rebirth retreat

Chapter 14

"Hello, I am the counseling doctor this time, Tang Qian." The figure stood still in front of him and said with a smile.

Tang Qian!

Gu Liuguang's pupils suddenly shrank, and his hands clenched into fists.He had to try his best to control himself so that he could resist the urge to rush out the door.

Tang Qian, have you finally found him...

"Don't be nervous, I'm not a bad person." Looking at Gu Liuguang exuding strong hostility on the wheelchair, Tang Qian smiled gently, stretched out his hand, and supported the wheelchair.

Gu Liuguang immediately roared as if he had been stabbed, "What do you want!"

Tang Qian pushed him to the opposite side of the sofa in the room, then sat down on the sofa by himself, and said with a smile, "I just want to chat with you face to face."

"I have nothing to talk to you about." Gu Liuguang said hurriedly, turning the wheelchair with both hands to leave, but his movements were stopped abruptly by Tang Qian's next words.

"I wasn't sure before I came, but I'm [-]% sure after seeing you."

Gu Liuguang raised his eyes to Tang Qian who was leaning on the sofa, his heart was beating wildly because of panic: "What are you sure about?"

"Who are you."

Gu Liuguang sneered, "Who am I? I'm Gude."

"You're not." Tang Qian said softly, looking at the pair of eyes that remained unchanged even though he changed his body. "Goode's eyes will not be like this, full of spikes and defense."

"What on earth do you want?!" Gu Liuguang's voice suddenly rose, his body trembling violently from fear and anger.

Seeing Gu Liuguang like this, Tang Qian sighed, his expression became more and more gentle.

"I really just want to talk to you, and I won't hurt you."

"How do you make me believe you?!" Gu Liuguang tremblingly said, his misty eyes were full of despair.Can't escape?Are you going back again?He doesn't want to see that, as long as he sees that person, he will be reminded all the time——

Tang Qian got up, squatted down in front of Gu Liuguang, raised his head, looked directly into his eyes seriously, and comforted him in a soft voice:

"Although I am his friend, I am also your doctor. Believe me, I only hope that you will get better and better, that there will be no more pain in your eyes, and that you can smile happily like everyone else." Tang Qian raised his hand and lightly covered Gu Liuguang's clenched fists, which were almost deformed, "I was worried before I came here, but I saw you in school just now, and I am really happy for you. Congratulations You, finally got rid of those heavy shackles and became a brand new you.

Yeah?is that so?

The fear and tension in Gu Liuguang's heart gradually calmed down under his gentle gaze.

"Don't worry, I won't tell him. Even if something happens, I will block it." Tang Qian said softly, "You are no longer 'Gu Liuguang' now, you have a new start, don't let yourself live in The past is over, try to let go of everything and live the life you want, okay?"

Yes, he is no longer "Gu Liuguang", what is he still worried about?If he didn't say it, who would know that this body has changed into a soul?

Oh, it turns out that everything is just his mediocrity.

"Liu Guang, no one in this world is really unfortunate. Even if there is, there will always be something good in the misfortune. Think about it carefully, do you really have nothing?"

Gu Liuguang was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help thinking of Li Lei's company and careful care these days, and his heart was slightly touched.

Can……

"No matter how nicely you say it, I can't do it if I completely believe in you." Gu Liuguang brushed Tang Qian's hand away hesitantly, "I will never forgive Yan Dongting."

Tang Qian was stunned, and smiled helplessly: "I know, no one asks you to forgive him, because he owes you this. He has done so many bad things, and one day there will be retribution." Liu Guang's heart knot Sure enough, it's not so easy to solve, hey, Yan Dongting...

"I hope that day will come soon." Gu Liuguang gritted his teeth, with an emotion Tang Qian couldn't understand in his eyes.

In fact, his retribution has already come.Tang Qian sighed in his heart.

"By the way." Gu Liuguang asked the doubts in his heart: "How did you know..." Then he became nervous again, "When you came, who did you tell?"

