eurekapd Chapter 147 is so terrifying.
Chapter 147 is so terrifying.
"You've crossed the line." Xuan Sang pushed Tian Qing hard, he stood up and was about to leave, his tone indifferent.
"Crossing the line?" Tian Qing quickly grabbed his wrist and pulled it back. The man frowned and asked back in disapproval.
Xuan Sang was caught off guard and was suddenly pulled into his arms. He put his elbow on Tian Qing's chest with a slightly annoyed look, "We are just partners. If this isn't crossing the line, what is it?"
"Let go!" He stared unhappily at the wrist that the man was holding.
"Heh..." Just a cooperative relationship? Hearing this, Tian Qing laughed at himself, thinking back to the agreement between them, it seemed so ridiculous now.
He looked at Xuan Sang, and as if he couldn't stand his ambiguous treatment, Tian Qing said directly, "If you didn't have me in your heart, why did you provoke me in the first place?"
"Do you know that you are really shameless? Who said that you would marry me after the coming-of-age ceremony and practice dual cultivation with me? I waited for you for five years, but the one who came back was a heartless person?"
Seeing him struggling, Tianqing couldn't help but increase his strength and hold it tighter.
"I'm really confused. Ever since you came out of retreat and we met again in the temple, you've been avoiding me. The intimacy between us in the past has become alienation. And after the coming-of-age ceremony, you've been avoiding me. I don't understand why. What did I do wrong?"
"Or are you blaming me for not telling you my true identity when we first met?"
Tianqing always felt that there had been an inexplicable gap between them since the day they met again, which he could not see or touch but could clearly feel. He wanted to cross it, but he could not find a fulcrum or a foothold. In the end, he could only stay where he was and watch Xuansang turn around and flee from him again and again, becoming more and more distant step by step.
The invisible barrier and the helplessness of not being able to figure out the other party made Tianqing feel crazy.
Xuan Sang endured the pain of his wrist bones being squeezed to the point of breaking. He had no intention of explaining and even pretended to be nonchalant. "Why else? Of course I don't like you! Besides, how can you take a careless joke from youth seriously?"
"What?" He pulled the corner of his mouth into a sneer, looking at the man playfully, "You are pestering me like this, can't it be that you really like me and can't live without me?"
Tian Qing looked at him, looked into his eyes, and seemed to be fixed on him. He looked at Xuan Sang's indifferent face and was silent for a long time. He admitted openly, "Yes, I took it seriously."
"I've recorded every word you said about the agreement you made with me." The man grabbed his hand and pressed it against his chest.
The heartbeat rhythm coming from his palm seemed to hit his heart every time, causing Xuan Sang's heart to beat rapidly involuntarily following Tian Qing's heartbeat frequency.
Xuan Sang lowered his eyes, not daring to look directly into Tian Qing's eyes, and his gaze dodged for a while. The man's blue eyes were as beautiful as the deep sea, charming and dangerous. Once you fall into them, you can't extricate yourself.
The first glance when he met Tianqing had already made him deeply attracted to her, and until today he is still struggling in the seemingly calm sea.
"You have a really good memory. I can hardly remember what I said." Xuan Sang's voice was calm without any emotion, and even revealed a bit of indifference. "Young people are always making careless promises. If you are so serious, it will be meaningless."
What an unintentional promise. After hearing this sarcasm, Tianqing's face was embarrassed, and his heart was full of anger. He suppressed the anger in his chest and loosened Xuan Sang's wrist with a slightly stiff body.
"I understand. Don't worry, I won't bother you again."
The man said, and turned to leave. After taking two steps, Tian Qing stopped and added without turning back, "After the training is over, I will also take the initiative to ask the Lord God to cancel the divine covenant we have concluded and return your freedom."
After watching Tianqing's back disappear into the dim staircase, Xuan Sang still stood there stiffly and motionlessly, like the final winner in the 123 statue game.
This time I finally made him angry and leave. Are you satisfied? He asked himself.
Whether he was satisfied or not, he himself didn't know. Xuan Sang only knew that at this moment, his heart felt like a mountain blocking his way. The dull and oppressive feeling made him almost unable to breathe. He felt suffocated and his throat was dry and hoarse.
