Chapter 68
Chapter 68
Father An has already arranged for a foreign brain expert to come here to examine An Zhentang.
An's mother told An's father about the doctor's suggestion, and the two discussed it. They still need to find a professional doctor.
However, there are still many deficiencies in psychiatry in China, and even now most people still think that people who need to see diseases in this area are mentally abnormal.
Although the An family didn't think so, environmental factors prevented him from rashly allowing his son to have such scandalous remarks.
Naturally, domestic ones cannot be considered for candidates, and ones with real materials and guaranteed character must be found, so there is no rush for a while.
Fortunately, after a series of examinations by brain experts, it was confirmed that there was nothing abnormal about An Zhentang's head, and everyone finally let go of their worries.
After An Zhentang was discharged from the hospital, he was ordered to recuperate at home, and he was not allowed to go anywhere, even the door. At most, he was allowed to take a walk around the house in the evening at most.
When I was just waking up, I still had a headache from time to time by the fragments that filled my mind.
Every time An Zhentang pretended to be asleep and endured it, he didn't want to make people worry anymore, and he was also afraid that the doctor would really find out something.
He wasn't sure if the psychiatrists in his life could see the memories of being touched by others.
He didn't want to expose the secret of rebirth, and tried to suppress even the slightest possibility.
After a period of adaptation, An Zhentang's memories of being altered in the previous life became clearer and clearer, and he remembered more and more.
But how I was hypnotized, and what the purpose of being hypnotized, I still can't remember.
An Zhentang didn't force himself, maybe he would never remember it, maybe one day he would suddenly remember it again.
But these are far less important than this life. It is more important to love the lover who did not grow old in the previous life.
Ke Xuan clearly sensed some changes in An Zhen Tang, although he still played around with his family, he looked as heartless as before.
But there always seems to be more things on the body, and the eyes that are occasionally revealed inadvertently, like a child who grew up overnight, with a kind of heaviness.
It's not that An Zhentang himself doesn't understand, but there are some things that can be hidden from his parents, but they cannot be hidden from Ke Xuan who gets along day and night.
So facing Ke Xuan's question, An Zhentang didn't want to lie to him but couldn't give an explanation.
Ke Xuan looked at the silent person, knowing that he didn't want to talk.He couldn't bear to force him like this, but he would be worried, nervous, and afraid.
An Zhentang already has secrets that he doesn't want to tell himself, Ke Xuan doesn't mind this, but it doesn't include those that will endanger his own safety.
Looking helplessly at An Zhentang lying weak and pale on the hospital bed but unable to do anything by himself, he really didn't want to experience this kind of thing again.
An Zhentang looked at the person sitting on the bed who was uncompromising at all, as if he would not give up without a promise, and sighed helplessly.
In his previous life, he always had nothing to do with himself, but in this life, he really gave it all back.
Walked over to hold his face in both hands and looked at him, "I really have to know, I have to say it?"
Ke Yuan nodded without any room for negotiation.
An Zhentang stared at him in silence for a moment, just when Ke Xuan was about to stretch out his hand to pull the person standing in front of him to sit beside him, in the next second, his lips were covered by something warm and soft.
Ke Yu's eyes widened sharply, his hands froze in mid-air, his whole body was so stiff that he couldn't move.
An Zhentang didn't stay for a few seconds, seeing how his soul was fixed, he couldn't help laughing.
Ke Xuan blinked her eyes, her head was blank, and her heart was about to jump out of her throat.
The air conditioner was turned on in the room, but he was so hot that he started to sweat after just breathing.
Seeing Ke Xuan's expression of opening his mouth slightly as if he wanted to say something but was speechless, he sat directly on his lap, holding his neck with both hands
"Don't you want to know what's wrong with me? This is the answer. I'm in love with you, so I can't wait to grow up"
After finishing speaking, she directly covered her lips, covering Ke Yun's words before she had time to spit them out.
He nimbly put his tongue into Ke Yu's mouth, and stuck his whole body into his arms, so that there was no extra space between them.
Kissing is an instinct of human beings, it does not need to be taught, and it is self-taught.
Compared with An Zhentang, who has rich experience, Ke Xuan at this moment is as immature as a blank sheet of paper, allowing him to draw at will.
It was almost a subconscious reaction, unconsciously holding the soft and smooth tongue in his mouth, sucking and biting gently.
Almost immediately, there was an uncontrollable tremor in the body, and the itching in the heart was unbearable. There was a strong feeling that wanted to erupt but could not find a way to vent it.
The fiery heat rising from the lower abdomen rushed straight to the forehead along with a familiar yet unfamiliar desire, and Ke Yu, who was so excited that he was in a cloud, suddenly woke up.
The first reaction was to push the child away, but it was a pity that he was bound tightly, and he was afraid of hurting him too much.
