star reflection

Chapter 2

"..." A Piao with a kitchen knife embedded in his head (it is said that his wife did it) blinked his eyes with a look of sadness: "Who...who is talking...?"

I jumped a few times: I, here!

"I... I can't see you... I can only smell the scent of flowers."

……

As time went by, I became more and more confused, but at the same time, I was more deeply attracted by the wonderful world.

The human world is actually pretty good.There are handsome men to watch, beautiful women to watch, countless beautiful scenery, and free movies to watch... This kind of life is actually very comfortable, no wonder so many brothers linger for a long time and don't want to leave.So...why do I have to leave?

why?

The thing I've been looking for... what is it?

I haven't been able to find an answer to this question.

Until... I met him.

Fragment two

2,

Every morning, the birds sing softly and the shadows of the trees dance.

When he woke up with his eyes open, he would ask me who I am.

I will smile and write my name on his palm thousands of times.

I met Ah Qin.

That day, it was pouring down in the sky, and the bean-sized raindrops fell densely, sank into his hair, and then condensed into strands, slipping through his eyes, which were deeper than the pool...they were full of sadness.He stood quietly in the rain, and the glass of the building not far away showed light with water marks, and ripples like tears were reflected on his face.

I stood opposite him, staring blankly at the raindrops passing through my body, soaking his clothes.

He looked my way, but I knew he couldn't see me.

I don't remember him, but I know he is...he is...

He is... the "reason" I was looking for.

Suddenly, he took a step forward and grabbed a passerby who was running to avoid the rain, his eyes were confused and helpless...

"I can't find my star... have you seen him..."

"Crazy!" The man spat angrily, and shook his hand away with a "slap".

The heavy rain was pouring down, but he didn't realize it, and rushed to grab the man's hand again, his originally deep and gentle voice became a little hoarse at this moment, trembling unceasingly: "Please... help me... I can't live without him..."

My heart couldn't help but tugged, it was a heart-wrenching pain.I really want to hug him... Silly Aqin, go to shelter from the rain!This will make you sick... your body is not good...

I watched him being pushed to the ground, but there was nothing I could do.At that moment, I resented Xiaoling very much: why didn't she take good care of him?The next moment I was stunned again: Xiaoling...who is it?

At this time, he had already grabbed another pair of passers-by, and said the same words: "Have you seen my star...?"

"I'm sorry! He's my brother, he's mentally ill..." A girl in a goose-yellow dress hurried over and sent the frightened couple away with apologies.Her skirt was splashed with specks of mud, but she didn't care, she just turned her head and stamped her feet and said angrily to him: "Brother! How could you run out of the house alone? What if something happens!"

"...I'm looking for my star." He blinked, and a stream of water quickly slid down his face, not knowing whether it was rain or tears.

The girl's eyes turned red in an instant, and she threw an umbrella into his arms, shaking her voice as softly as possible: "Then... when the weather clears up, shall we go and see the stars at night?"

"No, I just want my star." He held up the umbrella, his voice was gentle and stubborn.

"Why are you so stubborn?" The girl finally cried, "Brother Yan Xing is dead! You used to forget him every day, why... why can't you forget him now?"

He didn't answer, but his eyes drifted away suddenly, and fell on the place where I stopped.

How could there be such eyes?It makes people want to cry.My chest was choked, but I couldn't cry.

Because ghosts have no tears.

"We're not going back to the hospital, let's go home first, okay?" He didn't move, the girl held up an umbrella for him, and she persuaded him softly, and the two finally left together.

Originally, I stood there blankly, but now I couldn't help following up.

Nothing else matters.All I want to do right now is to look at him... as I have done hundreds of times... staring at him as the sun rose and set.

I have found my reason for being.

Sorry, Uncle Banyan Tree.Today...can't listen to your story.

——TBC——

Fragment Three

3,

Every morning, he would ask me who I am.

Every evening, I would kiss him and tell him I was his star.

Ah Qin's full name is Huo Qin, and he is a patient with continuous amnesia.

The memory of a goldfish is 7 seconds, the memory of an elephant can be up to 60 years... and Ah Qin's memory is 24 hours.

Ah Qin does not have "yesterday" and "once upon a time", he only has "today".

