swear by the wind

Chapter 20 Lost direction

"Yan Yan! Yan Yan!"

Ling Tian excitedly called Ge Ziyan repeatedly.That's right, that's right!Yan Yan woke up!Yan Yan woke up!He believed that he was not hallucinating, just now he really saw Yanyan's eyes opened a very small slit, although he didn't know why they closed again now.

Just as he was about to rush out to call for a doctor, Cen Liming came in with a few doctors in white coats wearing military uniforms. Seeing Ling Tian's excited and nervous face, Cen Liming thought that something was wrong with Ge Ziyan, and he jumped in his heart and asked repeatedly: " What's wrong Ling Tian?"

When Cen Liming asked Ling Tian, ​​those military doctors had already started a preliminary examination of Ge Ziyan. Seeing Cen Liming questioning Ling Tian, ​​one of them turned around and said to Cen Liming: "Mr. Cen, judging from these data, the patient His condition has stabilized and he might wake up soon."

"Right, right! Just now Yanyan opened his eyes, but now it's like this again, what's going on? There won't be any other problems, right?" Ling Tian asked anxiously.

"No, according to what you said, the patient has already woken up, but his physical condition is too poor. Now he just fell into a deep sleep instead of a coma. Don't worry. Before coming to the ward, Mr. Cen took us to check all the patient's treatment records According to the patient's current condition, he will be fully awake by tomorrow evening."

The military doctor seemed to be the most authoritative among the group of doctors who came, because Cen Liming's expression became much more relaxed after hearing his explanation.Ling Tian also understood that the doctor Cen Liming specially called would not be an ordinary person, so he thanked Cen Liming and the military doctor very gratefully.

"You don't need to be so polite, we are good friends, don't be so alien. Besides, I also like Ziyan very much, and I have always treated him like a younger brother. I am also very anxious about such a big incident this time. If it wasn't for the sudden emergency in Beijing, I would have come here with Kaikai long ago."

After the military doctors checked Ge Ziyan's current situation, they discussed and left the ward to prepare for the next treatment plan.Seeing them leave, Cen Liming said to Ling Tian:

"Ling Tian, ​​don't worry, these doctors are professional leaders, Ziyan will be fine with them."

"Thank you, Brother Ming." After receiving the good news from the doctor, Ling Tian's spirit obviously relaxed a lot, and his body's fatigue also suddenly hit him. He rubbed his face vigorously, and was about to sit back in the chair and continue to accompany Ziyan.

"However, I think the most important thing right now is that you should take a good rest. Ling Tian, ​​you should have exhausted your energy these past few days. Don't hold on, we have friends here. So, you should go take a shower first. Take a bath, shave your beard, eat something, and then have a good sleep, you don’t want to wake up tomorrow and see such a sloppy person, aren’t you afraid to scare him?”

Cen Liming deliberately teased Ling Tian, ​​relaxing his consciousness so that he could accept his proposal to rest.

"But..." Ling Tian looked at Ziyan on the hospital bed, hesitating.

"It's nothing to worry about, Kaikai will come over later, what are you worried about with the two of us here, besides, I have arranged for those doctors to stay in the next ward, and they will come over as soon as there is any situation, don't worry. "

Ling Tian hesitated repeatedly, and nodded slowly after a while.

Sure enough, at dusk the next day, Ge Ziyan woke up faintly, which made everyone who had been guarding for several days finally put back the heart that was in their throats, and everyone let out a long sigh of relief. , finally all right!

But before they were happy for a long time, everyone discovered a new problem. Ziyan's mental state seemed to be unstable all the time. Although his physical trauma was recovering, he was always depressed, and the emptiness and confusion in his eyes seemed to be It's like being deeply burned in, a person seems to be floating in the sky, so empty and ethereal, no matter how everyone communicates with him, he doesn't respond.Sometimes he can lie on the hospital bed in a daze without saying a word for a whole day, his eyes are unfocused, and he has to call out many times to bring him back to his senses.This situation inevitably made everyone a little nervous, for fear that he would do the stupid things before.

"Ling Tian, ​​I don't think this is the solution. Do you want to help Ziyan arrange a psychologist?" Ah Xuan frowned.

"Yeah, Ziyan's appearance makes me feel really scared. I always feel that his soul has not come back, and his whole body is empty. How about I go to the sorceress to help Ziyan call out his soul? I heard from the dean that it is very It's useful." Xiao Qi said to himself, and finally raised his head to look at A Xuan, his eyes were shining, and he looked sure to be useful.

"Pa" lightly knocked on Xiaoqi's forehead with a chestnut.

"Little idiot, don't be stupid. You're still a graduate student anyway, why do you believe this!" A Xuan shook his head helplessly, then turned to Ling Tian with a serious face and said: "Ling Tian, ​​I think Ziyan's current behavior must be a knot in his heart. It has not been opened yet, so procrastinating like this is not an option, sooner or later it will lead to depression."

Ling Tian frowned and said nothing, looking at the room through the glass.

In the room, Xue Kai was chatting with Ge Ziyan, peeling an apple and talking happily, probably telling an anecdote he saw when he was on vacation abroad. Ge Ziyan took the apple and gnawed it in small bites. There was no wave or wave, and his face was still so flat that no emotion could be seen. It was hard to tell whether he was listening or distracted. The whole person was like an empty shell without a soul.It has been like this since he woke up from a coma, as if nothing can attract his attention anymore, he has separated himself from the world, and trapped himself firmly in a dark corner, where there is no Forgive, there is no redemption.

