we are not human

Chapter 13 Darkness is Always Attracted to Light

Those memories are too long, what did I do back then?Xuan, tell me...

The learning atmosphere in Chengnan High School has always been good. His parents asked him to do those questions and papers all day long in order to let him be admitted to this high school. Now he has the urge to vomit when he sees those things.

There were quite a few beautiful girls coming and going in the school, but firstly, he knew his sexual orientation, and secondly, he understood that he was too ordinary and girls didn't pay much attention to him, so he paid little attention to girls.

"Hey! What's there to see outside the window!" The energetic voice sounded at the same time a beautiful hand was put on his shoulder. This hand is really beautiful. At a glance, it can remind people of the black and white keys of a piano. Jumping notes.

The owner of this hand is as beautiful as it is.

The corner of the mouth is slightly hooked, which is a childish smirk in a ruffian, very attractive sight, and it is two extremes with him.

"Didn't look at anything," he showed his character has always been taciturn.

"It's boring,?" The beautiful hand poked his face, which hurt a little.

He could tell that this handsome boy named Zhou Xuan was the same as him, but Zhou Xuan wouldn't like him, he was too ordinary.

Zhou Xuan is his roommate in the same dormitory as well as the deskmate of the boy in the front row. The boy in the front row is Yu Yulei, the eldest brother of the gangsters outside the school. It makes people feel safe at first glance, but what he likes more is a handsome and energetic boy like Zhou Xuan, hasn't someone said that?People are always attracted to people who are opposite to themselves, and now, it is Zhou Xuan who attracts him.

It’s already class, Zhou Xuanfu is writing on the table, he doesn’t know what he is writing, his writing posture is wrong, and the teacher has corrected him many times, but every time he says that he feels tired and has no strength to sit still when he writes, even the teacher can’t sit still. There is no way to take him.

After a while, a note was thrown in front of him.

He unfolded it carefully and froze when he saw the contents above.

: I want to check the sound problem in the dormitory with Yu Yulei during the national day, so I can't accompany you to the festival, next time.

He knew that Zhou Xuan was well taken care of by his family and never knew much about the world, but he wouldn't even find excuses to reject him, would he?Look, it's too much trouble to even lie to him.

:it is good.

He replied with one word.

After a while, the note was thrown over again.

: Shi Yan, are you angry?

:Ok.

:Huh?Didn't you say in a big way, "It's nothing, just next time next time?"

: I am stingy.

: Hahaha...then I will treat you to dinner later to make amends?

: In the cafeteria please?

:Ok.

:...

: I can cook for you.

:it is good.

:Huh?Shouldn't you say no trouble?

: I am stingy.

: I suddenly found that you are not so boring.

:...

Seeing this sentence, his heart beat suddenly fast, and a strange feeling rose in his heart.If he'd lived in the Internet age he'd know what that feeling was—the desire to rant.

There were a lot of people in the cafeteria at noon, and the mixing of all kinds of noisy sounds gave him a headache, and he felt inexplicably irritable.But after seeing that Yu Yulei didn't come with Zhou Xuan, he felt much better.

He knew that his psychology was a little sick, but he didn't want to pay attention to it. The first time he saw Zhou Xuan, he knew that this beautiful boy was like a piece of white paper. He wanted to render this white paper into different colors. Make him more visible, he wants to do it, he has to do it, even if it's by any means.

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They say that darkness is always attracted by light, but darkness is absolute darkness, but light always has its dark places, rich and insoluble darkness...

It had been raining for a week, and it was thin and non-stop. An Xin walked from the outside to the door of the dormitory, his feet were covered with mud.

He stomped his feet outside the dormitory before entering the dormitory door. Someone was changing clothes in the dormitory. An Xin turned his eyes away indiscriminately. It is always immoral to peek at girls changing clothes, and he is not that boring.

"An Xin, where have you been? Your feet are so dirty!" The young lady in the dormitory exclaimed in surprise.

The eldest lady is the daughter of a high-ranking official in this city. She usually loves to boss her classmates around, but she is even more disgusted with the beautiful An Xin, and she will be buried when she gets the chance.

"You can't get dirty." Although An Xin didn't like her, she didn't bother with her because she was the only one who would stare at him all the time. Only she could make him feel that he existed here. In the world, it is true.

"I said, An Xin, why do you keep running to the boys' dormitory 607? Have you fallen in love with someone? You don't even look at yourself, and you have the face to like someone!" The eldest lady began to find fault with nothing.

"That's right, that's right, I just fell in love with them, I fell in love with them all, I'm shameless, I'm shameless, okay?" An Xin replied impatiently.

"You...you...you are shameless!" the eldest lady choked out such a sentence in a daze.

"Pfft!" The girl who was changing her clothes burst out laughing, and there was a surge of waves in her chest. An Xin silently said "Do not see evil", and bowed his head uncomfortably.

There are only three people in their dormitory, a young lady, a boba, and An Xin.

