eurekapd Chapter 265: Always Trying to Protect Yourself
Chapter 265: Always Trying to Protect Yourself
Throughout her life, she felt that she was worthy of the world and the lofty throne. For the sake of her country, she sacrificed too much personal emotion and family affection.
But now, she realized that in the pursuit of power and responsibility, she had lost the most precious thing - the family relationship with her daughter.
If she could put aside her royal attitude and talk to her daughter like an ordinary mother,
If she had sincerely apologized to her daughter and asked for her forgiveness after the incident, would everything have been different?
Wouldn’t that mean my daughter wouldn’t have ended up in such a desperate situation?
But there are no ifs in this world, time cannot be reversed, the mistake has been made, and no amount of regret can change the past.
The Queen's body was trembling slightly, and her heart felt like it was being cut by countless sharp blades. The pain was deep in her bones, but she couldn't express it in words.
She knew that this would be a regret and pain that she could never make up for in her life.
Su Yue stood quietly by the side, silently accompanying the Emperor.
She knew very well that it would be a mistake to speak too much at this time. The Queen Mother was an empress who had experienced many ups and downs and was proficient in the art of politics and governing the country. How could she not understand the reason?
To put it bluntly, the Emperor was just looking for an outlet to vent his emotions, and he happened to be here.
These royal affairs were complicated and treacherous, and it was not something that a commoner like her could casually discuss or interfere with.
Su Yue knew very well that she had to always choose to protect herself. In this ever-changing situation, it was enough for her to fight for some rights for herself and those around her at the right time.
The Grand Emperor was silent for a long time, then slowly turned his head to look at Su Yue, his eyes filled with emotion and admiration: "I didn't expect that at my age, I can't see as clearly as you."
Su Yue bowed slightly, a humble smile on his face, and said, "Your Majesty, you are too kind. It's just that bystanders see things more clearly. There are too many things to consider in a high position, and it is inevitable that some things will be overlooked or not taken into account. I dare not show off my skills in front of the Majesty."
Su Yue knew in her heart that her words had to express respect for the Grand Emperor without appearing too humble or flattering.
She carefully measured her stance, keeping her eyes appropriately lowered, not daring to meet the emperor's gaze for too long.
The atmosphere in the room was still solemn, and Su Yue's heartbeat was particularly clear in the silence.
She prayed silently, hoping that this conversation would end quickly so that she could be freed from this suffocating atmosphere.
Su Yue keenly grasped the right opportunity and quickly found an excuse, saying, "Grand Majesty, Su Yue remembered that there are some important matters that have not been dealt with. I will take my leave first."
The Grand Emperor nodded slightly. Su Yue felt as if she had been pardoned. She immediately bowed and took her leave, as if she was afraid that the Grand Emperor would change his mind in the next second and she would not be able to leave.
After Su Yue left, the female official beside the emperor came forward.
Seeing that the Grand Emperor's gaze was still fixed on the direction Su Yue had left, she hesitated for a moment and asked carefully, "Does the Grand Emperor like Su Jieyuan?"
The Emperor finally came back to his senses, his face showing a complicated expression, neither confirming nor denying.
After a moment, the Grand Emperor slowly spoke, "She's so precise in her words and actions, she doesn't seem like someone from a farming family. But she's just too meticulous, always trying to protect herself. How could she possibly be so self-sufficient as an official in the court? We wonder how far she can go. We'll have to wait and see."
After hearing this, the female official nodded respectfully and replied, "The Emperor is wise." She didn't say anything else.
The Emperor closed his eyes, as if thinking about something. The room fell into silence again, with only the Emperor's occasional sigh echoing in the air.
The female official stood quietly by the side, not daring to make a sound, for fear of disturbing the emperor's thoughts.
The boat finally slowly approached the dock. Su Yue was overjoyed, feeling that she finally saw hope. She didn't want to stay on the boat any longer.
After they got off the boat, they hurriedly prepared to take a carriage to the new mansion that Xiaofan had arranged early in the morning.
Everyone got on the carriage one after another, but Liu Yixiao stood aside and did not make any move to get on.
He regained his usual nonchalant demeanor and said leisurely, "I'll just drop you off here."
Su Yue and the others finally reacted and looked at Liu Yixiao in unison.
Shangguan Haochen was surprised and asked hurriedly, "You're not with us?"
Liu Yixiao crossed his arms, a wicked smile playing on his face. "I'm a wanted criminal coming to Beijing, are you expecting me to fall into your trap?"
Hearing this, they all looked at Liu Yixiao fixedly. No one spoke for a moment, and the air around them seemed to freeze.
We have been together for nearly a month, and we have experienced ups and downs together, had laughter, quarrels, and warm moments of mutual support.
Now, when we have to say goodbye, it still makes people feel extremely sad.
Su Yue's eyes were slightly red, and her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something, but didn't know where to start.
The others also looked gloomy, their hearts filled with reluctance and helplessness.
The wind blew gently, ruffling the corners of their clothes and hair, but it could not blow away the sadness of parting that filled the air.
Looking at everyone's expressions, Liu Yixiao couldn't help but feel a pang of bitterness in his heart, but he still tried to maintain that indifferent smile, not wanting to make everyone too sad.
Shen Yunyan jumped off the carriage without hesitation and asked anxiously, "Why so sudden?"
Liu Yixiao still pretended to be indifferent, raised his eyebrows and said jokingly: "Why, you can't bear to leave me?"
Shen Yunyan nodded affirmatively without hesitation and said firmly, "Yes, I can't bear to leave you."
The smile on Liu Yixiu's face froze instantly, and his fingers curled up unconsciously. If this continued, he really would not be able to leave.
But he soon burst into laughter and said, "I knew you wouldn't want to leave me. After all, I'm very popular. I won't say anymore. If I get caught, it will be over. You guys... take care of yourselves."
After saying this, he resolutely turned around and was about to leave.
Su Yue couldn't help but shout: "Liu Yixiao, you must be well. I hope you won't be hurt again when I see you next time."
Liu Yixiao's steps suddenly stopped, but he didn't turn around. He just responded loudly: "Of course, you haven't fulfilled your promise to take me out on the street yet. Remember to make it up to me next time."
After saying that, Liu Yixiu quickened his pace and left, no longer paying attention to the calls of the people behind him.
If nothing unexpected happens, they might never see each other again. Liu Yixiao's eyes were red, and his pace became faster and faster until he came to a deserted corner.
He finally dropped all pretense, curled up, and his body trembled uncontrollably.
They used to be there to comfort him, but now, there will never be anyone to give him warm comfort and support.
He bit his lips, trying hard not to cry out loud, but tears still rolled down his face.
Loneliness and helplessness overwhelmed him like a tide. He just stayed alone in the corner, letting the sadness and longing spread wildly in his heart.
The silence around him seemed to be mocking his fragility, but he was powerless to resist and could only endure it all silently.