Chapter 1
Chapter 1
{Tutor Diyun DH} Extravagant love addiction
Author: Hong Che
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——Kyoya, you are the greatest honor in my life.
Dino Gabrielone's words seem to be the most reliable and least credible thing in the world.
Love meets Wei Young ten years later, how can you keep the one you love by your side?
Let go, or chase?
The literature and art in this article is a bit cruel. Diyun will set it ten years later. There will be a serial on the post bar, and don't pinch cp, thank you.
Content tags: Tutor sadomasochism deep broken mirror reunion grievances and hatred
Search keywords: Protagonist: Dino Gabrione Hibari Kyoya┃Supporting role: Tsunayoshi Sawada Rokudoku Yamamoto Takeruji Hayato┃Others: Tutor DH sweet abuse HE
still young
His eyes moved silently to the circled date on the calendar, letting an old clock tick.
Love can't be provoked by the passing of time, can't stand the scrutiny of fleeting years, and finally comes to naught.
This is not the ending he expected, even when this love started, he didn't give himself too much confidence to keep time with the one he loves.
His lover, too arrogant.
If the feeling of nostalgia is not a simple desire, but a gift for a lifetime, then who else can understand their love better?
Perhaps, it is destined that there must be someone who can break this dark blue old dream.
Dino silently put the sixth cigar from the night into his mouth.
The pungent taste almost set his throat on fire, but he didn't care.It's just that he is still gulping and consuming bit by bit of patience at an unbelievable speed.
When the ten o'clock bell rang, he finally gave a wry smile and extinguished the cigarette.
Despair is like running water, gurgling and seeping, so cold that there is no warmth in the bones.
Chad rang the door.
The familiar sound of the door opening, but without the previous expectations.Dino silently crushed the ashes of the cigar without looking up, thinking about what he wanted to say.
I don't know how unbearable it is.
Until Skylark turned around and suddenly noticed Dino's abnormality, but he didn't say anything, just put his coat on the sofa as usual, walked into the kitchen by himself, and poured a glass of Coke.
Dino sighed, when did they become so unfamiliar, the awkward atmosphere was like strangers under the same roof.
Skylark sat on the sofa stretching his exhausted body and mind from the task he had just finished. He looked up and saw Dino's handsome face under the halo of orange light. The expectation and love for life in the eyes are getting less and less.
Skylark suddenly remembered that they hadn't done it for a long time.
I will no longer actively stick to kiss and rub my face like ten years ago, and I will no longer create surprises and frights like too much romance. The topics between lovers are less and less, and more are family, family, family.
"Kyoya, let's try to separate for a while."
There was a look of astonishment on his stern face, Skylark would never have thought that one day, that man who cared about him more than anyone else would make such a request.
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Frowning, the questioning tone contained sullenness and bewilderment.
I know.Dino answered silently in his heart with a wry smile.
"The relationship between Vongola and Gabrielone will not change." Dino said softly, "I'm sorry, Gongmi. Let's do it first."
After that, Dino got up, walked into the bathroom, and locked the door.
Skylark could also clearly see that the moment the door was closed, the figure quietly curled up behind the door, and finally leaned against the door panel and sat on the ground.
Like a puppet with broken strings, its joints are limp and paralyzed, greedily asking for oxygen to prevent suffocation.
The pain is still there.
for redemption
Recalling the confident words of the man with blond hair and eyes ten years ago.
——Kyoya, as your teacher, I will teach you what love is!
Until now, it was his pale face that proposed the separation.
For the first time, Skylark felt a sense of suffocation rushing towards his face, and something he had been holding on to was shattered in the poppy-colored sky.
Like a gust of wind, he silently closed his eyes, feeling the collapse.
Maybe I really shouldn't take over any tasks on the day when the two of them are in love, but this is not a reason for the two to separate!
Wanting to hold him back, telling him to love this kind of thing, it takes a lifetime of teaching him to learn it, but, in that case, can you really say it?
He is a skylark, a proud skylark, a skylark who never bows to others.
He got up and knocked on the bathroom door, his tone was still as dull as usual:
"Let's talk."
That night, the two sipped a few glasses of strong wine under the swaying starlight, took advantage of the cool night breeze, and had a heart-to-heart talk that hadn't been held for a long time.
In the end, it was agreed to try separately for a while.