After meeting Huo Qin for the first time that day, I didn't continue my usual fun.I just quietly followed the pair of brothers and sisters into an ordinary neighborhood and came to an ordinary door.That is Ah Qin's home.

Xiaoling opened the door wearily, and I followed the two into the door.

The sight of the entrance is a mess.There are many nails on the bare wall, which should be used for hanging photos, but there is not a single photo in the whole room... The sofa was lifted up, and the pillows were lying on the ground... The curtains were also pulled down, and The clothes turned out of the closet were piled up on the ground together, made sticky by the broken eggs...

There was only one astronomical telescope standing there intact, looking out the window at the heavy rain alone.

Huo Ling called the housekeeper and asked Ah Qin to take medicine and fall asleep.He tossed and turned, but finally succumbed to the effects of the medicine, and his breathing became long and even.

When he wakes up from this sleep, he will once again forget everything about today.

The bed is white.White pillows, white sheets and duvet cover.The person lying on the bed is also white.

Ah Qin's complexion was fair at first, but after a rain today, his face became even paler.His eyebrows, like his character, are very gentle.The only thing that continuous amnesia doesn't take away is this.

I lay on the edge of the bed, quietly watching his sleeping face, in a trance for a while.

Silly Ah Qin, stupid Ah Qin, stupid as hell.I cursed in a low voice, and my voice became smaller and smaller.At the end, I folded my arms in a hugging motion.I hugged him and stayed silent all night.

Although I couldn't touch him, I seemed to be able to feel his temperature.

I looked at Ah Qin, everything about him, every bit of him, came to my mind naturally for some reason.You like to eat fish, but not spinach; you like the deep blue of the sky when the night is still dark, and you also like the warm golden color of the sun; you are very polite, but also very principled; you are not good at cooking, Every time you make a mess in the kitchen; you are best at Chinese and mathematics, but you can't do anything with English; you love to laugh, and your smile is like the sunshine in winter...

Like you, I have forgotten a lot of things now.I even forgot who I am.

But it's strange that I still remember you.

"I like the red star the most, have you seen it? That's Mars, also known as Ying. Your name is very similar to it..."

……

The next day, as soon as the sun rose, Ah Qin woke up.

He kept calling his "star" in his mouth, but he couldn't find him.He must find him.

So he rummaged through the boxes and cabinets and searched every corner of the house, but he couldn't find the slightest trace of him.Like Xiaoling, I could only stand aside with a tired face, helpless to deal with his madness.

Ah Qin, it's just a swallow...why are you doing this.

He didn't stop his frantic search until the door was knocked.

Ah Qin looked at the man who appeared behind the door in surprise, and cast doubtful eyes on Xiao Ling: "Who are you, and why did you appear in my house?"

Xiaoling sighed and said, "I am your sister Huo Ling, and he is your psychiatrist, Mr. Gu."

Mr. Gu stretched out his hand: "'Meeting for the first time', Mr. Huo... But in fact, we have met many times."

Ah Qin stared at that hand vigilantly, his eyes lingering on Xiao Ling and the doctor.He finally didn't hold that hand, but said, "I haven't seen you, where did you hide my star?"

After finishing speaking, Ah Qin started to walk round and round in the messy living room. After a while, he squatted down beside the astronomical telescope. He didn't know what he thought of, and a teardrop slipped by silently. up his face.He buried his face deeply in his arms.

I couldn't bear to watch it any longer, and with a sense of evasion, I set my sights on Xiaoling and the two of them.

At this time, Mr. Gu sat down on the sofa. He observed Ah Qin's movements, and finally frowned and asked, "Is there still no sign of improvement?"

Xiao Ling shook her head, and replied: "Not at all, but it got worse. Since brother Yan Xing had a car accident three months ago... After that, he never forgot Yan Xing again, but he only forgot that he had The fact that he’s gone. And I can’t believe it… It was raining so much yesterday, and he ran out of the house, which almost drove me crazy… I’ve been looking for it for a long time, and I almost thought… I thought… "

She buried her face in her hands, sobbing.The doctor patted her on the back silently to comfort her.

"Tomb... I have been to the cemetery too... Looking at the photo on Brother Yan Xing's tombstone, he said it wasn't him... I was thinking, if I can't remember it, it would be easier to forget it completely... I Hide all their pictures, but still nothing