eurekapd Chapter 263: Beauty is short-lived 4
Chapter 263: Beauty is short-lived 4
Qingluo wanted to kill Song Yu the first time she saw her, but she also knew that if she killed Song Yu, Qingling would never let her go.
She didn't kill Song Yu because she didn't want her to have an easy time, but unfortunately she underestimated Song Yu.
Although he was powerless, he was able to use strategies silently to make her fall into the trap one after another.
She thought that she and Qingling were the only people in the world who could understand each other and rely on each other.
However, Qingling wanted to kill her for Song Yu.
The moment her neck was strangled, she could clearly see the murderous intent in Qingling's eyes.
At that moment, she knew she had lost, completely.
Maybe it shouldn't be called losing, because Song Yu never seemed to want to compete with her.
She was really unwilling to accept the fact that God was so cruel to her, taking away the people who were important to her time and time again.
She couldn't keep her brother, nor could she keep Qingling.
She hated Song Yu so much that she wished she could die with her.
However, the moment she looked into Song Yu's eyes, she was extremely shocked.
What kind of eyes were those? It was the first time she saw something other than disgust, greed, hatred, and fear in someone else's eyes.
Those eyes, when looking at her, were filled with tenderness, pity, sorrow, and pain.
This was the first time she felt something called kindness from someone else.
It's so ridiculous that the person she wants to kill is protecting her.
At first, she felt that what Song Yu said to her was just irony, and she felt that Song Yu was simply condescending and looking down on her.
What did Song Yu know? She had never suffered as much as she did, so she could easily say let go.
What fake sympathy! She really hated Song Yu, but she didn't know when it started, and she couldn't help but want to get closer to him again and again.
She finally understood why Qingling was attracted to such a girl.
She and Qingling are essentially the same.
Cold, selfish, vicious, born in hell, emitting darkness from the depths of his soul.
People like them originally lived in a world full of filth, stench and darkness.
But suddenly, a person who was radiating light and warmth from the inside out broke in.
Naturally, I would long to hold her tightly in my hands and hold her in my arms.
She was inevitably deeply attracted to Song Yu.
Song Yu was the first one to teach her that there was no need to love others, loving yourself was the most important thing.
She couldn't help but pay attention to Song Yu and get closer to him, but she still retained the last bit of resistance.
Later she realized that the reason why she had such conflicting feelings towards Song Yu was because she was envious.
She envied Song Yu's life. She longed to have a life like Song Yu and grow up to be a warm person.
Later she let it go and was persuaded that Qingling wanted to leave the Qingyang Sect.
In order to be with Song Yu, he was even willing to form an alliance with the righteous martial arts faction that he once hated the most.
He wanted to give up his identity as a cult leader. He would rather be an ordinary person just to be with Song Yu.
He had never given her such affection.
She finally understood that she had been wishful thinking all along.
To be more precise, the love she thought she had was not the same as the one Qingling gave her.
But she had gotten it before. She knew Murong Qianjun liked her, but love is selfish. She treated him the same way Qingling treated her.
Later, she learned Murong Qianjun's true identity, and the two of them became even more impossible.
In this world, apart from her brother, the only person who loves her is her enemy. Fate is really ridiculous.
She did not love Murong Qianjun, but she had feelings for him. However, that feeling disappeared after she learned his true identity.
There are millions of living beings, but only the two of them can never do that.
She will not abandon her brother, and Murong Qianjun cannot let go of the hatred for his father's murder.
Qingluo killed Murong Qianjun just like she had killed his father with her own hands many years ago.
However, Qingluo was able to remain calm even after killing his father.
Qingluo was finally tempted to kill Murong.
But she still drew out the blade without hesitation.
Blood splattered on the spot, but there was no ripple.
She thought that she would never be able to live as freely and unrestrainedly as Song Yu in her life.
Later, she met a little girl who reminded her of her past.
The little girl's life experience was similar to hers. It was her brother who protected her at the beginning, and now it was her mother who protected the little girl.
She saw her own shadow in the little girl, but it was not quite the same.
When she asked the little girl to make a choice, she finally knew what the difference was.
Despair. There was panic, fear, and terror in the little girl's eyes, but there was no despair.
Even though he threatened to kill her, she did not compromise.
She treated the little girl as another herself.
Another self who has not yet despaired.
The little girl was indeed very similar to her, with high attainments in martial arts, and could learn things very quickly.
Later, she finally let go of everything and envisioned starting over.
She left Qingyang Sect. From then on, Qingyang Sect lost its Saint Qingluo and only had Zhenniang's beautiful master.
She settled down in Tianshu City, teaching Zhenniang martial arts during the day and drinking alone under the moon at night.
She thought that this would be the rest of her life, and it was not bad.
Until she learned that Song Yu had been arrested, she hesitated for a day and finally decided to go.
Before leaving, her little apprentice looked at her and said seriously, "Master, I will wait for you to come back."
When Qingluo heard this, she was slightly stunned.
Waiting for her to come back, there is finally someone in this world who is waiting for her to come back.
She looked at Zhenniang, patted her head, and said, "Remember what I said."
Zhenniang nodded and watched her ride away on horseback.
Qingluo thought she had finally let it go, and she really listened to Song Yu's words.
But when the sword rushed towards Qingling, she did not hesitate for a moment and stood in front of Qingling.
Death is a matter of a moment, but it seems so long to her.
It was so long that long-lost memories emerged in her mind.
She and her brother snuggled in their mother's arms, without disaster, without fleeing famine, and without separation.
If there is another life, she just wants to live an ordinary, normal life.
Brother, I can finally find you!
Zhenniang did not wait for her master to come back, and the short-lived master-disciple relationship ended there... She took the martial arts secrets and token given by Qingluo.
The token is carved from jade with a radish vine carved on it, which is the symbol of Qingluo.
When she left Qingyang Sect, she only brought this jade token with her, apart from the silver.
Before leaving, she gave the jade token to Zhenniang and told her that if she didn't come back, and she encountered any difficulties in the future, she should take the jade token and go to Qingyang Mountain.
This was the only thing Qingluo could give to them as master and disciple.
But she hoped that Zhenniang would never have the chance to use this jade token.