eurekapd Chapter 296 Don't Regret It Later
Chapter 296 Don't Regret It Later
The night is dark.
Xia Ge was wearing a hotel bathrobe and sitting on the sofa.
The location of this hotel is very good. From the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can overlook the most prosperous panorama of Jin City.
Neon flashes and lights are brilliant.
Looking up, you can see a few sparse stars hanging in the deep black night sky, and the night flight planes pass by the night sky, exuding eternal twinkling light.
She finally couldn't help it, turned on the phone, and dialed a number that she had called herself many times.
The number was answered promptly, as usual.
"Xia Ge, where are you?" Qin Tianyu's voice could be heard to be very anxious, and there was a car horn on the phone, he should be looking for himself.
"I'm in the hotel, I'm fine, don't worry." Xia Ge let out a sigh of relief, "Tomorrow I will go back to school and apply for accommodation, so you don't have to worry about me."
I heard that the building management aunts in the school are very strict, and no one else will be allowed in.
So, I'm not afraid that Mrs. Qin will come and make trouble with me again.
"Which hotel are you in? I'll find you."
"No need, I'm fine by myself." Xia Ge lowered his eyes, bit his lips and said, "From now on, I'll be myself too, it's fine."
I don't want to make a fool of myself in front of my classmates anymore, maybe one day I can't help but confront Mrs. Qin hysterically like an uneducated lunatic who came to find fault.
I don't want to have no place to live, and I have to worry that all my things will be thrown away by a woman.
So be it, after experiencing an exhausting past and love and hate, I no longer have the extra strength to insist on being with you and the courage to face the future.
"Hi, Shag, me."
Qin Tianyu frowned and sighed when he heard the busy tone on the phone.
She's fine.
No matter how long the night was, it was spent in one sleep.
Surprisingly, there was no insomnia or dreaming that night, and he slept comfortably.
Xia Ge stretched himself, got up, took a shower, and then faced this cold world.
When the classmates at the school heard that she was coming to live in the dormitory, they even started to talk about it. It must have something to do with the fact that Mrs. Qin rushed in and slapped her that day.
Jiangling was the only one who was happy to hear about it.
Although he is from this city, his family lives far away. He goes home once a week and spends the rest of the time at school.
When Jiang Ling heard that she was going to move in, he walked around her happily, "That's great, senior, so I can see you every day."
Look at that good voice that is as clear as a spring and tinkling like a spring, the words uttered penetrated into Xiager's heart one after another like a bell.
Xia Ge pursed his lips and smiled: "Why are you looking forward to seeing me so much?"
Jiang Ling blinked and smiled, but didn't speak.
Xia Ge smiled at night, laughing at the innocence of this boy, he must have lived in a very happy family since he was a child, and he can be felt from afar, giving people a very comfortable feeling.
Like a little sun, it exudes a warm light, close to you and warm you.
But it also showed more and more scars all over his body.
"I still have something to do, let's go first, elementary school brother." Xia Ge was carrying his bag and was about to leave the classroom.
Jiang Ling's eyes lit up, "Sister, are you going to buy things for the dormitory? I can go with you."
Xia Ge touched the broken jade bracelet wrapped in cloth in his pocket, and shook his head, "I have other things, thank you for being willing to accompany me."
Jiang Ling scratched his head, nodded, and smiled lightly.
"Goodbye, senior."
Xia Ge went to many places before he found a shop that looked simple and simple to repair jade. I heard that the old man here is very good at restoring it to look better than when it was not broken.
The old man was very meticulous, tracing the wound of the jade bracelet, Xia Ge sat on the stool and waited, and waited until it was dark before taking it back.
After getting out of the subway, Xia Ge lowered her head, her long hair covered her face, so she couldn't see her expression at this time.
". Xia Ge?" Cheng Yue suddenly appeared, looking at her worriedly, "I have something to tell you."
Xia Ge raised his head, still did not speak, but his eyes could freeze to death.
Cheng Yue panicked and waved her hands again and again: "I lied to her yesterday. I didn't want her to pester me all the time. I made an excuse."
"What else?" Shager glanced at her, with a slight slit on his pale lips.
"Also. Well, I shouldn't hide my orientation. Actually, I'm afraid that you will think that I am different from normal people, that you will find me strange, and stay away from me."
"anything else?"
"Ah? What else? What else?" Cheng Yue scratched her hair, feeling that the woman in front of her couldn't figure out what was going on.
"Do you really not like me?" Xia Ge stared at her.
"Of course it's true." Cheng Yue smiled, but her lips closed more and more tightly. After a long time, she said, "That's not the case. I admit it, I like you."
"However, I never planned to say it out loud." Cheng Yue paused, and continued: "Because I'm afraid that after I say it, I won't even be able to make friends. Do you understand, I didn't mean to hide it from you."
The night breeze was cool, Xia Ge pursed his lips, Cheng Yue became serious, even the air condensed: "Xia Ge!"
Before she could react, she had already fallen into a warm embrace.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you."
