On how a fish can attack the villain of Infinity Disease

Chapter 311 Brother, I want to live

"By the time I left, she was still kneeling on the ground and yelling at me that she would wait for me to go back and pick her up."

"At that time, she was only 14 years old. When Shenming was 14 years old, she still asked her mother to tell bedtime stories every day, but I left her alone in the completely unfamiliar Su Mansion."

When Ning Yue talked about this matter, his expression was extremely calm, as if he had repeatedly turned this matter over and over for a hundred years, until he had swallowed all the regrets in his stomach, and after completely merging into his blood, he finally got a moment of rest.

"In fact, she didn't wait obediently in the mansion. She escaped on the first night in Su's mansion, but was caught back after walking a few steps."

"But I left Gusu City in a hurry."

"In the years when she was away, she often wrote to me, five or six letters a month, but she was so tired that the postman refused to accept her letters, so she changed it to two letters a month."

"It's just that I never got one back."

Ning Yue lowered his voice for a moment, then quickly changed the subject with a smile.

"When I was by my side, I only knew how to take care of her food and shelter. I didn't know that human beings need to learn calligraphy."

"When I saw that other children could write, I hurriedly sent her to the academy, but after a short time, her handwriting became illegible, and the first letters I sent were like ghostly symbols, and I had to identify them for a long time Only then did I know what she wrote."

"It's really ugly."

"It got better after that. It should be that the Su Mansion found her a wife." Ning Yue looked calmly, "The Su Mansion's family is well-off, and everything they gave her is far better than mine."

"I named her Jin because I hope that she will be well-clothed and well-fed, and that everything will be worry-free. I can't do it, but the Su Mansion can."

Ning Yue smiled wryly, "At that time, I really thought that Ah Jin was having a good time in Gusu."

"After the border war stopped, I received a reward. Although I sent a lot of gold and silver to the Su family, I never went back to Gusu."

"Until one month, she didn't write me a letter for a month, so I went back to Gusu to take a look. Unexpectedly, this time the prophecy was fulfilled, and I appeared at her wedding banquet by accident. , she also lost her life."

Ning Yue became quiet, and seeing him stop, Yu Youyou asked again:

"You've said everything about it later, what else do I need to remember?"

Ning Yue was brought back to his senses by Yu Youyou's voice, and asked with a slight smile, "Does the god have a map of hundreds of ghosts?"

When Yu Youyou heard him mention the Atlas of Hundred Ghosts, she nodded and said, "Yes."

Ning Yue continued: "The gods also know that these evil ghosts who wander around the world and cannot escape, most of them have unresolved obsessions in the world, and they will be trapped by obsessions after death and cannot enter reincarnation."

"But because of the bondage of obsession, those ghosts have already lost their humanity. The deeper the obsession, the more they are controlled by the obsession, and they are no longer the same person they were when they were alive."

Yu Youyou nodded again, and Ning Yue said, "At that time, Ah Jin also read this book and asked me these questions."

"She asked why the ghost loved his wife very much, but after being eaten by a tiger, he became a servant of the tiger. In order to reincarnate, he tricked his wife and children into being eaten by a tiger, so that he could enter reincarnation?"

"I also asked the little ghost, who was lively and cute in life, why did he kill other children and let them be companions after death?"

"Ask Li Gui why he was gentle and kind when he was born, but after he died due to violent grievances, he became a ferocious evil ghost, hurting people everywhere?"

"She asked so many questions in a row, how did I know, I can only tell her that it is because the ghost wants to be reincarnated, because the little ghost wants friends, and because the ghost has resentment in his heart."

"She was not satisfied with the answer, so she asked me again and again. I got a headache from the question, so I casually said that it was all obsession. These ghosts are troubled by obsession. drives evil."

Ning Yue sighed, "So she asked what obsession means, and I explained to her what obsession is, and she asked me, is this obsession really so powerful?"

"I said that nature is powerful. The ghost who is trapped in the human world in pain after death is no longer the person who lived back then. It is just a wisp of resentment and obsession left in the human world."

"She still doesn't understand. She said that even if those evil spirits have obsessions, they should not arbitrarily kill others or even their relatives."

Ning Yue smiled helplessly, and continued:

"Actually, I don't understand either, so I said that obsession is like this, because if you want to be reincarnated, you can disregard the life and death of your relatives, because if you want to have friends, you can disregard the life and death of children."

"I also told her that there is even a secret method in this world that can exchange the lives of nearly a hundred people for the resurrection of the dead. There are ghosts who disregard the lives of countless people and even want to come back to life after death, let alone others."

"She was frightened by these words at the time, and it took a long time before she pulled my sleeves in fear and told me that this is too terrible. When a person dies, he dies. How can he let other people's lives be exchanged for his own?"

"I said at the time that some people have concerns in the world, so they want to live. If she dies, I also want her to come back to life."

Hearing this, Yu Youyou looked down at Ning Yue, Ning Yue seemed to have not noticed Yu Youyou's gaze, and said:

"She was so scared that her eyes widened again, and she quickly told me that she didn't want to die and come back to life, let alone let others die for her, so I must not do this."

"Actually, I just said it casually, but she took it seriously and kept whispering in my ear. It is said that when a person dies, he is dead and should enter reincarnation, and ghosts with obsessions after death are not counted. That person is alive, so don’t do anything harmful because of it.”

Yu Youyou looked at Ning Yue's indifferent expression, and asked, "So it became Ah Jin's obsession later?"

Ning Yue didn't answer directly, but said with a smile: "I only have ghosts here, so I have been looking for her ghost after Ah Jin died, but I haven't seen it for a long time, so I thought she had entered reincarnation. .”

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you enter reincarnation, you don't need to suffer these hardships as a child of an ordinary family in your next life. But when I was worshiping, I saw A Jin in ragged clothes by the tomb."

"It rained heavily that night, and her expression was chaotic at that time, and the places where the mahogany nails had been nailed on her body turned into several bloody fistulas, bleeding mixed with the rain."

"She doesn't seem to know anything, but she is extremely afraid of the rain, and keeps looking for a place to hide from the rain beside the tomb."

"I only know why she is so afraid of the rain, because it rained heavily when she died, and the rain washed into the tomb and softened her body."

"I felt bitter and unbearable, so I held an umbrella next to her, and she looked up at me only when she felt the rain had stopped."

"Those eyes were only blank. I stood beside the tomb with her for a long time, and she kept staring at me. It wasn't until the night was over that she seemed to remember something and told me—"

"It's brother."

"This was her first sentence. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so I heard the next sentence."

"Brother, I want to live."