Chapter 19
Chapter 19
For Yun Jinshu, laughing is much easier than crying. He can be a laughing tiger all his life, but he can't be a poor person crying and let others look down on him, so when he really started to make posters, he made it difficult.
The poster requires two groups, one group is the elder brother Ruan Kun carrying the younger brother on his back, talking and laughing while walking, this is very easy for Yun Jinshu and Gu Yan, and it is over in one go.
But when it came to the second group, things got a little troublesome, because Wen Zeyun wanted to take a picture of Ruan Ning crying in his brother's arms, but no matter what Yun Jinshu did, he said it didn't feel right, and he hated crying for not being beautiful enough. For a while, I was picky and crying too artificially, but it was unqualified. I deleted the photos, deleted them, and took them again.
He had been filming for a whole morning, and Yun Jinshu had to cry all morning. In the end, everyone was exhausted. Gu Yan's chest was soaked with Yun Jinshu's tears, and a large area of his white shirt was wet. The position of the nipples made Yingdi Gu dumbfounded. He rubbed Yun Jinshu for a while, and the atmosphere of "cultivating" tears disappeared.
And Wen Zeyun's face became more and more ugly, walked up to Yun Jinshu and said: "Jinshu, I don't want to talk about friends, but you waste everyone's time time and time again, which makes it really difficult for me to do."
Yun Jinshu knew that he was deliberately finding fault, but he didn't want to say anything more, because Wen Zeyun was very smart in this regard, he didn't take it lightly, but he was sure and ruthless when he did it. Take these photos that were picked out to be discarded as an example, there are indeed Trouble, even if others talk about it, they won't think that there is any grievance between the two. At most, they will say that the director pursues perfection too much.
What's more, he is just a rookie now, if he falls out with the director in the first movie he makes, then he will never be able to take off the hat of playing big names in the future.
So Yun Jinshu smiled very easily, shrugged and said, "Sorry, give me a little time, I want to take a rest first to find my feeling."
Wen Zeyun sighed, brought him a cup of hot jujube tea and said, "Actually, I'm not forcing you, but I'm afraid of wasting Brother Gu's time and making him prejudice against you. Don't think too much about it."
Yun Jinshu laughed, took the teacup and said with a pun, "Zeyun, you stole my lines, so you shouldn't think too much about it, right?"
As he spoke, he took a sip of jujube tea and walked out of the studio. As soon as his front feet stepped out, his face wrinkled together.
I rub it, this tea is not ordinary sour!
He found an empty space, and used his mobile phone as a mirror to look at his current virtues. His eyes were swollen and bloodshot, and his face was messed up with tears. In short, he was so embarrassed that he couldn't see anyone.
A big man was forced to cry for a whole morning by his love rival, and this kind of disgusting joke could happen to him.
How much evil does Wen Zeyun have, like watching others shed tears in front of him over and over again?Doesn't it feel really fulfilling to do so? If he finds an opportunity, he must try it on Han Jiang.
Selfishly imagining Han Jiang kneeling in front of him, crying with snot and tears, it sure... um... very cool.
When Gu Yan walked over, he happened to see the "wretched" smile on his face, and he couldn't laugh or cry immediately, did he brew tears to make himself laugh?
"Hey, you're back to your senses, hey, what's the fun of being alone?"
"Ah?" Yun Jinshu came back to his senses after being slapped by Gu Yan. Thinking of the things he had made up in his head, he immediately felt a feeling of being underestimated. He scratched his hair awkwardly and said, "No...no, How did you come?"
Gu Yan sat next to him, handed him a can of iced Coke and said, "Just now I saw that a certain idiot looked wrong, so I came out to take a look, only to find out after I saw it, yes, he really is a fool."
Yun Jin Shu was happy, took the Coke and poured a few gulps into his mouth, washing away the taste of sour jujube tea in his mouth.
"Tch, Actor Gu, are you overwhelmed with love? You used to be like this when you were acting? Seeing that your partner is not in the right state, you want to come out and show your true nature?"
Gu Yan smiled, shook his head and said, "Of course not. I'm just curious. Based on your performance in the morning audition, you should be a good actor. Why are you crying so hard today?"
Yun Jinshu gave him an exaggerated look and said, "I even wet someone's clothes, isn't it smooth? It's obviously better than eye drops."
"But you cry without emotion." Gu Yan hit the key point, looked at him and said seriously: "Although it is the basics of an actor to cry when you say crying and laugh when you are talking, but because you want to cry, you force yourself to cry, like Doesn't it feel painful to complete the task?"
Yun Jinshu put away his joking thoughts, knowing that what Gu Yan said was the truth, he did not shed tears with any emotion, and he never even integrated himself into the role of Ruan Ning.
Wen Zeyun's previous words were like a curse, reminding him all the time.
He said, "Whether you admit it or not, you are somewhat similar to me", and he also said, "This role has largely been brought into me", so Yun Jinshu tried hard to separate himself from the character Ruan Ning, he was stubborn He insisted that he was not a stand-in for anyone, so he resisted subconsciously. Even though he could convince himself to act in this movie, and even deceived Zhao Hanchuan and everyone else, he couldn't deceive himself.
Because he hated Ruan Ning from the bottom of his heart, and Wen Zeyun saw through his heart, so he kept holding on to him, forcing him to cry over and over again, as if to show off his victory.
It turned out that all the pretense was in vain, even Gu Yan who met him for the first time could see his weakness at once, no wonder he was at a disadvantage from the beginning to the end.
Seeing that he was silent, Gu Yan raised his hand to rub his hair, and said to him like a kind brother next door: "No matter what hurdles you have in your heart, you have to remember that you are an actor. You are interpreting other people's joys and sorrows, but if you can't turn yourself into 'him', then you will never be able to impress the audience for the rest of your life."
Yun Jinshu scratched his hair, and said somewhat stiffly, "Brother Gu...uh... If you want me to call you that, I understand everything you say, but I can never do it for the role of Ruan Ning."
Gu Yan chuckled, took a few sips of Coke and said, "Actually, what I said just now was to fool you. It was taught to me by my teacher. I don't have the authorization to reprint it. Ordinary newcomers listen to it." I was moved to tears when I was talking nonsense, but if you don’t do it, why do you have to force me to do it!”
Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment, dumbfounded by Gu Yan's nonsense, please, are you the actor?Don't act cute!
"I decided to take back the big brother I just said. It's too cheap to have such a big brother, but the trick can be barely listened to."
Gu Yan was in a hurry, went up and rubbed Yun Jinshu's hair again, then curled his mouth and said, "I remember when I was your age, I always regarded myself as someone else according to what the teacher said, but I ended up standing still, Even if I act vividly, people say I have no style, in the end I got anxious and simply took any role as myself, and in the end I became popular instead.”
"You mean...let me be myself?"
"Yes, it doesn't matter whether he is good or bad, just do what you think. Treat 'him' as you. You are the one who is going through everything. All the joys and sorrows belong to you and have nothing to do with anyone else."
Yun Jinshu was stunned, as if enlightened, he finally realized where the crux of the matter was.
Subconsciously, he has regarded himself as Wen Zeyun's stand-in, holding on to Han Jiang hard, thinking that if he loves, he must be rewarded, but there is no reward for love, getting it is success, losing it doesn't mean failure, maybe It's a new beginning.
The most difficult thing in the world is also the easiest, but it is the word "let go".
But, can you really let go if you say let go?he does not know.
eurekapd