Xia Ge stammered out a sentence: "It's okay, thank you for your liking, let me know that I am also worthy of being liked and loved by others."
"In the future, can we still be friends?" Cheng Yue stared at her.
Xia Ge just leaned on her shoulder and didn't speak any more. A thin drizzle fell in the sky at some point.
Cheng Yue panicked: "Hey, hey, don't cry!"
Ever since she was a child, what she fears the most is seeing tears. It used to be her mother, then it was herself, and now it is her.
But Xia Ge just shook her head, until Cheng Yue dragged her to the subway entrance to hide from the rain, and said a word: "Do you know that my mother is a murderer?"
Cheng Yue nodded, and swallowed some words again.
In fact, she knows everything.
Although Xia Ge didn't tell her.
If Xia Ge knew that the encounter in the company was not a coincidence, but her deliberate approach, if she knew that the reason why she said that Qin Tianyu was bad was just to keep her away and to live with him more. After spending some time together, with such selfish thoughts, would she still lean on her shoulders so willingly?
Cheng Yue didn't dare to think any further, and felt a slight chill in her heart.
From the first day she knew her, she knew that she was not a simple girl, she had too many secrets and stories.
But she also knew that she couldn't leave this woman.
"It's okay, Xia Ge. Everyone has their own secrets. If you don't want to tell them, I won't inquire about them. These are not important."
Xia Ge's ten fingers tightly clenched her light blue shirt, and the neckline was wet a lot.
Tonight, Xia Ge didn't even cry.
She still doesn't live on campus.
Because it was said that there was a person in the same dormitory who disliked her background and filled the bed that was originally intended for her with suitcases.
Although some people couldn't bear it, they didn't stop it.
Xia Ge took a look and chuckled, "You don't have to do this, don't worry, I won't live with you anymore."
Then she left the dormitory with her own things, and the dormitory auntie didn't have a good attitude towards the girl who was tossing back and forth, and said coldly: "It's fine if you don't stay here."
Xia Ge had no choice but to knock on Cheng Yue's door again.
Cheng Yue opened the door ignorantly with her messy hair, and rubbed her eyes in surprise when she saw Xia Ge standing outside.
"Why are you back?" she asked in surprise.
"Why, you don't welcome it?" Xia Ge said with a smile.
"Of course you are welcome." Cheng Yue took her suitcase and put it in the bedroom where she used to live.
After going around for a few months, I still came back.
The place is small, but comfortable.
This place has kept too many good memories for them, and the reason why it is good is that all the injuries have not yet been staged.
Xia Ge let out a long sigh of relief and began to tidy up the room.
Start over as if nothing happened.
You know, I am really what you say, because I have acquired too little emotion since I was a child, and I don't have many friends.
I will be very moved by whoever treats me well, it doesn't matter whether he has the purest feelings for me or not.
Therefore, I am very attached to the kind of life that will not be ignored by others.
You may not understand, it is very good, it means that you have not experienced such a difficult life like mine.
The clock struck midnight three times.
Qin Tianyu was playing in the bar, puffing out smoke rings, surrounded by white mist.
The friend couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward to snatch the cigarette in his hand, and sighed: "You, why bother, is it interesting to torture yourself like this, if you can't let it go, go chase it back, brother, I believe in your ability, It must be within reach."
"I can't go." Qin Tianyu lit another cigarette without looking up.
"Since you can't let it go, let's just pretend it never happened before." The man took a sip of his cocktail, "If you keep smoking like this, you're not far from lung cancer."
"I want you to take care of it!"
Having said that, he couldn't help but stifled the cigarette.
"Obviously you can't let go, but you insist on being so heartless. If it wasn't because you like her, you wouldn't deliberately keep a distance to keep her from being hurt. Qin Tianyu, when did you become indecisive? You used to be Ignorant and fearless."
The man's words were like a sharp knife piercing Qin Tianyu's heart, sliding down his chest and cutting to the gallbladder, his whole body became bitter.
How could he forget the scene at that moment——
Xia Ge stood in the middle of the living room, all the clothes and sundries were thrown at her head and face, so lonely.
He knew that he was powerless to change his parents, and they would act more recklessly.
If Xia Ge finally gets together with him, it will be a matter of a lifetime. He will be stared at and sneered at by his parents for the rest of his life, and he will spend his life with a biting tongue and sharp eyes. Her selfish desire to be together, without considering her feelings at all.
Especially lovers, absolutely not!
With an identity that will never make it to the top, if they have the crystallization of love, it should be a happy thing, but when he thinks that someone will say that he has the identity of an illegitimate child who cannot be seen, how can he not feel distressed.
For five consecutive days, he did not step into the school, but silently guarded the door, watching her figure from a distance.
She was mostly alone, sometimes with that little boy named Jiang Ling.
The two talked and laughed as they passed by him, turning a blind eye to him.
It's a lie to say it doesn't hurt.
But Qin Tianyu had no choice, so he took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand: "Rather than suffering later, it's better to stop as soon as possible."
"I just hope that you don't regret it in the future." The man sighed softly, shrugged helplessly and left.