An Zhentang saw that Ke Xuan wanted to push him away, so he let go of the hooked tongue, turned his head and bit his lips hard as punishment, until he felt the temperature of the place where he was sucked and bitten became hot, and then let go. over him.
Ke Yu gasped for breath, with a sullen face, and it took a while for her eyes to gradually become clear.
Looking at the child's bright red lips, which were still moist, and the peach-blossom pupils full of mist staring at him unblinkingly, Ke Yu couldn't help but tilted his head slightly, and his eyes wandered away.
But in the next second, he turned his face and glared at him, "Who did you learn from! Do you know what you are doing! It's just nonsense!"
An Zhentang was not at all frightened by his pretending to be fierce, and he pouted and looked very aggrieved
"Are you going to be irresponsible and give up all the time?"
Ke Yu blushed, she didn't know if he was angry or ashamed, "What idioms are you using indiscriminately, just sit down obediently"
Regardless of An Zhentang's refusal, she directly tore him off her body and put him on the bed.
An Zhentang laughed so hard when he saw him turning into anger from embarrassment, you must know that Ke Xuan has always been calm and calm, and he can calmly catch the sky falling, and this is the first time he has seen it like this.
Ke Yun stood up and walked back and forth twice, a little impatient and a little bored, but also a little unspeakable joy and excitement, in short, it was a complicated one.
From the corner of his eye, he noticed that the child was happily hugging the quilt and looking at him on the bed, and walked back to the bed, condescendingly wanting to teach this bad boy a lesson.
An Zhentang threw off the quilt, knelt on the bed and hugged Ke Xuan who was standing beside the bed, and said "I'm a college student"
Ke Yu stared at him fiercely, "You are only 14 years old!"
An Zhentang snorted softly, "It's fifteen, and I'm precocious!"
Ke Yu didn't argue with him about his age, "Who did you learn from? Do you know what it means to do this kind of thing! If you really don't want to say what's wrong with you, the big deal is to keep silent. Do you need to do this kind of thing to change the topic?" !"
An Zhentang rolled his eyes at him, "What kind of thing is it? Isn't it just kissing? You asked me what's wrong. Didn't I tell you? I like you. I almost met Hades this time. I think life is short and needs to be kissed in time." carpe diem
An Zhentang looked at this young and handsome man, although he was still young and mature, but he was no longer a person with inadvertently deep and depressed eyes that could not be smoothed out like in his previous life.
He slowly put away his laughter, and there was a hint of sadness in his eyes unconsciously, "I don't want to waste the time between us anymore, every day will be one day less, I'm afraid that when we grow old, we still regret that we haven't loved enough"
Ke Xuan's heart shrank violently, maybe the heart was beating too hard, so violent that it hurt a little.
I couldn't say a single word I wanted to say, but just stared at him in a daze.
An Zhentang hugged his waist, and rubbed his head against his neck, "Ke Xuan, don't treat me like a child anymore, I've grown up, I already know what feelings are, and I can already promise myself Take charge, Ke Yu, I want to be with you forever"
Ke Yu lightly patted An Zhentang on the back, frowning, the doubt and worry in his eyes deepened, "Tangtang, what's the matter, your change makes me a little uneasy and scared."
He doesn't want the child he loves in his heart to grow up overnight. He would rather his Tangtang not grow up in a lifetime.
Thinking of the time when I was not awake, crying with despair, staring at somewhere empty and lifeless eyes, and tears falling from the corners of my eyes when I was asleep.
He didn't know what Tangtang went through when he was in a coma...
An Zhentang let out a breath slowly, closed his eyes to suppress the moisture gushing out of his eye sockets, his voice trembled slightly, "I'm just scared, really scared"
Ke Yu hugged his hand and tightened his strength to give him a sense of security, "Don't be afraid, Tangtang, no matter what happens, I'm here"
An Zhentang shook his head, "I still remember what happened that day, the suffocation feeling that I couldn't breathe oxygen was really terrible, I thought I was going to die, I really thought I was going to die, but I still have it." I haven't done many things, I haven't done my filial piety to my grandpa, I haven't given my parents pension, I haven't seen my uncle get married, I haven't had time to love you well, I'm really scared, I'm afraid I won't Time to let me do it all"
An Zhentang sniffed, shed tears uncontrollably, but then smiled softly, "Ke Xuan, I'm really glad, I'm glad I can still do what I want, Ke Xuan...you stay with me Do your filial piety to grandpa, accompany me to provide for my parents in the old age, and when my uncle gets married, we will build a new house for him together, Ke Yu, can you grow old slowly with me?"
Ke Yu's eyes were red, holding back her tears, and hugged the person in her arms tightly.
At this moment, he felt that he was the happiest person in the world, and he just wanted to hold the treasure in his arms until the end of time.
No matter how illusory this happiness is, but at this moment, he doesn't want reason to destroy everything, even if it's just a once owned.
"Okay, let's do what you want, let's grow old together"
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