his eyes.
If there is love, why forget it; if there is no love, why stop it.
The moon quietly sprinkled the moonlight in the temple, and covered the monk who was still chanting scriptures with a layer of sad silver veil.
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Xu Xian has adjusted his mentality in the past few days. Anyway, even if he and Ah Zhen live in fear and worry all day long, things that should come will still come. It's better to eat and drink as usual as before. What is insurmountable, man will conquer nature.
Because there is an extra baby at home, Xu Jiaorong deliberately went out early in the morning and went directly to the temple to ask for a peace talisman for Shilin. By the way, she asked the master to bless the jade pendant she bought so that Shilin can grow up safely. .Although she knew Fa Hai, she still wanted to go to the Buddha in person to seek peace of mind.
The larger temple nearby is Jinshan Temple, so Xu Jiaorong came here by herself after talking to Li Gongfu early in the morning, without discussing with Han Wen.
She knelt in the temple and offered incense and closed her eyes to make a wish. All she thought about was a happy life for the Hanwen family. However, when the lottery was drawn, the drawn wooden stick broke in two when it hit the ground.
Xu Jiaorong stared blankly at the wooden stick that fell into two pieces on the ground, she didn't realize it for a while, but when she regained her senses and picked it up, she realized that it was a sign of a big murder.
Her face turned pale.
The little monk at the side hurried over after seeing it, "Female benefactor, this sign is broken because of the wood necrosis after being used for a long time. You can smoke it again."
Xu Jiaorong hurriedly stuffed the broken lottery stick into the little monk's hand, and said with a dry smile, "Yes, I have to draw it again."
She picked up the lottery bucket again, and shook it again with a [-]-point sincerity, but what she didn't expect was that when the second lottery fell to the ground, it cracked again.
Now even the little monk can't say anything. You can't say that they are all bad signs here, right?
He took a peek at Xu Jiaorong whose complexion could no longer be described as pale, and thought about the words to comfort him: "This... Maybe it's because I'm unlucky, and it may not be counted."
There has never been a pilgrim who can break two lottery sticks in a row in one day, and they are all culprits.
Xu Jiaorong was in a state of confusion, she was absolutely sincere in seeking the Buddha, but the Buddha gave her this lottery twice, which was worse than the evil, what does it mean?
If Xu Xian were here, he would definitely feel that this was feudal superstition, and sometimes things were really just coincidences.But Xu Jiaorong was born and bred in ancient times, and usually respected Buddha very much, and there was a statue of Buddha at home, so when she saw these two bad lottery, she immediately felt that her eyes were completely dark.
She grabbed the little monk and said eagerly, "Little master, is your abbot in the temple?"
The little monk shook his head blankly: "Our abbot went out early in the morning, maybe we won't be back until tomorrow."
Hearing that she was not there, Xu Jiaorong became even more flustered. She wanted to take the sign and ask Fa Hai, he must have a way to help her solve the problem. If there is something wrong with the Chinese language, maybe he can help her resolve it.
"Benefactor, do you want to come tomorrow?" The little monk was frightened by her face, and whispered.
Xu Jiaorong came back to her senses, immediately loosened his sleeves and took two steps back to bless her body: "I'm sorry, then I'll come back tomorrow, I really disturbed the little master."
"It's okay, it's okay, the female benefactor must not think too much." The little monk continued to persuade her a few words.
"Okay." Xu Jiaorong forced a smile, then walked to the merit box, put all the money she brought into the box, and then solemnly exited here.
Although the incense money may not be useful, but... as much as you can invest, maybe the Buddha will see her sincerity, and will show mercy to help her, and accumulate some merit for the Hanwen family.
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