Chapter 523 Memories 22
Chapter 523 Memories 22
She taught him to laugh, to cry, to be angry, and to everything.
Let him learn to be a normal human being,
But she never taught him what he should do if there was someone else around her.
If he hadn't shown up last night, would Ling Ruo have agreed to be with Lin Yi?
After all, they have shared life and death and have experienced life and death together.
When Bai Yu appeared in the office, Ling Ruo and Lin Yi had already left that strange world. Only dense black shadows and the red-masked man remained in the room.
He killed them and cleaned up the mess.
There is an emotion in human beings called love. Men and women can go from being friends to lovers and then to husband and wife.
Bai Yu couldn't understand this kind of emotion. She had never taught him what love was, but he learned jealousy and possessiveness on his own. He sent Lin Yi abroad to complete the task.
He took out the newly bought strawberry candy, peeled off the candy wrapper, and handed it to Lingruo as skillfully as when he was a child.
Ling Ruo took it and said, "Thank you, but I'm not a child anymore. I don't like candy anymore."
Having said that, she still swallowed it, with the sweetness lingering on her tongue. In the orphanage, the teacher only gave them a few candies a month, and Bai Yu was not interested in these candies.
But if Ling Ruo asked him to eat it, he would throw the candy wrapper into his mouth.
Ling Ruo burst out laughing, "That's not the case."
She grabbed his hand, took another candy, and gently peeled off the candy wrapper, "Like this."
Bai Yu understood, peeled off all the candy wrappers in one go, handed the candy inside to her, and said, "Eat."
"I can't eat so much." Ling Ruo shook her head. She felt an itch between her calves. She looked down and saw a few ants hovering around. "Give it to the ants."
Bai Yu took a look and saw that all the ants quickly burrowed into the ground and disappeared without any trace.
“They don’t eat this.”
Ling Ruo: ...
Even ants will be bullied.
Thinking of this, she burst out laughing. Bai Yu pursed her lips, as if she didn't know why she was laughing.
"You're still the same as when you were little."
"Ah."
Bai Yu walked beside her, and along the way, many male and female classmates secretly looked at them.
I heard people talking quietly, "Hey? Where's the forest-related guy next to Ling? Where's my crush? Who is this guy?"
"I don't know. I still like Lin Yi more. Have you noticed that ever since Lin, the schoolboy, started pursuing the beautiful Ling, he has ignored all those girls. In the past, he would accept everyone who came to him, but this month he just followed behind Ling..."
Ling Ruo did not listen to the discussions, but Bai Yu beside him seemed to have heard them. He pursed his lips, his dark eyes became dimmer, and he looked a little depressed.
"What's wrong?" Ling Ruo realized something was wrong and asked.
"Who is that Lin Yi to you?" Bai Yu regretted the moment he said this.
He shouldn't have asked this question.
“High school and college classmates.”
Walking downstairs of the dormitory, Ling Ruo turned around and said goodbye to Bai Yu, "Goodbye."
She originally thought that only Bai Yu would disappear, but who would have thought that he would appear by her side for several days in a row, and even entered A University with a special identity and became her classmate.
When the two were alone and eating in the cafeteria, Bai Yu put the iron spoon into his mouth and chewed gently. Ling Ruo looked at this scene and remembered that Bai Yu swallowed the whole bone when he was in the orphanage. She couldn't help feeling helpless.
"You can't eat this."
"I haven't been by your side for so long that I've forgotten everything. How about you teach me again?"
He pretended to be relaxed, but Ling Ruo was silent for a moment, "Do you really know or are you pretending not to know?"
Bai Yu slowly wiped his lips with a tissue, "Teach me, like when we were kids."
"You are twenty, not eight."
She finally had to admit that those were not wild dreams when she was a child, but were all real.
At the same time, a huge feeling of shame filled her heart. Ling Ruo remembered that when she was a child, she treated Bai Yu as her toy and childishly taught him some things that humans would do. Every time, Bai Yu cooperated obediently.
It's like a mindless, non-resisting doll that belongs to her exclusively.
When Ling Ruo grew up, she couldn't help feeling a little ashamed every time she thought of her childhood self, but when she was young, she was indeed fascinated by this feeling of dominance that belonged only to her.
It even extends to the present day.
She liked the feeling of controlling others, but the education she received after returning reminded her that this behavior was wrong and incorrect.
So Lingruo did not implement his own ideas and actions on other people.
The reason why she thought of Bai Yu was simply because she missed the feeling of dominance she had when she was a child, the obedient Bai Yu who would not resist her and belonged to her.
At that time, Lingruo thought that Bai Yu was unwilling to go with her and was just throwing a tantrum, so she kept waiting. When she left the orphanage, Bai Yu would catch up with her, hold her hand, and say that he wanted to leave with her.
But until she passed the orphanage gate and got into her parents' car, she never saw Bai Yu again.
It's okay, he will come.
The letter was full of content coaxing Bai Yu to come to her side. As long as Bai Yu agreed, her parents would go with her to the orphanage to go through the adoption procedures.
But I never received a reply.
Later, Lingruo's three views were gradually established, and she knew what she could do and what she could not do.
I gradually gave up the dangerous idea I had when I was young.
Now that she saw Bai Yu again, Ling Ruo actually still had the idea of testing him. If Bai Yu was not like he was when he was a child, then perhaps she could still suppress those thoughts.
But he didn't seem to have changed at all.
He was inviting her.
Inviting her to change him, control him, possess him.
An indescribable tremor filled her heart. Even though her heart was surging, Ling Ruo still pretended to be calm and rejected him, "Goodbye."
Almost fled.
Obviously she had restrained herself very well, but when she saw Bai Yu again, those secret thoughts hidden deep in the corner resurfaced.
Su Lili looked at her friend who had been smiling all day, "What's wrong? Why are you so happy?"
"Is it obvious?"
"Of course, anyone with eyes can tell that you are very happy." Su Lili took a bite of the chocolate bar, "Do you want to eat it?"
"Eat." Ling Ruo took it and took a bite. "It's sweet. I like it very much."
Su Lili: "??? But I bought zero-sugar dark chocolate. Is there something wrong with your taste buds?"
"No." Ling Ruo looked at the selfie sent by Bai Yu and noticed a corner of the wall behind her. Even though the background behind Bai Yu was very normal, she still noticed that in the corner of the wall, in the familiar vinyl photo, mottled light and shadow fell on the girl holding a book.
Ah, it's her.
It seems that her toys are not very well behaved either.
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