eurekapd Chapter 219 1 line of life 3
Chapter 219 1 line of life 3
"Brother Shen, Brother Shen?... Shen Yan!"
"Ah?!" Shen Yan woke up suddenly when he heard his name, but his expression was still a little dazed. He seemed to have had a long, long dream just now, and even made him look at the lively comic exhibition in front of him. It felt like a world away—he didn't seem to be standing here, at least he shouldn't be standing here alone...
Shen Yan thought that he was about to fall into the fugue just now again, but his companions obviously didn't intend to give him this chance, Shen Yan was only stunned for two seconds, and then heard a young lady dressed as a beggar sister laughing. She joked: "Yo~ What's wrong with our Taoist priest? Could it be stage fright?"
Hearing Sister Beggar's words, the young ladies surrounded by her immediately laughed: "Then the stage fright of our Daoist priest is really unique. Others are stage fright before going on stage, but he is fine. It's all over now that I think about it, I'm afraid. When he was on stage just now, I thought he was really not afraid at all~"
"That's not right, the aura of the Taoist priest just now, I really think that Chunyang Zhenjun has descended to earth."
"Tsk tsk tsk, why are you talking about such a big difference between people? It's also stage fright. At most, the Daoist leader just stays in a daze for a while after leaving the stage. Some people are better, and their legs are almost swaying before they play. gone."
Looking at the women who had already chatted in a few words, even Shen Yan couldn't help but feel dizzy. They all said that three women make one play, and they help these women to make three plays alone!Shen Yan hurriedly ignored his melancholy feeling just now, and just waved his hands to beg for forgiveness: "My dear sister, please let me go. If you continue to talk like this, the boss and the others will compete with my real person!"
As soon as these words came out, everyone immediately burst into laughter, even the male compatriots who were disgusted from the beginning to the end couldn't help laughing: "Okay, Shen Yan, do you still know? I thought you were deliberately trying to get us all together. It's better than going down to hook all the young ladies away!"
"Bah, are we the one you guys can hook up with if you say you can hook up?" In an instant, a girl asked coldly: "Hmph, you people, you know the fate of love all day long, look at other Taoist priests and then look at yourself, why? Don't you have an AC number in your heart if you don't have love?"
"Hey, hey! You can't say that! Obviously, the Taoist priest has no love!" Immediately, someone cried out for him.
Ladies and sisters also have good reasons: "Can it be the same? The Taoist priest is too lazy to find love, how about you? You are looking for it but can't find it!"
In an instant, countless male compatriots died in battle: "Ah! It hurts my heart!"
Seeing them laughing and making noise, Shen Yan couldn't help but smile knowingly, but the hollow sense of panic in his heart still made Shen Yan unable to calm down.His intuition told him that this was inseparable from the feeling of waking up from a big dream just now, but Shen Yan frowned and thought for a while, but couldn't remember what he had forgotten——Shen Yan felt that he It was as if a large piece of my heart had been dug out of thin air, empty and could not be found.
Shen Yan couldn't help but raised his hand to cover his chest, his brows were furrowed, what's wrong?Even when he was in the lost period of his youth and couldn't find any purpose in life, he never felt this way, as if, as if he had lost something that was important to him.Although he didn't know what it was, his heart told him that now every beat of his heart lost its original meaning, and he lost the goal he had been pursuing all this time...
Target?Shen Yan couldn't help but fell into a daze again. What's his goal?Isn't his goal to be an ordinary person who reassures his parents?That was the goal he had already determined when he was a teenager.I still remember that he spent three months on Huhu in order to find himself an ordinary person's standard. He often sneaked into his mobile phone in class, and was so angry that the teacher almost asked his parents... So, is his goal different now?
Shen Yan didn't know.His memory told him that his purpose had not changed, but his heart told him that he had forgotten a purpose that was so important to him, perhaps even bigger than life.Shen Yan was thinking, thinking, all the hustle and bustle in this world seemed to be far away from him, and his memory palace opened the door to him...
What's wrong?What's wrong!Shen Yan walked between the rows of bookshelves and the photo wall, running like a hound in a mourning house, but he couldn't find it.All the memories seem to be so impeccable, from his birth, to kindergarten, to the elementary school where he was picked up by the nanny every day, to the middle school where he went to and from the autistic middle school, and then he tried to integrate into the high school that took the initiative to live in school, and he was no different from ordinary people. University……
Shen Yan can completely remember all his own life trajectories, but...he just feels that something is wrong, what is it?Where exactly? !Shen Yan's mood couldn't help becoming anxious, and his face also unknowingly turned ferocious, and a terrifying hostility rose from his heart...
He must have overlooked something!If Shen Yan is sure, he must have forgotten something, and he must find it back——Shen Yan searched his memory again, he was never someone who was willing to live in a muddle-headed way, he could compromise, pretend to be confused, But never allow yourself to be really ignorant!Shen Yan's heart was ruthless, he must find out what he forgot, if he can't find it once, then he will do it twice, if he can't find it twice, then he will do it three times!Even if he had to search a hundred or a thousand times, he didn't believe that he couldn't find any clues of the memory that he disappeared!