Seeing that he was getting defensive again, Tang Qian sighed, "Don't worry, I am the only one who knows about this matter. The reason why I noticed it was because of that 'Gu Liuguang'."

"What's wrong with him?" Gu Liuguang couldn't help being a little nervous, and suddenly thought of something, he widened his eyes: "Is he Gude?"

Seeing Tang Qian nod his head, Gu Liuguang felt extremely ridiculous.

He never expected that he and Goode would switch bodies. God's joke was too big!

"He borrowed my mobile phone and used my Weibo to send you a private message. He also used my mobile phone to call a number that has been shut down. I asked someone to check it, and I roughly guessed it. But if you don't I will be discharged from the hospital immediately after seeing that private message, and I will not be so quick to determine that there is a problem."

Gu Liuguang looked at him in a daze, not knowing whether he should be grateful or sad - he didn't expect his secret to be so vulnerable.

"Then how is he now?" Gu Liuguang asked, "Is the injury okay? That person..." After a pause, he said with difficulty: "Did that person make things difficult for him?"

Seeing him mentioning a certain person whom he avoids in a few words, and fearing that that person would do something again, Tang Qian didn't know how to respond for a moment.

Is it because you hate too much?

Tang Qian finally avoided the question behind him, and said with a smile, "He is recovering well, alive and cheerful, and he doesn't seem like a person who will make himself suffer."

"I was the one who felt sorry for him in that accident." Gu Liuguang said with eyes lowered.

"I've read the accident appraisal report. It was caused by slippery roads and landslides in rainy days. The other party turned the steering wheel. You can't be blamed."

"I've already stepped on the brakes, but it's still too late..." Gu Liuguang's face was full of pain recalling the situation at that time, "I just wanted to die by myself, and I didn't want to drag others down."

"I think you should meet him and listen to his views." Tang Qian comforted, "Maybe things are not that bad."

Gu Liuguang looked up at Tang Qian, hesitating in his heart.He tried his best to reject any intersection with people and things in the past, but he really wanted to know what Gu De, who was replaced by "Gu Liuguang", was thinking.After all, exchanging souls is not a trivial matter, especially knowing that the other party is still alive in the world.Occupying other people's bodies, using other people's money, enjoying care that doesn't belong to me...

That was not the retreat he wanted.

"Tomorrow he will be interviewed by the media as Gu Liuguang. If you want to meet him, before tomorrow's interview, I will secretly arrange for you to meet." Tang Qian said.

interview? !In such a hurry? !Gu Liuguang couldn't help but tremble in his heart, it seemed that they really had to see each other.

"What time?" he asked.

"Eight in the morning."

"it is good."

Tang Qian laughed: "Then it's settled, I'll wait for you."

After making an appointment, Gu Liuguang returned to his indifferent look and said, "If there is nothing else, I'm leaving."

"I'll see you off." Tang Qian stood up, walked behind Gu Liuguang, and pushed him out the door.

After leaving the complex, Li Lei, Zhou Yi and others who were waiting outside greeted him.

"You finally came out. If you don't come out, I'm going to fall asleep." Zhou Yi yawned, complained to Gu De, and then looked up at Tang Qian. "Who is this……"

"Tang Qian, the psychiatrist this time." Tang Qian stretched out his hand to Zhou Yi, and Zhou Yi quickly held it flattered.

"Hello, doctor! You look so young, doctor!"

"Hello, Doctor Tang!" Li Lei also greeted Tang Qian and asked, "Is Gude okay?"

"No, his psychological quality is still quite good, don't worry." Looking at the few teenagers surrounding Gu Liuguang in front of him, Tang Qian smiled with some relief.

After treating Gu Liuguang's depression for so many years, Tang Qian actually knew very well that besides being entangled in the past, Gu Liuguang's heart knot was more about rejection and uncertainty about himself from the outside world.And such a crux needs the simplest and most obvious sincerity to solve.These are not what he and Yan Dongting can give.

