Chapter 296
Chapter 296
It hurts more than anything else.
Mo Xiaofeng had never felt so powerless before.
When the senior uncle was besieged by Yinxia and couldn't escape, he couldn't do anything; when the senior brother had an accident and was lying on the hospital bed wondering if he would survive, he couldn't do anything.
Now, Hong Tingyun's eyes full of affection seemed to be silently telling the private past of the two of them, and he knew nothing about it.
Mo Xiaofeng knew that in the past few months, he had lost a memory.The uncle explained the reason to him, and he believed it so much that he didn't even have the slightest thought of finding out the past.
But facing the indescribable eyes in front of him, Mo Xiaofeng's heart was being shaken crazily.
He had a faint thirst for knowledge.
It was like a crack in the frozen lake, no matter how he ignored it or covered it with his hands, the crack was getting deeper and deeper.
He was nervous and eager, timid and impulsive.
With Mo Xiaofeng's cautious personality, he knew that his current state and psychology were not normal at all.
But he couldn't help himself not to think about these reasons, and for a while he began to wonder if there was something important that Master Uncle hadn't told him, if something was deliberately hidden from him!
Ren Jie's "evil spirit" was still squatting beside him, and Mo Xiaofeng was experiencing the onset of post-traumatic syndrome. Not to mention his splitting headache, his whole body was covered in cold sweat. At this time, he should use a "ghost poppy" as soon as possible to relieve his pain. stable condition.
But the trembling body was gently embraced into an embrace, and warm softness fell on his forehead covered in cold sweat, kissing his frowning brows away, even dispelling the cold air in his heart caused by fear up.
Mo Xiaofeng faintly felt that this scene was also familiar. It was like this when he was lying in the car in the arms of his uncle and sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.
But at this moment, the person beside him was replaced by another one, Hong Tingyun replaced the uncle.
His palm was tightly held by the other party, as if giving him strength. Such a thing was close to metaphysics, and it was just a psychological comfort.But in fact, it really worked, and Mo Xiaofeng's trembling body gradually regained his senses.
Mo Xiaofeng was panting heavily, and his mental state was very bad. Hong Tingyun looked worried, and found that his eyebrows were slightly relaxed, so he quickly freed his hand and wanted to call someone to help.Mo Xiaofeng shook his head and stopped, he didn't want anyone to see him in such a mess.
On the bench, Mo Xiaofeng leaned against Hong Tingyun, Hong Tingyun helped him sit up a little bit, and held his back to prevent him from falling.
Mo Xiaofeng leaned on his whole body weakly, instead of avoiding it as usual, his chin rested on Hong Tingyun's shoulder, resting temporarily with his support.
If Mo Ruhuai was present, or anyone who was acquainted with Mo Xiaofeng saw this scene, they would be very surprised.
The majestic eldest son of [Tianqi Shenghuang] unexpectedly showed weakness in front of outsiders one day!
Although the two often have different thinking frequencies, who is Hong Tingyun?He is the first and only one who can break through Mo Xiaofeng's barriers.
As long as Mo Xiaofeng looks at him or frowns, Hong Tingyun can feel what the other party needs and what he wants to express.Even though there were all kinds of bloody misunderstandings between the two, this did not prevent Hong Tingyun from understanding him.
Hong Tingyun supported Mo Xiaofeng's lower back with one hand, and still tightly held the cold palm with the other hand, he asked softly in Mo Xiaofeng's ear.
"Do you have something serious on your mind? The kind that you can't tell others, even the closest people?"
Mo Xiaofeng's breathing seemed to stop for a second, and even the fingers held by Hong Tingyun jumped slightly, but he didn't speak, just looked at him in horror.
Hong Tingyun knew he had guessed right.
If it was in the past, Hong Tingyun must have used various radical methods to get to the bottom of it, forcing Mo Xiaofeng to tell him quickly.But now, he just followed up tentatively.