"An Xin, if she didn't tell me, I really didn't think about it. You've been going to the men's dormitory recently. It would be bad if the teacher knew about it," Boba persuaded softly.

"I'm going to watch the twins," he said in his heart, even if the teacher knew, he wouldn't care about me.

"You're talking about Zhou's little cousin, Zhou Qi? I accidentally touched his hand last time. It was so cold that it was as cold as ice. Is there something wrong with him?" The eldest lady sat on the bed and looked up. Snacks stuffed in his mouth, fried fried whirring.

"It's as cold as ice?" An Xin was stunned. It's impossible. Although it's cold now, it's not that cold. Is it natural?

"Yes, it's like touching ice."

An Xin closed her eyes and was silent in thought.

607.

"An Xin hasn't found out yet?" Zhou Xiaoxiao lay on the bed bored and looked at the roof. There were two more cracks on the roof than when school started, um, you read that right!

"That child An Xin has worked hard enough," Gao Li Ke took the time out of his busy schedule to look up from the book and say a good word for An Xin.

"Okay, he worked hard," Zhou Xiaoxiao sighed, "Why hasn't Chi Ming come back yet?"

Gao Like's heart skipped a beat, his hands paused, "Are you worried about him?"

"That's right," Zhou Xiaoxiao rolled on the bed, "he's my deskmate and roommate, and we even had a friendship recently, why don't you worry?" He raised his head and rolled in a mess Hair poked into the lower bunk, "Aren't you worried about him?"

Gao Like's heart suddenly let go. It turned out that it was not what he thought, "Of course I'm worried."

"Han Ai also comes back to the dormitory so late every day, leaving me alone on the empty bed, and if I do that again, I will find you to remarry," the tone was sad like a boudoir's resentful wife.

Gao Like smiled helplessly, this person would have convulsions whenever he was bored.

……

When I met you, I met love, I think, the most beautiful love...

"It's snowing again, it's so cold!" Cheng Xueer pouted and complained, "What kind of broken school is this? It's so cold when it snows, it's disgusting!"

Exhaling hot air, watching the white mist slowly dissipate in the air, I comforted her, "It will be good when spring comes."

"Spring is also cold!" The tsundere little girl insisted on her disgust.

"Well, it's cold!" Actually, I don't really want to talk to her, I'm too naive, and I'll be hypocritical for a long time when encountering a little thing.

A person ran towards me and knocked me to the ground amidst Cheng Xueer's screams before I could react. The cement floor in winter was incredibly hard, and I fell dizzy and lay on the ground for a long time. climb up.

A slender and beautiful hand was stretched out in front of me, and at the same time a voice sounded, "Are you okay?" The voice was surprisingly nice.

I grabbed his hand and got up, the moment I looked up, I admitted that I was dazzled by his beautiful facial features, yes, he was beautiful, but not as feminine as a girl, it was a kind of delicacy and heroism belonging to a young man.

I nodded to show that I had something to do.

He seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then his expression was a little helpless, "That... that, I really didn't mean it, I... I..."

I burst out laughing.

He looked at my reaction with his mouth open and he didn't know what to say.

……

Eventually he apologized and left.

Cheng Xueer came back to her senses when everyone was gone. She stared at the direction the boy left, "An Xin, do you know who he is?"

"How do I know?" I walked into the classroom without looking back.

"I must know who he is!" Cheng Xueer clenched her fists and swore, because I didn't see the inevitable and crazy in her eyes with my back turned to her.I also forgot that if she always likes something, she must get it, and if she doesn't get it, it will be ruined.

This is the first time I met him, he leaned slightly, clean and beautiful.I fell to the ground in a state of embarrassment.Perhaps this is the doomed ending of the encounter.

I knew his name without deliberately inquiring about it. It was a private topic among the girls——Zhou Xuan.

The more I heard and saw, the more I put him in my heart, until one day I suddenly realized that I fell in love with him, and I didn't want to share that sweet feeling with anyone.

I am alone indulging in this sweet burden and cannot extricate myself. Yes, in this era and age, love is also a burden.

Until the teacher told us that Cheng Xueer died, she died in the male dormitory 507, which was empty, and she hung herself in the bathroom with a rope alone, no one knew how she did it.

I recalled Cheng Xueer's bewildered expression as she stared at the direction Zhou Xuan was leaving that day, and also remembered the malicious words that sounded in my mind when I realized that I liked him—people who like Zhou Xuan will die badly.But that was deliberately ignored by me.

I was a little panicked, was Cheng Xueer killed by the owner of that voice?what about me?I can do it too……

"Ah?" Zhou Xiaoxiao was surprised, "You mean that there was a period of time more than ten years ago that girls hanged themselves in boys' dormitory 507 for no reason?"

"Well, what I heard is true." An Xin affirmed.

"Why is that?" Zhou Xiaoxiao frowned and couldn't figure it out.