On this day, the weather was fine, the sun was high, and the humidity that had been cloudy for several days was gone.Ling Tian supported Ge Ziyan and walked slowly in the corridor.Ge Ziyan has just been able to go to the ground these two days, because his physique is not good, so the recovery speed of his body is also very slow. In the first two days, he can only walk a dozen steps at a time, but he is dizzy and weak and sweats all over his body. At least he can slow down today. Slowly walked halfway back and forth in the corridor.

"Yanyan, you seem to have no energy these days. Is there any discomfort?" Ling Tian looked at Ge Ziyan and asked softly, carefully helping him to avoid the patient who was also walking across the street.

Ge Ziyan shook his head slowly, without saying a word, leaning on the wall with one hand and trying to turn around.

Seeing that he was going back to the room, Ling Tian took advantage of the situation and said, "The room should be being disinfected now, if you still have the strength to go, let's go there?"

Ge Ziyan looked in the direction of Ling Tian's finger. That was the other end of the corridor. He hadn't been there since he was hospitalized, and the furthest he walked was an outdoor balcony not far from his ward.Seeing that there seemed to be no ward area and no one was walking around, he nodded and walked over step by step with Ling Tian's support.

But at this moment Ling Tian was nervous like beating a drum.It was actually a psychological counseling room over there. He didn't know if Ge Ziyan would agree to do psychological counseling, and because Ziyan's nerves were too delicate and sensitive, Ling also didn't dare to raise this matter with him directly, so he could only use this To test his reaction in a tactful way.

Sure enough, as Ling Tian expected, when Ge Ziyan walked not far from the psychological counseling room, he inadvertently raised his eyes and saw the sign on the door. He also suddenly became more anxious, and even Ling Tian who was supporting him could clearly feel the muscles in his waist tense and stiff.

Although Ge Ziyan didn't say a word, his feet that were still sluggish and sluggish were already retreating, and even the hand that Ling Tian held in his palm was sweaty nervously.

"What's the matter? Yanyan?" Ling Tian didn't expect his reaction to be so strong. He expected that he would reject seeing a psychiatrist, but he didn't know that he would be so disgusted, or to be precise, it was fear.

"I want to go back!" Ge Ziyan suddenly yelled out of control, attracting the attention of several people in the distance.

"Okay, okay, let's go back right away, don't be angry, Yanyan, this is not good for your health." Ling Tian saw that Ge Ziyan's mood seemed to be a little off, and he immediately remembered that when he checked his mother's information, it mentioned that he had been hypnotized when he was young. He has received countless psychological treatments, and the worst one was sent to a mental sanatorium for compulsory treatment.I'm afraid that the word "psychological counseling" already exists like a devil in Ziyan's heart.Ling Tian complained about his negligence for a while, comforted Zi Yan repeatedly and walked back.

After returning to the ward, Ziyan seemed to be still a little restless and nervous, shaking his head and muttering to himself, Ling Tian listened carefully, it turned out that he had been saying "I'm not crazy, I'm not sick, I'm just afraid of those blood ".Ling Tian was taken aback for a moment, and immediately understood that Ziyan must have remembered the dark days when he was a child. He was repeatedly studied about psychological problems, and he was under the strange eyes behind him. Even a normal person is fine. Can be tossed into problems, not to mention that Ge Ziyan was just a six-year-old child who couldn't protect himself.

Thinking of this, Ling Tian felt extremely sore, stepped forward and hugged Zi Yan who was sitting on the bed tightly, let his head rest on his shoulder, stroked the back of his head with his hands, and said softly: "My Yan Yan Of course you’re not sick, don’t be afraid. We’ll go home when you’re better, and we’ll never see a psychiatrist again. I’m here, so don’t be afraid of anything!”

Under Ling Tianping's gentle comfort, Ge Ziyan gradually calmed down, and his breathing became more gentle.He quietly leaned against Ling Tian, ​​and finally took the initiative to say a word, a sentence that was unreasonable but shocked Ling Tian: "I want to find Ling Tian, ​​can you help me find him? Ling Tian hates me, and I also Hate me. I want to atone for my sins... so that he will be happier, happy..."

This is the longest sentence that Ge Ziyan has said in so many days, but it made Ling Tian stunned all of a sudden.He hurriedly broke Zheng Ziyan's body, held his face with both hands, stared at him with burning eyes, his heart trembled but he tried to calmly say: "Yanyan, you watch me talk, who are you looking for?"

Ge Ziyan's somewhat empty eyes finally retracted the focus when faced with such a scorching gaze. Looking at Ling Tian's familiar face, he knew who the person in front of him was, but he always felt that he was not .He shook his head blankly, not knowing what to say to Ling Tian, ​​and he also didn't understand his own situation, and always felt that his brain was in a state of confusion and confusion.He really wanted to sort out this mess, but this mass of unknown thoughts would always attack his face with claws and claws when he wanted to break free, binding him tightly.

Thinking about it, a cloud of depression burst out of his chest, he shook his head impatiently, struggled hard in Ling Tian's arms, and screamed from his throat: "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know! Don't ask me!"

"Okay, okay, don't ask, don't worry, just relax." Seeing that Ge Ziyan's mood started to get a little restless again, Ling Tian quickly calmed him down.

After Ah Xuan and the others arrived, Ling Tian explained Ge Ziyan's situation.He said with some concern: "I don't want him to see a psychiatrist. You didn't see his reaction at that time. I was really shocked. Just looking at the house number made him frightened like that. If it is true It may be counterproductive to force him to receive counseling against his will."

"But, like you said, now Ziyan doesn't even seem to remember you, but just immersed in those things before, I'm afraid..."

"No, he didn't really forget me, and he won't forget me either." Ling Tian looked up at the people in front of him with firm and confident eyes, "He will be fully awake, waiting for the day when the wound in his heart heals. I believe."