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Chapter 13

Also laughed.

After dinner, Zou Tong proposed to go for a walk outside: "It's too boring to stay at home all this time, I want to go out to get some air, you can accompany me to the park outside."

Liang Fan thought to himself that there are benches everywhere in the park, so he can let her sit and rest for a while if she is really tired, so she agreed: "Okay, but if you get tired from walking, you must tell me."

"it is good."

"I'll take you back." After the dinner party, Qiu Wenjun still asked about the traces.

As expected, Chen Ji shook his head and refused: "Don't bother, I'll just take the subway."

"Why, can't be a lover, can't even be a friend?" Qiu Wenjun raised his eyebrows and asked.

Chen Ji sighed, and said in relief, "Then I will trouble you." Based on his understanding of Qiu Wenjun, Qiu Wenjun will always try his best to stick to what he wants to do. Since the two have reached a consensus that they can be ordinary friends, then It is also unreasonable to turn down invitations from friends over and over again.

"Please get in the car." Qiu Wenjun opened the car door with a smile and made a "please" gesture.

Chen Ji smiled and got into the car.

Unlike last time, Qiu Wenjun started playing songs.Chen Ji usually does not like music. In fact, he sings very well, but because of his personality, he doesn't like to show off his singing skills in front of outsiders.Seeing Chen Ji listening to the song intently, Qiu Wenjun smiled knowingly.

Gradually, Chen Ji's original smile of appreciating the song faded silently, and was replaced by a dignified expression.Qiu Wenjun occasionally turned his head and saw Chen Ji's expression, and then he began to pay attention to the song being played:

Indulging in sleepless day

I would rather at least feel guilty after the love is lost

Whether it's incarnation or ashes, it's a gorgeous reason

can miss forever

Beauty disappears in a flash

After all, I have had the enjoyment of mirror flowers

I believe in mirages I believe in absurdity

It is always better to never dream of nothing forever than nothing

Oops!Qiu Wenjun thought to himself that it must be the sad thing that the song hit Chen Ji. He was about to change the song, but Chen Ji said softly: "I like this song very much. I have been listening to it recently. Even if it is a mirage Love, even if it was just a flash in the pan, at least I had it, not to mention it lasted for three years."

"Chen Ji." Qiu Wenjun called Chen Ji's name directly for the first time. Just as he was about to say something that he thought was very inspiring, he saw Chen Ji's whole body tremble suddenly, and his eyes stayed out of the car window as the car drove. somewhere in the park.

That was Liang Fan... Chen Ji was sure that the man sitting on the park bench near the road was Liang Fan, and the woman he was kissing was probably the secretary he was talking about.They kissed inseparably, until Chen Ji's eyes could no longer see the figures of the two, the kiss continued.

Chen Ji stretched out his hand to touch his heart, it hurt a little... Sure enough, the dream... It's time to wake up after all, no matter how unwilling he is.

good-hearted break up

That night, Chen Ji was sleepless all night.He forced himself not to think about the scene he saw on the road, but unexpectedly, the more he tried to let go, the clearer the scene became, as if he was trying to fight against him. When he closed his eyes, it was Liang Fan who was kissing someone passionately. picture.Chen Ji sat up suddenly, got out of bed, walked to the cabinet, took out sleeping pills, and swallowed them with water.

With the help of the medicine, I finally fell asleep around four o'clock in the morning.Fortunately, the next day was the weekend, otherwise Chen Ji would definitely appear in front of everyone in the hotel with big panda eyes.

It was the constant ringing of the doorbell that woke the sleeping trace out of its slumber.

Chen Ji's eyes were blurred, he just controlled his legs to move away numbly, walked to the door, and opened it.

"Cousin! I'm back!" Following Ding Sa's happy voice outside the door, Chen Ji's wandering mind suddenly returned to his body, and immediately, an extremely gentle smile bloomed on Chen Ji's face.

Ding Sa and Sun Zhe are back from their honeymoon.

"Drink a glass of water." Chen Ji went to the bathroom first to tidy up the sloppy image that just got up from the bed. After washing up, he poured a glass of water and handed it to Ding Sa, and asked with a smile, "When did you come back? Is Xinmatai fun?" ?”

"Oh, I originally wanted to go to Europe. However, Thailand is still very good, especially the Erawan Buddha. If you have a chance to go there in the future, you must make a wish." Ding Sa was in a very good mood: "Yes Here is a souvenir for you." She took out a box from her bag: "I bought two bracelets in Thailand, for you and your girlfriend."

Girlfriend... Chen Ji took the box, but didn't open it, just looked at the box in his hand blankly.

"Cousin?" Ding Sa sensed the sudden cold atmosphere, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, thank you, Xiao Sa." Chen Ji raised his head and forced a smile.