What does it matter if you can't let it go for a while?I believe that with these people around, Liu Guang will figure it out one day.

"I'm leaving, you take good care of him." Tang Qian smiled, let go of the hand pushing the wheelchair, and walked away easily.

Watching Tang Qian leave, Gu Liuguang was in a very complicated mood.

In fact, after knowing Tang Qian for so many years, the place where the two of them most often met was Tang Qian's consultation room.But at that time, because he was very defensive towards Tang Qian, he seldom talked to Tang Qian when they met.He didn't speak, and Tang Qian ignored him, and just played games, or read books and listened to music.He thought Tang Qian looked down on him like those people, and insisted on treating him because of Yan Dongting.Unexpectedly, today he said——

"I'm really happy for you to get rid of the shackles of the past."

So, is there still someone around him who treats him sincerely?

"Gude? Goode?" Someone pushed his shoulder. He came back to his senses and looked at Li Lei who called him.Li Lei grinned and said, "Did you hear what we just said?"

"What?" Gu Liuguang froze for a moment.

"Let's go to the small restaurant outside the school gate to have a meal!" Li Lei raised his thumb and pointed behind him, "We haven't been able to clean you up when you come back, so we have to have a good meal tonight. "

"Okay." Gu Liuguang replied with a smile.

"gogogo!" Zhang Hua jumped up, waved his fists, and rushed to the front to open the way.

Everyone chatted and laughed all the way to the small restaurant outside the school. Just as they were about to step out of the school gate, a figure suddenly rushed towards them.

Zhou Yi was taken aback, and quickly stretched out his hand to stop him, but he didn't expect that figure to pounce on Gu Liuguang who was in the wheelchair.

"Brother!"

Gu Liuguang's whole body ached from the bump, and he took a deep breath.

The figure raised its head, with teary eyes but said very apologetically, "Brother, I'm sorry, did I hurt you?"

Gu Liuguang stared blankly at the little mixed-race girl who was hugging him, unable to react.

Who is her brother?

***

in the dormitory.

The little mixed-race girl who was as delicate and beautiful as a doll tightly hugged Gu Liuguang's uninjured leg, crying loudly.

The girl's crying face gradually overlapped with the deliberately forgotten memory in the depths of her mind, and the memory that had been dusty for many years finally broke through the cage and hit like a tide.At that moment, Gu Liuguang's heart seemed to be tightly pinched by two hands, the pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

"Brother, you are so unkind, how can you lose your memory, how can you forget me, woo woo woo..." Nana complained with snot and tears.

[Brother, Ning Ning drew a picture today, does it look like you? 】

"Brother, you are so disrespectful. You didn't call me to tell me that you suffered such a serious injury, which made me so worried! I will punish you!"

[Brother, if someone bullies you for singing, you must tell Ningning when you come back! 】

"Brother, can you take care of me?"

Someone pulled his finger, Gu Liuguang came back to his senses.The girl was lying on his lap, looking up at him with tears in her eyes, as if she was going to cry in the next second.

His heart immediately melted softly, and Gu Liuguang whispered, "I'm sorry."

"Hmph, I'll forgive you if I have a lot of villains." The girl pouted, hugged Gu Liuguang, and said with great dependence: "As long as my brother is still there."

Gu Liuguang smiled dotingly, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face.

"Brother with amnesia, if you can't remember anything, you can ask Nana!" The girl smiled with her face up.

Gu Liuguang also smiled: "I don't know your name yet."

"My English name is Felicia Warner, and my Chinese name is Guna. My mommy and I are also your mommy. We live together in Ottawa. I am 10 years old." The little girl smiled shyly and introduced herself to Gu Liuguang .

Gu Liuguang suddenly realized that they were of the same mother and half father. No wonder they were called "brother" but they looked completely different.

"Nana, why are you here alone?" Gu Liuguang asked suspiciously, remembering that she was alone when he first met her, "Where... is your mother?"