Obviously, he likes her so much and cares about her so much, but he uses the most heartless way to push away the person he fell in love with at first sight when he was young. After finally forcing her to leave, he is so sad that he wants to cry. Don't you think you are being a slut?
He looked up at the sky irritably, and blinked away the moisture in his eyes as he looked at the bright moon.
Xuan Sang suddenly slapped himself and cursed to himself, "Serves you right!"
But after slapping himself, he covered his face and rubbed it in pain. He admitted that he was indeed angry because Tianqing concealed his identity, but that anger had disappeared long ago, and this was not the main reason that led him to this point.
I still remember when I first met Tianqing, he said to the man he fell in love with at first sight, "You are so beautiful. I have decided that after the coming-of-age ceremony, I will sign a divine covenant with you and marry you."
At that time, the young Tianqing smiled without saying a word, just staring at him without blinking.
How could he not remember what he said at the time? Precisely because he remembered it too clearly, Xuan Sang now found it difficult to accept it.
He couldn't accept it. He thought that the other person was the same as him, but after they met again, he found out that Tianqing's identity was so prominent and so unattainable. The two of them were so mismatched. He couldn't accept the psychological gap. He couldn't accept the frustration of losing to the other person in the coming-of-age ceremony when he said he would marry him and was confident that he could do it?
Secondly, because the family backgrounds of the two were too different. That gap made Xuan Sang feel inferior and even panic from the bottom of his heart. He was really afraid, but what was he afraid of? He was afraid of everything. He was afraid that Tian Qing didn't really like him that much, and that after they got married, Tian Qing's admirers would come to challenge him to a fight, and once he lost, they would sign a divine covenant with Tian Qing and share a husband with him from then on, etc...
When all kinds of factors, big or small, came to the surface at once, they became the hurdle that Xuan Sang could not overcome.
Sometimes, if you don’t dare to face something, you can only choose to escape.
But running away won't solve any problems. Xuan Sang thought that as long as he ran far enough, he wouldn't have to face those bad things anymore.
Therefore, he could only helplessly bury his love for Tianqing deep in his heart, carefully hiding it, pushing men away again and again, thinking that if he pretended not to care, he would really not care. He thought that by pushing Tianqing away, all those troubles would be solved. But as soon as Tianqing left, he felt even more uncomfortable.
[Author's side note:
If you don't understand this chapter, it will be explained in the extra chapter. In short, when Xuan Sang was a child, he met Tian Qing's secondary account. He fell in love with her at first sight and Xuan Sang declared that he would choose Tian Qing as his wife when he had his coming-of-age ceremony.
As a result, during the coming-of-age ceremony, Xuan Sang couldn't find Tianqing's small account, but he didn't know that the other person had already switched to the main account and used the backstage connections to directly select Xuan Sang as the object of the divine covenant. In other words, no matter how Xuan Sang drew lots for pairing, the final result would be that he would draw Tianqing's main account, become the object of the divine covenant, and then go on stage to compete.
How could Xuan Sang know Tianqing's big account? He didn't even know that he had this alias. In the end, he couldn't find Tianqing's small account, so he reluctantly drew lots to go on stage for the competition. In the end, he lost. Xuan Sang, who was already unhappy because he couldn't find Tianqing's small account, became even more unhappy at this moment. Unexpectedly, just after he decided the winner with Tianqing's big account, the other party took out the token of love that he had forced on Tianqing's small account?
Xuan Sang: What the hell? Tianqing Small is equal to Tianqing Large? Are these two the same person?
No, let me think about it, I need to calm down.
After finishing his sentence, Xuan Sang said: I actually lost? And I lost to the person I threatened to marry back then? What kind of big face-slapping scene? I can’t accept it. I need to calm down! (Then I will run away from the marriage and go to Blue Star to relax and calm down, and complete the training mission by the way. Don’t bother me, okay! No matter who it is, I will talk to you after I calm down and come back.)
Tianqing: Oh, my dear, how could you run away from marriage? How could you go back on your word? (He chases after Blue Star...)]