Of course Dino didn't know that Skylark kept staring into his eyes, hoping that he could speak, end this tormenting conversation, and never bring it up again.
Dino just looked at Lark's eyes with nostalgia, they were as clear as before, and he was not confused by the complicated secular world at all. At first glance, he only felt that the beauty was more beautiful than before.As for himself, he was already a complete mafia scum after being destroyed by the world.
At that moment, he regretted a little, perhaps, he was really not worthy of him, but how honored it is to have so many pasts with him?
Too much love is extravagant hope, Dino told himself with a wry smile.
Perhaps, all this time, I was just asking for a response from Skylark. To Skylark, I was nothing more than a third-person person who could pass the time together.
It's just that Skylark really left the next day without saying a word, as if he was also tired of the feeling of being drowned by the constant love.
Dino wanted to say something, but it was stuck in his throat. When he opened his mouth, all the words became one sentence.
Skylark took a deep look at Dino's hesitation, and finally picked up his luggage and turned to go out.
Dino himself was so numb that he didn't know what kind of life he was living these three days.
After Lark packed up and moved out of the house with an indifferent face, life has become a flat two-dimensional world with only black and white, without a trace of life.
Staying up all day and all night, except for strong alcohol and tobacco to tire his nerves, Dino didn't think there was anything worth doing by himself.
Romario called many times to talk about family affairs, but Dino found that he couldn't think at all. When he sank his mobile phone into the bathtub filled with water and watched it die, Dino suddenly had a feeling of crying to vent his distress. impulse.
Kyouya didn't stay.
Kyouya didn't say anything in defense.
Kyoya left her with a face of indifference.
In fact, Kyoya is the world.
And the world is falling...
The raving voice in the dream chanted the name that he had been thinking about day and night, and the tongue repeated the two separate syllables again and again, until the voice became hoarse, and the world was temporarily calmed down.
Kyoya, without you, I would probably really go crazy...
Rubbing his interference eyes, Dino got up and looked around at the Zengrui home where Skylark had been with him.
Kyoya, what should I do with you?Is it to let you leave my life and never communicate with me again?
Or, to find my salvation...
old vows
Larks roamed the streets lined with sycamores.
This is the largest church in Palermo, the capital of Sicily, where they held mass when Dino first brought him to Italy.
I can still clearly remember Dino's gentle voice reciting the Bible, turning his eyes to him from time to time, with a smile on his face, which couldn't be stopped at all, and the excited and youthful steps on the road full of happiness.
It is also such a dense sunlight covering the earth, and countless birds flying across the sky.
But the church is still standing today, even if it has not changed its majesty and holiness, it feels like it is the only place where the sun is covered.
Following the slightly melancholic Gregorian chant, under the unpainted curtain, it kept circling and rippling in the empty room, and disappeared in the dark cross. The body shaking slightly because of emotion, everyone was different. His voice is very harmonious and serene.
Lark just stood there, listening.
It had been seven days, and Dino hadn't managed to get in touch with him, which made Hibari feel anxious from the bottom of his heart.And Tsunayoshi Sawada, the [-]th generation of Vongola, who saw his emotional fluctuations, didn't know how to appease him, so he could only always deliberately give him the task of going to Italy, hoping that the two of them could fix it.
But Skylark doesn't need to do this, and doesn't want to!
Just like just now, he obviously just passed by here by chance after completing the mission, but because he deceived himself to relax his mind, he walked in wantonly, looking for every bit of memory between him and Dino.
He was going crazy.
It's like taking too much medicine, indulging in the momentary lust, not wanting to wake up, never wanting to stop, and then longing for more, wanting to see him, wanting to have a deep contact with him, wanting to melt into the big space that embraces everything inside.
Missing madly.
The godfather was distributing bread and wine symbolizing the Eucharist and Holy Blood to the hungry people who had come to mass early in the morning. When he saw Skylark standing alone on a stone pillar beside him, he couldn't help but smiled and handed it to him. A glass of wine.
Skylark was taken aback for a moment, but finally said thank you.
The godfather was not surprised that an oriental man's Italian was so standard, but he narrowed his eyes and revealed a kind smile.
"I remember you, young man."
The godfather spoke in perfect Italian.
"You were very young when you came last time, and Gabrielone's child was standing beside you. After you went out, he suddenly ran back, pulled me and asked quietly if he could host you here.
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