Speaking of mother, Nana immediately averted her gaze, not daring to look at Liu Guang any more, and faltered, "Well... Mommy... she..."

"What's wrong with her?" Gu Liuguang's voice suddenly rose, with fear and uneasiness that he didn't even notice.

Nana was taken aback, cried again, and kept apologizing: "Brother, I'm sorry, I sneaked out by myself..."

Gu Liuguang was stunned, staring blankly at Nana who secretly wiped her tears with the corner of her clothes.

He thought... Nana would be the same as Ningning... It turned out that she just ran out secretly...

"Mommy is on a business trip to Belgium, and Daddy and I are at home. I saw you had an accident on your Weibo, so...just..."

Gu Liuguang couldn't laugh or cry.The relationship was caused by reposting Zhou Yi's Weibo on Gude's Weibo at that time.

Touching her face with some fear, Gu Liuguang couldn't help scolding: "Sneak out, what if something happens?"

"I'm worried about you..." Nana hugged Gu Liuguang's leg again, and shook it lightly, "Brother, don't be angry, because Nana loves you so much?"

Gu Liuguang sighed helplessly, feeling sore in his heart.He reached out and hugged Nana gently, and said in a muffled voice, "A brother will never be angry with a sister."

Nana tiptoed happily and kissed Gu Liuguang: "I love my brother the most!"

When Nana came, Li Lei, Zhou Yi and others wisely moved back to their dormitory that night, leaving Gu Liuguang and Nana alone.

Gu Liuguang sat on the bed leaning on the pillow, Nana lay on his side, raised her small hand, touched the collar on Gu Liuguang's neck curiously, and asked, "Brother, does your neck hurt?"

"No pain."

"What about the legs?"

"It doesn't hurt either."

"You liar, why are you still wearing this shit when it doesn't hurt? It's so ugly!" Nana pointed to the neck brace with a disgusted expression.

The corners of Gu Liuguang's mouth curled up, and he looked at Nana with an incomparably gentle gaze, so gentle that one could wish to drown in it.

"It doesn't hurt to see you."

Nana covered her mouth and smiled with eyes crooked: "Brother, you are so nasty, but..." She moved her body and moved closer to Gu Liuguang, rubbing her head against Gu Liuguang like a kitten: "But Nana Na loves it!"

Gu Liuguang smiled and patted her head.

"Brother, can you sing a song to lull me to sleep?" Nana's voice came from beside her.

Gu Liuguang froze for a moment, tears welled up in his eyes.

【Brother, I feel so uncomfortable, please sing me a song so that I can fall asleep. 】

In the depths of my mind, a childish voice echoed.That was a request that I would inevitably receive every night when I was young.

"My soul is exiled

In pursuit of a free sky—”

With his lips parted slightly, he gently patted the girl beside him, and sang in a low voice the song that had been buried in his memory for many years.

"Like a paper boat drifting alone

Flow to the end of the world—”

Nana gradually closed her eyes in Gu Liuguang's deep voice.

"Nana?"

"...En?" Nana responded confusedly.

"Ningning..."

"En..." Nana muttered, and rubbed against Gu Liuguang again.

Gu Liuguang bent down~ and planted a cherished kiss on the top of Nana's hair, as if kissing an old friend through her.

"Good night, Ningning."

The author has something to say: Regarding depression, I simplified it a little in the article. In reality, it really needs to be treated, but it is not as simple as what I wrote~

I hope you don’t research evidence, after all, this is not "Manual of Mental Illness Treatment" or "Recovery Diary of a Depressed Patient". Shy (*/ω＼*)

I haven't written an article for a long time, and my hands are really raw. Thank you everyone for supporting me to read this.

Next, Guangzai's past and the entanglement with Yan Dongting will be slowly revealed, and this article will also be full of various stories!Year!black!dog!Blood!But trust me it will end well!I never write BE! (*/ω＼*)!