eurekapd Chapter 251 1 line of life 35
Chapter 251 1 line of life 35
"A Yan, you clearly know that I don't mean it." Ye Ying sighed softly, pulled Shen Yan closer with a little force on her hand, and immediately raised her other hand to hold the hair hanging down in front of her.
Frost hair like snow, Ye Ying thought it was insignificant when she had white hair on her head, but when he saw Shen Yan's current appearance, he suddenly understood why Shen Yan couldn't see his original appearance so much, Without him, I feel sorry for you.
Ye Ying doesn't know how Shen Yan felt when he saw him at the beginning, but what is known is that he can't see Shen Yan like this, after all, even if the image of this person in his heart is no longer the one-sided Gao Ling However, his status and initial impression in his heart have never changed. Even though Shen Yan has repeatedly said that he is just an ordinary person, Ye Ying does not think that an ordinary person can save the Tang Dynasty and overthrow the theocracy. ,save the world……
Therefore, in Ye Ying's heart, Shen Yan was originally enshrined on the altar, but Shen Yan always had a smile when talking to him, which often appeased Ye Ying's subconscious mind of worrying about gains and losses.But when Ye Ying completely fell into the devil, any trace of desire/desire in her heart was infinitely magnified, and Shen Yan's image also changed, Ye Ying found that he was afraid—afraid that Shen Yan would lose his smile, that Shen Yan would be too great, Afraid... that he will leave him...
It has to be said that it was not without reason that Shen Yan was able to draw such a good card as Chunyangzi at once, because his own temperament really fits well with the school of Chunyang - to put it mildly, he is a fairy. , To put it bluntly and vulgarly, it would be pretending!Shen Yan didn't know that Ye Ying had been fooled by her acting skills back then, so much so that until now, Ye Ying always thinks that he is the immortal who may float away at any time.
Of course, this is just a metaphor, but at least for Ye Ying, the feeling that she might lose her partner at any time is absolutely real.It is obvious that the white-haired Shen Yan is more alienated and distanced than the black-haired Shen Yan, which also makes Ye Ying feel uneasy.
Shen Yan was also a person who was almost possessed by a demon before, so he knew very well how much influence the demonic thoughts would have on a person's temperament, and now Shen Yan also knew that Ye Ying's obsession was him, so after Ye Ying woke up, Shen Yan I have been carefully observing Ye Ying's gaze at him - I didn't have this consciousness before, so Ye Ying could deceive Shen Yan, but when Shen Yan began to observe consciously, with Shen Yan's familiarity with Ye Ying, he became enchanted. Afterwards, Ye Ying's acting skills, whose emotions became more and more difficult to control, naturally couldn't fool Shen Yan's eyes.
Although he couldn't fully guess Ye Ying's thoughts after being enchanted, as soon as Shen Yan noticed that Ye Ying's eyes had changed, he immediately raised his hand to hold Ye Ying's hand holding his hair, and slightly tilted his head to stick to it. Touching the back of Ye Ying's warm and cool hand, he smiled flatteringly and said, "Don't worry about this, can you do me a favor?"
Feeling the temperature from the palm and the back of the hand, Ye Ying stared at the smile on Shen Yan's face for a few seconds, and finally asked, "What's the matter?"
Sensing Ye Ying's relaxed attitude, the smile on Shen Yan's face immediately deepened by three points: "I have attained the Tao, and I want to return to the Zixiao Palace in Buzhou Mountain, and open an altar to teach the Tao. Anyone who is destined can listen to it."
Hearing Shen Yan mention Buzhou Mountain, Ye Ying's expression could not help but move slightly. Although he was extremely out of control when he was possessed, his memory was still intact. He knew that once Zulong died, the first catastrophe of heaven and earth would inevitably begin , and the Buzhou Mountain, which has just stabilized after losing the Dragon and Phoenix Clans, must have lost its original meaning. Their help has been minimal.After all, it's too late now.
The monster clan and the witch clan are races that have existed since the beginning of the world. Although they have different talents and are not as unique as the dragon and phoenix clans, they failed to grow into the first overlords of the world. With the chaos of the battle between the dragon and phoenix clans, the two clans of the lich stood out at this time and there is no shortage of strong people. Even if such strong people are willing to enter the Buzhou Mountain Gate in order to seek the Tao, their loyalty is still a matter that needs to be discussed. Naturally It is even more impossible to expect them to be able to help.
Therefore, Ye Ying found that because his accident seemed to have destroyed all Shen Yan's hope of breaking the shackles of fate during the first and second catastrophes, Ye Ying couldn't help feeling guilty.This guilt almost immediately overwhelmed the jealousy and worries that had just arisen in Ye Ying's heart, but Ye Ying did not apologize, because he knew that Shen Yan must have hoped to hear other answers than his apologies—"Need what I do?"
Shen Yan immediately showed him a big smile—"Aying, would you like to preach for them for me?"