"I'm a good listener and you can say whatever you want."
The air seemed to freeze for a moment, and the silence surrounded the two of them. Mo Xiaofeng leaned on his shoulder, still not saying a word.
It seemed like ten seconds had passed, Hong Tingyun felt his head on his shoulders swaying slightly, and Mo Xiaofeng seemed to be rejecting him.
From this angle, Mo Xiaofeng couldn't see Hong Tingyun's expression.Hong Tingyun's eyes sank, disappointment was almost written all over his face.
Hong Tingyun couldn't see Mo Xiaofeng's expression at this time, Mo Xiaofeng opened his mouth slightly, and the words were on his lips several times, but he just couldn't make a sound.
"I'm sorry, can't I ask?" Hong Tingyun used to ask too few questions, and his thoughts were always clear, but now his patience is all given to Mo Xiaofeng.
Hong Tingyun really changed.
In the past, he really wouldn't ask questions again and again.
In the past, because he didn't understand Mo Xiaofeng, he always easily defined what the other party expressed in his own way, but he didn't know that Mo Xiaofeng was hiding far deeper than he imagined, and his psychological defenses were also extremely serious.
But now Hong stopped Yunfo.
If he couldn't understand, he would ask. At worst, he would be beaten to death by Mo Xiaofeng. He asked until he understood it!
The reason why there are so many misunderstandings between the two of them is that there is less communication. Now there are plenty of time and opportunities. Hong Tingyun is willing to put all his patience and confidence on Mo Xiaofeng, and ask everything clearly !
Finally, Mo Xiaofeng said a very light word in a hoarse and weak voice.
"Do I know how to speak..."
Don't know how to speak?
That is willing to communicate? !
"I have taken one small step, but mankind has taken one giant step." This is what American astronaut Armstrong said when he talked about "the meaning of going to the moon".
But for Hong Tingyun right now, the meaning is almost the same!
Since Mo Xiaofeng didn't know how to open his mouth, it is true that he needs direction to speak proactively. What Hong Tingyun needs most right now is time, so he just needs to ask one by one!
"Is that woman named 'Ren Jie' you mentioned your ex?"
As soon as Hong Tingyun opened his mouth, it was a very great straight ball killing move. If Li Yan and the others were present, they would definitely rush forward and slap him twice.
If you can't speak, please shut up and see what fucking questions you are asking!
Mo Xiaofeng was stunned by Hong Tingyun's words. Fortunately, after understanding this time, he knew that this guy's brain circuit is relatively jumpy, but he would say a word from time to time. He really felt the stimulation of his real name. .
He pushed the other person away and sat up, and looked at the other person for a full three seconds before he could tell that the guy was not joking.
It may be that Mo Xiaofeng's eyes were too frightened, and Hong Tingyun's courage that had just mustered up was a little weak again. He suspected that the opening of his mouth was a bit wrong.
No it's not, but so look at what he's doing!
One of them showed a wronged and innocent blinking expression again, and Mo Xiaofeng actually had the same sense of seeing Erha tilt his head, and once wanted to grab the dog's head, and licked it crazily!
"Is this an off topic?"
Ergou went farther and farther on the road to execution, and seemed to be planning to use ignorance as an excuse to let himself go wildly!
This guy is really a silly dog!
Watching this scene, Mo Xiaofeng suddenly had the urge to laugh, and the moment he pulled the corners of his mouth, the tendons on his temples were aching.
He wiped his forehead and rubbed it lightly. It seemed that the restless mood just now had been diluted a lot by the current atmosphere. He sighed secretly that this guy's ability to tell nonsense has really gradually increased.
"No."
After a while, Mo Xiaofeng only uttered two words coolly, and didn't intend to say more.
But the eyes of the person in front of him, which had been dimmed for a long time, lit up visibly with the naked eye, and he was full of joy, Mo Xiaofeng endured it and added another sentence.