"Cousin, you don't have to pretend to be yourself in front of me." Ding Sa's voice changed from warm to gentle, and she looked at the man in front of her who had loved her for 26 years: "I don't know how you and her met Yes, because I met you, and I don’t know how you have been together for the past three years, but there is one thing I can see very clearly. Compared with before, the smile on your face is less and less common. I am People who have come here, I also loved Qin Yan back then. I loved Qin Yan very much. I did not hesitate to let go of my reserved girlishness, pursued him, and confessed to him. During the two years I was with him, I could feel how much he cared for me. However, feelings This thing will change. Before the person who is more suitable for him has not appeared, you may be the number one in his heart, but as long as that person appears, you will have to give way. I can't help but be unwilling. I I don't know what happened between you and her, and I don't know if my experience is helpful to you, but you have to believe that you can only gain if you give up a relationship. Only when you give up a relationship, a better relationship will appear in your life In life. My colleague once said a word, and I think it makes sense: Being in love means being happier than when you were single. If you are not as happy after falling in love as when you were alone, then what is the point of falling in love? Cousin, what do you think? ?”

Chen Ji listened to Ding Sa's words without saying a word. This was the first time Ding Sa talked to him so seriously. When talking about his girlfriend before, Ding Sa always complained vehemently why she was so noble, and even met a I don't even want to face it, do I really love Chen Ji?This time, what Ding Sa said was so well-founded, it touched Chen Ji's heart.

"Thank you for your suggestion, I will consider it carefully." Chen Ji replied sincerely.

When Liang Fan opened the caller ID and it was "Chen Ji", his hand shook suddenly. He was suddenly a little afraid of receiving a call from Chen Ji, because he vaguely felt that Chen Ji must have something to say to him, so he subconsciously avoided it recently. Contact with traces.The bell kept ringing persistently, until Liang Fan was too sorry to reach out to answer it, but it stopped.Liang Fan breathed a sigh of relief, but received a phone message from Chen Ji: "Liang Fan, let's meet up. This afternoon at three o'clock in the coffee shop we visited last time, I will wait for you until four o'clock. If you are busy , It doesn’t matter if you don’t come, but please let me know, thank you.”

Liang Fan suddenly felt that his hand was a bit heavy, and he almost couldn't hold it.

When Liang Fan walked into the coffee shop, Chen Ji was already there.In the seat where I just sat last time, there is the coffee I ordered last time on the table.

"You're here. I've ordered coffee for you. If you don't like it, you can change it." Chen Ji said with a smile.

"No need, this one is fine." Liang Fan was a little nervous, and picked up a spoon to stir the coffee as soon as he sat down: "Why did you find me today?"

Chen Ji took a sip of coffee, put down his cup, looked at Liang Fan, and slowly opened his lips: "Liang Fan, let's call it a day."

With a click, the spoon in Liang Fan's hand fell into the coffee cup.Liang Fan didn't take care of the spoon, but stared blankly at the traces in front of him.Chen Ji still maintained the posture in which he spoke just now, and remained motionless.

"What did you say?" Liang Fan asked.

"Let's go to the end." Chen Ji repeated.

"To the end? Why?" So far, what Liang Fan is most worried about is what Chen Ji said to stop here. Because of fear, he has been trying his best to hide the matter between himself and Zou Tong, and he has tried his best to avoid meeting Chen Ji, hoping to wait for Chen Ji. When I'm in a better mood, I'll find another opportunity to have a good talk with him. I didn't expect that Chen Ji would stop here as soon as he opened his mouth today.

"Because, the most important person in your heart is no longer me." Chen Ji said lightly.

"Chen Ji, I've been on blind dates, you all know that. If I don't date more people, I can't be sure if you are the most suitable person for me." Liang Fan said.

"Liang Fan, I am different from you. Once I identify a person, he is the one who suits me best. I will not compare him with anyone else." Chen Ji said.

"I know this, but didn't you never mind before?" Liang Fan was puzzled.

"I didn't mind before because I thought that no matter how many people you dated, I was the one you liked the most. In other words, I believed that I would be the most suitable person for you." Chen Ji replied.

"Then now..."

"But now, it's different." Chen Ji interrupted Liang Fan's words: "Now, you have found the most suitable person for you. In other words, I am not the most important thing in your heart. Remember what I said ? Don’t let my position in your heart fall to the second, third, and fourth, if that’s the case, I’d rather give up on you.”

Chen Ji repeated word by word what he had said to Liang Fan. He looked into Liang Fan's eyes, as if he wanted to see a trace of reluctance in his eyes.

This is the first time that Liang Fan has been so at a loss in front of Chen Ji. He wanted to explain a lot, but on second thought,