"... Preaching?!" Even though Ye Ying saw Shen Yan's expression, she was already mentally prepared to know that Shen Yan would definitely make an unexpected request, but he really never thought about it. Will ask him to preach to all living beings!Shen Yan often said a word in the past - education is the foundation of a century-old plan.And from the previous few worlds spent together, Ye Ying has already discovered how much Shen Yan attaches importance to education, and he must admit that Shen Yan's teaching level is far beyond what he can compare.Therefore, Ye Ying really did not expect that Shen Yan would entrust him with the educational task of this world.
It's not that Shen Yan couldn't trust him before, but people have self-knowledge. Ye Ying knows that she must not be as good at teaching as Shen Yan, so most of the teaching tasks are still on Shen Yan's shoulders, but looking at Shen Yan's current situation Meaning, it was obvious that this task was to be entrusted to him, so Ye Ying panicked now.
He has already ruined one of Shen Yan's plans. Shen Yan's preaching this time must be for the second world catastrophe and wants to fight again. If he ruins Shen Yan's second plan because of him... Ye I'm afraid Ying is so ashamed that she commits suicide!
Ye Ying was in a dilemma for a while, he didn't know whether he should agree to Shen Yan or reject Shen Yan.Promise, he couldn't bear it, after all, it was a rare thing that Shen Yan asked him to do it so solemnly that he didn't hesitate to act like a baby; but he was afraid that if he couldn't do it, it would make Shen Yan sad.Once again, Ye Ying found that her strength seemed to always be unable to catch up with Shen Yan's needs. If, if he was strong enough, would he not face this predicament, would he never let Shen Yan down again?
Ye Ying couldn't help feeling a little lost for a moment.
Maybe Ye Ying just wandered off for a while, but in this case, Shen Yan dared not let him think wildly.Shen Yan immediately pushed Ye Ying away a little bit, got up and feigned anger: "Forget it, since you don't want to agree, then forget it!"
"I didn't!" Ye Ying was frightened by the anger that Shen Yan seldom showed in front of him. Immediately, she didn't have time to think about Shen Yan's movement to prevent him from bumping his head when Shen Yan pushed him away. He jumped up from the couch, grabbed Shen Yan's wrist, and blurted out: "I agree! I agree to whatever you say!"
"I... I'm just..." Ye Ying's eyes flashed with water, he choked up for a moment, and the thousand words in his heart finally turned into one sentence: "Ayan... don't leave me, okay?"
Shen Yan turned his back to Ye Ying and was silent for a while.
As Shen Yan's silence became longer and longer, Ye Ying's heart became colder and colder. Is he really going to lose the person he cherishes the most?
People are really amazing creatures. Even for a person like Ye Ying, when things involve the people he cares about most, all his reason and wisdom seem to be taken away by the husky next door. The mind is thinking wildly, and he doesn't even think about whether his assumptions will be true, and he can't find out that all his worries are actually unfounded worries that are impossible to happen at all.
Even when he didn't realize it, the aura and magic power around him had boiled uncontrollably, and even if he didn't look back at Shen Yan, he could feel the extremely violent emotional fluctuations in Ye Ying's body.
Shen Yan also didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he just wanted to feign anger to force Ye Ying to agree, but he didn't expect Ye Ying to have such a big reaction—it wasn't even like the one he knew who could maintain Yuan Tingyue at any time. Ye Ying with a staunch demeanor.However, Ye Ying is Ye Ying, no matter what he becomes, anyone can give up on him, betray him, leave him, only Shen Yan can't and won't.Because, no matter what Ye Ying looks like, she was shaped by Shen Yan.
Before the age of 20, Ye Ying belonged to swords, Tibetan swords, and loneliness. After 20 years old, Ye Ying belongs to Shen Yan.His life has already been engraved with traces of Shen Yan, and his and Shen Yan's influence on each other has already been integrated into each other's souls. They are each other's half body, half body, how can they give up?
In Shen Yan's heart, there was nothing but softness left in his heart. His silence was not disappointment, but he really didn't expect that Ye Ying, who is as strong as Ye Ying, would choke up. Shen Yan couldn't help thinking, the last time Ye Ying cried was when when?It seems... It was when the Dionysus he played in the Greek world fell?No matter how early... Shen Yan couldn't remember.But there is no doubt that what he remembered, Ye Ying had always cried and laughed for him.
Shen Yan's heart seemed to be wrapped in layers of cotton, and his throat was unavoidably choked.
Feeling the increasingly violent energy around Ye Ying, Shen Yan sighed helplessly, turned around and plunged into Ye Ying's arms before Ye Ying broke out, and said helplessly, "Aying, what exactly do you want me to do?"
Speaking of feeling the stiff muscles of Ye Ying under his hand, Shen Yan couldn't help but sighed again, and said softly as if whispering: "Isn't this what you want? Hide me, and you Together, only belong to you... Isn't this what you long for, Ah Ying."