"Neither Ren Bing nor Ren Jie is my ex. Haven't you been inquiring about me at Mo Ruhuai? How can you not know that I haven't dated anyone? Of course, I can also tell you that you are me. The first person you touch."
Acknowledging his own uniqueness, importance and uniqueness, Hong Tingyun felt that his mood at the moment was like riding a roller coaster, going up and down!
But he is old and really can't stand such stimulation.If Mo Xiaofeng kept his mouth shut like a stuffy gourd, he would probably only have an uncomfortable death here.
The corners of Mo Xiaofeng's mouth twitched, watching Hong Tingyun's expression full of surprise and happiness, even the haze on his body dissipated a lot.
Perhaps it was only at this time that he realized that the two people's current posture was too ambiguous, and Mo Xiaofeng felt a little embarrassed in the public.He subconsciously glanced at the direction of the door, pushed Hong Tingyun, and motioned for himself to get up.
Mo Xiaofeng reached out to touch a pocket of his trousers. Yesterday's pack of cigarettes went somewhere. Hong Tingyun saw his movements and reacted instantly. After digging for a long time, he only gave him a lollipop.
Mo Xiaofeng took it naturally, and stuffed it in his mouth, only to discover that it tasted like cantaloupe.
After eating the candy, Mo Xiaofeng's face gradually turned a little bloody.
Hong Tingyun didn't want to ask any more questions at first, but this guy's face was full of worries. Compared with his physical problems, the latter's psychological problems were much more serious.
"Can you tell me something? I want to know something about you."
Hong Tingyun said so.
The wind on the roof of the building rustled the leaves, and a purple bougainvillea in Yunnan seemed to be tumbling in waves, and the face in front of me seemed to be dyed with a bright and unparalleled color.
Mo Xiaofeng was a little stunned for a moment, and a thought that was completely irrelevant to this moment appeared in his mind.
This guy really suits purple.
Maybe a darker purple like a lightning bolt passing by.
Yes, it is the tie that this guy wears most often, the night purple that is darker than the emperor's purple, and that color can match such flawless skin!
Mo Xiaofeng didn't speak but just stared at Hong Tingyun. He thought that this guy had repented again and was protesting silently, so he pursed his lips and said another sentence.
"If you don't want to say it, you can choose not to say it, don't force it."
Mo Xiaofeng regained consciousness in panic, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment.He found that he also had a day when he was greedy for beauty, and he was actually distracted by this face.
No, it should be that after yesterday's cloudy and rainy day, he was given a cloudless and clear sky, even the wind was tempting him, that's why he was blowing away his boredom.As Mo Xiaofeng thought about it, he even sighed softly.
"It's just that no one ever asks me about it."
Yes, many things happened to Mo Xiaofeng.
The failure of the combat command, the car accident on Nanwan Road, the body bomb operation in the warehouse in the northern suburbs...
Except for routine inquiries in the army, no one asked him for details, and everyone who knew looked at him with pity.
They pitied him, and their words were afraid of hurting him.Whether it's sympathy or concern, everyone regards those as the wounds in his heart, and Mo Xiaofeng himself thinks so, it's his ulterior secret.
But when Hong Tingyun asked about it, Mo Xiaofeng realized that he seemed to have desperately needed an outlet for venting since a long time ago, just like a tree hole, he wanted to confide crazily!
One cannot hide too many secrets.
no... not right...
Mo Xiaofeng was silent for a while, feeling a little uncertain.
"Someone seems to have asked, but... I don't remember who."
it's me.
Hong Tingyun smiled.
He said, "It doesn't matter, you just have to say it again."
Hong Tingyun thought he would hear that night on Longchi Mountain, Mo Xiaofeng mentioned about Ren Bing colluding with others to set him up for a car accident, but what Mo Xiaofeng said slowly came to him one thing.
It happened earlier than that car accident, and it had a more tragic past, and there were characters who lingered in Mo Xiaofeng's endless nightmares.
Ren Jie.
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