The prince of Beijing circle is unattainable, and asks her to take responsibility at night

Chapter 114 Because Someone Hopes I Survive

She knew that no matter how hard she tried, she could not completely erase Jiang Nengjie from her memory.

She once thought that time could heal everything, but time only scabs over the wounds but cannot completely heal the heart.

In fact, it made her more and more depressed.

"Go away." Shang Li's voice was low. She didn't want Ding Juling to see her vulnerability, nor did she want to say anything more.

Ding Juling looked at the woman's face and said, "Sister, now that it's all over, don't make yourself…"

"Get out."

Ding Juling's eyes sank slightly, and she immediately turned and left, leaving Shang Li alone to face her own emotional storm.

Shang Li stood there for a long time without moving.

Her heart was full of contradictions and struggles.

She hated Jiang Nengjie's betrayal and deception, but at the same time she could not deny that there was always a part of her heart that belonged to him.

She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down, but the rage in her heart became increasingly unbearable.

The sky outside was gloomy, as if foreshadowing an impending storm.

A manic episode occurred.

She fell to the ground.

Shang Yanjing was on his way to send Jiang Zhi off when he received the call.

"Madam, she's not feeling well...you need to come to the hospital right now."

The voice on the other end was urgent.

"Don't come to me about her affairs."

The voice on the other end continued anxiously, "Madam is calling out your son-in-law's name, and just now she said she wanted to kill him. Young Master, Madam hasn't been in such a state for a long time, is it..."

At this moment, it unexpectedly fell into Jiang Zhi's ears.

"parking."

Just now she noticed that Shang Li was not in good condition.

But I didn't expect to be admitted to the hospital so soon.

The rainstorm collapsed in an instant.

"Jiang Zhi."

She looked back at him.

"Shang Yanjing, people are very fragile. Don't do anything you will regret." She held the handlebars and said, "Open the door."

"Shang Yanjing! No matter what, she is your mother."

"What did she say to you just now?"

"Nothing, just chatting about family matters." Jiang Zhi kept silent.

Even his expression didn't change much.

"Mania can kill people."

Jiang Zhi avoided talking about what happened just now, but just reminded him of Shang Li's situation.

Shang Yanjing frowned, as he knew very well that Shang Li's condition was not optimistic. An attack of mania was often accompanied by extreme mood swings and uncontrolled behavior.

They can commit suicide and also abuse themselves.

Shang Yanjing had seen it many times.

Whenever her illness flared up, her body would be covered in bruises.

covered in wounds.

"I'll get off here, you go to the hospital!"

"At times like this, if you stay by her side, she will feel better."

Not will.

Every time he stayed with her, Shang Li would get so angry that she would beat her severely.

This is how I got through it when I was little.

But at this time, Shang Yanjing didn't say anything. He quickly turned the car around and sped towards the hospital.

Jiang Zhi sat aside. She could feel Shang Yanjing's anxiety, but she didn't know what to say to comfort him.

After arriving at the hospital, Shang Yanjing almost rushed into the emergency room.

Jiang Zhi looked at his back.

Didn't catch up.

Instead, he turned and left the hospital.

Shang Yanjing saw Shang Li lying on the hospital bed, her face pale, her eyes closed, looking extremely fragile.

The doctor was examining her and the nurse was busy preparing various medical equipment.

"How is she?" Shang Yanjing asked the doctor anxiously.

"Her condition is currently stable, but requires further observation. During a manic episode, the patient may have a tendency to hurt themselves or others, so we will inject her with a sedative to help her calm down. However, we will have to wait until she wakes up to tell us what happens next," the doctor replied.

Shang Yanjing nodded, he walked to Shang Li's bedside, once upon a time.

She actually became like this.

"Master, don't worry, Madam will definitely get better." The servant said softly, his voice full of tenderness and determination.

"She's been controlling herself for quite some time now, but this time...why did she suddenly..."

"Send someone to check the cafe's surveillance."

She couldn't have fallen ill for no reason.

But it definitely won’t be for Jiang Zhi.

After all, in Shang Li's heart, Shang Yanjing's existence is dispensable.

Time passed slowly in the hospital corridor, and Shang Yan was waiting at the door of the emergency room.

Shang Li's condition gradually stabilized and the doctor told them that she needed rest but was not in danger of life.

The rain outside gradually stopped and the hospital corridor returned to calm.

When I stepped in, Shang Li was already awake.

"What are you doing here!"

Her voice was weak as she tried to sit up, but her physical weakness made her lie back down.

"Get out!"

"You're not in good condition. Don't be so angry."

Looking at Shang Yanjing's face, which was exactly the same as Jiang Nengjie's when he was young, "Looking at you, I get so angry. If you want me to live a few more years, get out of here."

Shang Yanjing suddenly held his mother's hand tightly. He understood that the reason why Shang Li became like this was all because of Jiang Nengjie.

"After all these years, you still can't let him go?"

"Shang Yanjing!" She covered her chest and gasped, "Get out."

"Your condition isn't good. The doctor asked me to stay here and observe you at all times."

"I'm very good."

"Mom, if you're sick, just rest well. You don't need to be strong at home."

He still had the marks of the whip from that day on his body.

very clear.

Being so close, Shang Li could smell the alcohol on him.

"She didn't say much, what did you say?"

She thought Shang Yanjing would come to demand an explanation.

"What should she say to me?"

"I asked her to leave you, and she agreed! Shang Yanjing, you are destined to be unloved. No one will like you even if you try to please them!"

The storm outside suddenly stopped.

Shang Yanjing clenched his fists.

"You should have died a long time ago. You clearly promised me that time that you would die with me. Why did you break your promise? You are just the same kind of person as him. You only know how to lie to me..."

Shang Yanjing's eyes sank slightly.

At the age of five.

Shang Li suffers a manic attack.

I took him to the highest building, thinking of jumping off to end this nightmare.

He was the one who started it and had long been fed up with this kind of atmosphere.

He found that no one around him was looking forward to his presence.

Death may be the best relief.

But, that day, he met a man.

"Brother, if you're not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?"

"In fact, there are many things we hope for in life. For example, don't you want to see if today's sunset is more beautiful than yesterday's?"

"It's raining today, so I can't see the sunset."

During that period, the city was covered with heavy rain and there was no sun for a long time.

"But you'll see it anyway! If you die, you'll never see it again."

"I can play the violin. After you listen to me, if you still want to die, I won't stop you."

"..."

"..."

"Because that day, I met someone who wanted me to be alive."