Dr. Su, let's have a love affair

Chapter 108 Two important missed opportunities, feeling sad when dreaming at midnight

Besides a gentle lover and the fresh evening breeze, the only things that can heal your mood are a gentle lover and the fresh evening breeze.

There are also delicious foods.

Ji Xingyuan drove the car to the door of a Sichuan restaurant in the city because Su Xiaoxiao wanted to eat spicy food tonight.

The two ordered several signature Sichuan dishes with strong spiciness, and their lips turned red from eating.

Su Xiaoxiao's face was also flushed, making her look much prettier.

Halfway through the meal, she replaced the wine with tea and, looking a little tipsy, she toasted Ji Xingyuan and said, "Hubby, I toast you!"

"What is my wife offering me?" Ji Xingyuan also picked up the tea in front of him and asked with interest.

"What do I want to honor you for? Well, I want to honor you for knowing my heart, understanding my heart, and not hurting my feelings!"

Su Xiaoxiao had a gentle and delicate smile on her face, but her clear phoenix eyes suddenly became moist.

She didn't know whether she was happy or sad at the moment.

It seems like both.

For the past twenty-three years, she has been like a rootless person, wandering around with others and living under other people's roofs, from the orphanage to her adoptive parents' home and then to the Gu family.

I have always felt deeply insecure.

She understands what it feels like to be lonely and helpless better than anyone else.

In the past, she secretly fantasized many times that she would marry Gu Jingzhou in the future, truly become a member of the Gu family, and truly have a home that she could call home.

However, Gu Jingzhou actually felt that she was not worthy.

She had anticipated, guessed, and suspected this fact over and over again in her mind over the past few years.

It’s just that I don’t want to tear it apart and face it.

Fortunately, she accidentally heard Gu Jingzhou's words about the strong marriage, which made her stop indulging in this self-deceiving and fruitless relationship.

However, she has now broken with the past and married a good man.

But why did she still feel some indescribable sadness and discomfort in her heart?

"Wife, I respect you too. I respect you for choosing to give me the opportunity, allowing me to accompany you, love you, and live up to you in this life."

Ji Xingyuan's star-like eyes were full of affection, and his voice was low and gentle.

The moisture in Su Xiaoxiao's eyes instantly spread upwards into a layer of watery light, and she choked up and said, "Hubby, let's toast!"

"Okay, cheers."

They both drank the tea in their cups.

Ji Xingyuan then poured another glass for the two of them, "Wife, do you still remember what happened in the orphanage?"

He rarely took the initiative to talk to Su Xiaoxiao about the orphanage because he was afraid that she would be sad when she thought of her life experience and childhood.

However, tonight, he felt that the atmosphere seemed suitable for talking about this matter.

"I remember some things, but it was so long ago that many things aren't very clear. I can't even remember what the dean looked like. Also, I hit my head when I was five, and I seem to have lost some of my memories."

"Did you hit your head when you were five?" Ji Xingyuan suddenly became a little excited. "How did you get hurt?"

"I vaguely remember this because my adoptive parents once told me that not long before they adopted me, another family also wanted to adopt me."

"But I refused to go with them, and during the tug of war, I accidentally hit my head against the wall and fainted."

"Oh, then why didn't you want to go with that family? And why were you willing to go with your adoptive parents?"

"I don't remember much of this." Su Xiaoxiao frowned slightly and replied with some regret.

She always felt that her memory of the days before she was adopted from an orphanage at the age of five was incomplete, and she always felt that she had lost some important memories.

But she had tried to recall it many times.

But it was no use. I just couldn't remember what memory I had lost.

Ji Xingyuan's eyes suddenly dimmed, and a sense of guilt welled up in his heart.

If he guessed correctly, Su Xiaoxiao was unwilling to go with the first family that wanted to adopt her because she was waiting for him to bring his parents to pick her up and live with him in his home.

But during that time, his grandfather passed away due to illness, and his father's company had a serious accident and was involved in a lawsuit.

It is a turbulent time.

So he delayed to let his parents help him fulfill his promise and adopt her from the orphanage.

Su Xiaoxiao was willing to go with her adoptive parents later, it must be because she couldn't wait for him and felt that he didn't keep his word, so she was willing to go with any family.

He still remembers that his parents had almost taken care of the household affairs.

At his request and insistence, he took him to the orphanage and prepared to bring Su Xiaoxiao to his home.

And when he arrived at the orphanage with high expectations.

But the dean told him that she had been adopted not long ago.

The lost and desolate mood he felt at that time is still fresh in his memory and unforgettable even though eighteen years have passed.

When Su Xiaoxiao was ten years old, her adoptive father passed away and her adoptive mother left.

He was fifteen years old that year and was arranged by his father to study in the United States. When he learned the news, he immediately bought a plane ticket back to China, wanting to ask his parents in person to adopt her again.

However, when he rushed back to China, Su Aizhen had already taken her to live with the Gu family, and he regretfully missed her again.

The two important missed opportunities often made him wake up in the middle of the night with sadness.

Fortunately, when Su Xiaoxiao left her lodgings for the third time, he finally did not miss her.

Although she no longer remembered him or the promises they had made to each other in their childhood, she still trusted him and soon fell in love with him and became his wife.

Ji Xingyuan felt extremely fortunate and grateful for this.

Fate plays tricks on people once or twice, but it will show mercy again. After many twists and turns, the people they have been thinking about will eventually come to each other's side.

Ji Xingyuan didn't let Su Xiaoxiao recall the things she couldn't remember.

Some things happened a long time ago, so he just helped her remember them.

The two of them had a great time chatting while eating during the dinner. After the meal, they walked hand in hand on the streets of this strange town like a couple in love to digest their food.

Passing by the entrance of a movie theater, Ji Xingyuan stopped and asked, "Wife, do you want to go to the movies?"

"Let's see if there's a suitable show. If there is, go and watch it!"

"Okay, let's go in and take a look."

The two walked into the cinema with great interest, bought two cups of Coke and a large bucket of popcorn, and watched a newly released comedy that explored family, love and life.

The theme of this comedy is to tell people to allow everything to happen and to be a brave and happy person.

Many of the plots are quite funny and make people feel relaxed and happy.

However, there is a line in the movie that says, "Men don't mature until they are forty years old."

After the show, Su Xiaoxiao left the cinema and on the way back to Taoyuan Town, she still remembered this line clearly.

I couldn't help but discuss with Ji Xingyuan: "Husband, do men really have to wait until they are forty to mature?

"Well, I don't think it can be generalized."

Ji Xingyuan's clear and elegant hands gripped the steering wheel elegantly and lazily.

She turned her head and glanced at Su Xiaoxiao with a gentle look in her eyes. "Like your husband, I was quite mature in my teens. If I were to be forty, I might return to my youth."

"Really? Then I'm really looking forward to seeing how my husband returns to his youth after he turns 40." Su Xiaoxiao's eyes sparkled with joy and she was in a good mood.

"Haha, okay, I'm looking forward to my wife's expectations!" Ji Xingyuan squeezed Su Xiaoxiao's hand affectionately.

I'm already imagining in my mind what kind of life they will lead after ten years, twenty years, half a lifetime, or even growing old together after marriage.

He was certain that no matter what accidents and twists and turns they might encounter, the underlying tone of their marriage would always be warmth and love.

Because he has confidence in himself, he will never let her down.

He also has confidence in her. Her feelings for him will surely grow deeper and deeper with the passage of time until they become indestructible.

Just like he had treated her the same way for so many years in the past that she didn't know about.