Chapter 125 Leaving without saying goodbye
Chapter 125 Leaving without saying goodbye
Ling Xiuhan stood on the roof of the courtyard, his deep eyes gazing at Lan Yunyan, his gaze seemed to contain a thousand words.
The breeze gently blew across the corners of his clothes, and his hair fluttered slightly in the wind, adding a bit of coldness and unruliness.
He looked at Lan Yunyan's energetic figure, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose slightly.
This woman always had a unique charm that could easily tug at his heartstrings. From the astonishment he felt when they first met to the silent attention he received now, her position in his heart became increasingly important.
But today, he had to leave her. Ling Xiuhan's eyes flashed with helplessness and reluctance. He clenched his fists, his heart full of struggle.
He knew that this departure was full of unknowns and dangers, but there were some things he had to face.
He took one last, deep look at Lan Yunyan's receding figure, as if he wanted to engrave her image in his heart. Then, he resolutely turned around, his figure flashing across the rooftop.
The wind was still blowing, but it couldn't blow away the worries in his heart.
The moment Ling Xiuhan's figure disappeared from the rooftop, the air in the courtyard seemed to grow heavier.
Lan Yunyan seemed to sense something. She stopped and looked around, but she only saw an empty courtyard and branches swaying in the wind.
An inexplicable sense of loss surged in her heart, as if she had lost something important.
Lan Yunyan shook her head, trying to get rid of this sudden emotion.
She continued walking, but her steps were no longer as brisk as before. Yun Mengyao and Lin Wan'er noticed the change in her and asked her if she was okay.
"I'm fine," Lan Yunyan replied with a smile. She didn't want to worry her friends, but she couldn't calm down. "I just suddenly missed Ling Xiuhan. He always gave me a sense of security."
Yun Mengyao sighed softly, she knew Lan Yunyan's feelings for Ling Xiuhan.
Lin Wan'er held Lan Yunyan's hand tightly. "No matter what happens, we will be by your side." Her voice was soft but full of strength.
Lan Yunyan felt a surge of warmth in her heart after hearing Lin Wan'er's words. She looked at her two friends and nodded, trying to suppress her longing for Ling Xiuhan for the time being.
a few days later.
Lan Yunyan still hadn't waited for Ling Xiu Han. She recalled the inexplicable feeling of loss she had that day and seemed to realize something.
A feeling of uneasiness spread in her heart.
"Xiu Han, where have you been?" Lan Yunyan murmured to herself, her voice filled with worry.
She paced back and forth in the room, feeling confused.
The sky outside the window gradually darkened, as if reflecting her current mood. Lan Yunyan walked to the window and looked out at the world shrouded in dark clouds, her uneasiness growing stronger.
She decided not to sit still and wait for death, and began to search for clues. She went to places they had been together, reminiscing about those good times, hoping to find some trace of Ling Xiuhan.
However, there were only memories in every place, but no trace of Ling Xiu Han.
Lan Yunyan stood on the top of the mountain where they had watched the sunset together. The wind whistled past, but it could not blow away the sadness in her heart.
She looked at the mountains in the distance, her eyes full of loss.
She was unwilling to let it go on like this, but she had no choice.
"Xiu Han, why didn't you leave without saying goodbye?" Lan Yunyan's voice echoed on the top of the mountain, carrying with it endless longing.
She slowly walked to the table, picked up a pen, and wrote down her thoughts about Ling Xiu Han on the paper.
Every word seemed to carry her deep affection and concern, and her tears dripped onto the paper unconsciously, staining it with ink.
As the days passed, Lan Yunyan's life seemed to lose its color. She would often sit alone by the window, gazing into the distance, imagining where Ling Xiuhan might be at that moment.
She recalled their past conversations and smiles, and the longing in her heart became stronger.
Lan Yunyan was immersed in thoughts, and time seemed to become particularly long.
She began to become silent. Yun Mengyao and Lin Wan'er saw it and felt pain in their hearts, but they didn't know how to comfort her.
Yun Mengyao often silently accompanies Lan Yunyan, sitting with her in front of the window, looking at the distant sky, trying to give her some strength with silent companionship.
As the days passed, Lan Yunyan's longing continued to grow like a vine.
She would see Ling Xiuhan in her dreams, but upon waking she would only feel an endless sense of loss. She began to paint the image of Ling Xiuhan in her heart, each stroke filled with deep affection and longing.
"Yunyan, you shouldn't continue to indulge in this." Yun Mengyao said distressedly as she looked at Lan Yunyan's increasingly thin face and the look of being immersed in thoughts and unable to extricate herself.
Lan Yunyan paused with her brush, then slowly raised her head, her eyes filled with sadness. "What can I do? Without Xiuhan here, my heart feels lost."
Lin Wan'er walked over and gently took Lan Yunyan's hand. "We all understand your longing, but if Ling Xiuhan knew you were torturing yourself like this, he'd be sad too. You should cheer up. Maybe he's trying to get closer to you somewhere."
After a long silence, Lan Yunyan sighed softly. "You're right. I can't go on like this." She put down her paintbrush, stood up, and looked out the window at the sky.
Yun Mengyao and Lin Wan'er exchanged a glance, relief in their eyes. They knew Lan Yunyan was finally trying to move on from this dark period.
Since then, Lan Yunyan has been trying to keep herself busy.
She began to learn new knowledge, read various books, and try to get in touch with new people and things.
Although she still missed Ling Xiu Han in her heart, she no longer let this longing dominate her life.
As the days passed, Lan Yunyan's face gradually regained its former vitality.
Every morning, she would come to the quiet mountains and forests, close her eyes, regulate her breathing, and feel the spiritual energy between heaven and earth.
When the first ray of sunlight fell on her, she began her arduous training.
She practiced various martial arts while sweating profusely, and each move was full of power.
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