Shen Yan rummaged through his memory over and over again, this one wasn't, this one wasn't, no, no, none of them!Before he knew it, Shen Yan's forehead was covered with sweat.Of course, this is not all because of anxiety or busyness. You know, Shen Yan sank into his memory palace recklessly directly at the comic exhibition, although Shen Yan intentionally blocked the noise from the outside world.
However, after a long time, the voices of the outside world still involuntarily drilled into his mind from his ears, and then emerged in his memory palace——
"Shen Yan?"
"Brother Shen? What's wrong with you? Don't scare us!"
"Taoist? What's wrong with you?"
"It's not good! The Taoist priest fainted! Call the hospital quickly! Hurry up!"
……
"Yan Yan!"
"Wooooow, Yanyan, open your eyes, open your eyes and look at your mother!"
……
"Yan Yan!"
"Shen Yan!"
"Ayan!"
A certain address seemed to have touched a certain switch, and Shen Yan, who was frantically holding the book and flipping through it over and over again, suddenly jumped up from the ground—A Yan!Shen Yan seemed to have grasped the life-saving straw, tightly grasping the title that made his heart shudder.
It's not that he doesn't want to wake up, he heard his mother's voice, although he has already passed the age of longing for maternal love, but for his parents who get together less and leave more, he naturally cherishes every time he spends with them , but he dared not look up, dare not wake up.He loves his parents, but his intuition tells him that there is a person who is equally important to him in the memory he has forgotten, if he really leaves and forgets him at this time, then he will never feel at ease in his life Yes, he will regret it!
Shen Yan doesn't want to struggle to survive with an empty heart, so even if he hears his mother's call again and again, he still doesn't want to wake up - he wants to find it, he must find it!
Ah Yan, Ah Yan, Ah Yan!Who actually called him that?Shen Yan's eyes were gradually covered with bloodshot eyes, but he didn't dare to relax at all, because he was afraid that as long as he relaxed, he would forget this only clue.Shen Yan flipped through the memory book in his hand loudly, flipping through the pages quickly, as if he was just flipping through the pages, but even so, Shen Yan felt that it was not fast enough.
"No, it has to be faster, faster..." Shen Yan murmured, and the whole memory palace trembled, and in the next second, the whole palace collapsed immediately, gathering into a huge standing screen, Shen Yan's life was quickly projected on it at a speed of no less than 32 times. At this time, there were no bricks or tiles around his body, leaving only large areas of darkness and voids, just like all universes. The beginning of the world that was never born...
This is an environment that can drive everyone crazy, but at this moment, the people staying in this space are already going crazy, so naturally they don't care about the change of the environment.
"A Yan!" "A Yan." "A Yan?" Shen Yan's mind was filled with the same name. At the same time, Shen Yan waved his hand violently to stop the fast-playing memory screen, staring at it with a sullen face. Looking at the picture on the screen - something is wrong here!Looking at the neatly lined up guards in front of Tianze Tower, a voice in Shen Yan's mind shouted, that's not the case!It shouldn't be like this!There should be, there should be... there is one more person!
"Yanyan!" A huge cry like the roar of thunder exploded in Shen Yan's consciousness. It was his mother's voice. Shen Yan felt a force that seemed to want to pull him up and leave.but not!"
Shen Yan broke free from the force that wanted to lure him away, and jumped from the void. A strong sense of weightlessness came instantly, and the sound of hunting wind filled his ears. However, at the same time, the memory he had lost It also returned to his mind - "A Yan." The man in gold clothes and black hair in front of Tianze Tower smiled at him like this.
Countless memories spewed out, and Shen Yan's missing heart was also filled. He found his best friend——Ye Ying.
"Aying..." Shen Yan murmured, and then, the world in front of him was like a mirror, shattered inch by inch.Shen Yan finally remembered that all of this is an illusion, his inner demon illusion - if he chooses to immerse himself in it, then he really won't be able to wake up again...
Yes, his inner demon, his obsession has already become a demon.He wanted to go home and thought of being possessed.
However, fortunately, during the long journey, he also found someone more important than going home. He wanted to be with Ye Ying, whether it was to continue wandering in various worlds or go home.For him, wherever he is, is home.
Shen Yan knew that this kind of mentality of hers was not normal, but in the long time and the longing and support of each other, their feelings could no longer be expressed in simple words, they were each other's only, each other's bust.Just like light and shadow, two sides of one body, inseparable.
Suddenly, Shen Yan returned to the unknown mountain top again, holding a sword in his arms, sitting cross-legged like a statue.
And at the same time when his consciousness returned, the thundercloud that had been brewing for a long time suddenly surged, and a thunderbolt fell down!
Ye Ying, who was on the sidelines, clenched her sword hilt instantly.