twelve stems

Chapter 1: [Combined] 6 stalks

The spring rain stuns the spring and clears the valley, and the summer is full of awns and the summer is hot.

The autumn is cold and the frosts fall, and the winter snow is snowy.

Every stung again.

It has been five years since I left Qianhuang Mountain, and it would be a lie to say that I don’t miss it. In the first year since leaving Qianhuang Mountain, Yu Qingyan could still rely on the fact that she didn’t like her. The thin reason soothes my soon-to-be manic heart and suppresses the eagerness to move in my heart, but as time goes by, this reason becomes thinner and thinner, so thin that it can hardly support this yearning, this effort to erase The past seems to be getting deeper and clearer.

It is so clear that every word Yan Xi said in those three years, everything that happened, every expression he made, every movement he made, became more and more clear, so clear that he could see the edges and corners , and these edges and corners, in the deepest part of Yu Qingyan's heart, split her bright red heart bit by bit, like a huge blade, bit by bit killing the peace in Yu Qingyan's heart, and torturing her heart bit by bit. , tearing at her sanity.

Missing is like a hungry and crazy beast, nibbling away at its delicacy called reason, and finally devouring it, but still not satisfied, so it casts its greedy eyes on the not far away called Cool about to be something on the plate.In the end, the sated longing turned into a memory, entrenched in the deepest part of the heart, lingering, and only then did people taste what "deep lovesickness" really is.

It makes people feel crazy, and at the same time, it also makes people feel hopeless.

The past has become a cloud of the past, but after this cloud of smoke passed, it left behind a lot of sand on the ground, like a cinnabar mole in the heart, which can never be erased.

"Five years... It's been five years... Yan Xi... Are you... okay now? You know, it took me five years to reflect on everything we have experienced in the past three years. If I and I If what I expected was correct, the events of those three years would be enough for me to recall for the rest of my life... Yan Xi, you made me fall into the big transparent net you created without knowing it. ... Now, I find that I seem to have fallen deeply into the tenderness you gave me, and I can't pull it out anymore... But I don't know if you are still happy with me after five years. And me?"

When you dressed me in red and kidnapped me to be your bride, I was reluctant but forced to marry you.

Now I voluntarily put on the wedding gown of that year again to be your bride, but I don’t know, would you like to stretch out your clean and white right hand to me, and walk into the wedding hall with me? Palace, will you marry me again?

The Buddha said: There are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, illness, death, parting from love, long-term resentment, not being able to ask, not being able to let go.

I think, what I taste now is probably this "I can't ask for it, I can't let it go"... Anyway, all of these things are all asked for by me, Yan Xi, but I don't know, do you still remember? What about me who was reluctantly sitting in the wedding room back then?I only know that all my life, I will remember that year, that day, that moment, when you lifted my red hijab with a scale, and looked at me with affection, I once thought this affection was worthless, it will Always there, never left.Now I realize that the smell of that person is no longer around me, and I no longer have the tension I felt when I was sitting upright...

When love has become a habit, you will be immersed in it every day, and then you will not notice it when you are addicted, but when this love suddenly leaves, you will feel sudden and abnormal, just like... as if your life has been broken away , with a gap, it is no longer complete.

When love has become a habit, when the habit has become natural, I should know that in this life, I will never be able to live without you, just like a fish can never live without water, you are indispensable, and you are indispensable... …

A foot of crimson beats Quchen, and the old is not as good as the new.

Albizia peach kernels are finally hateful, and there is no one in Xu Yuanlai.

Light up the lights at the bottom of the well to make a deep candle, and go together for a long time.

Linglong dice puts red beans on the bones and knows nothing.

"Nan Gezi"